You look at me but you don't see me.
I talk to you but you don't hear me.
I look at you and you ignore me.
I smile at you, but you to not reply.
Do you know me? Do you even care?
Do you even see me, or sideways stare?
I catch your eye, you turn away.
I won't cry, it's not worth my tears.
Don't think you can control me, train me.
I'm not a toy, and I'm not a pet.
I stand when you say sit, and I look when you tell me not.
Again I catch you watching me, waiting for me?
Expecting something, don't look long. I'm not always going to be able to respond.
Don't treat me bad, but like me. High School now, not fourth grade.
Pushing me away, when trying to draw me near.
You have no idea what you're doing, it's all so confusing!
Just stop, stay calm, let it flow.
Like a river or the waves, they just go and go.
Please stop hiding. We never seem to talk.
You're pushing me away, just please stop.
Blankly you stare at me, I smile and you snap back to reality.
Turning away, hiding your face. It's not good, it's too late.
It's growing darker, you and I. I see it, but you seem to be blind.
I don't want to play this anymore. It's a pointless game, so I'm stopping now.
You want me to admit it, to tell you I love you. But I does not come, it will not say it.
I don't understand why you pushed me away, but it's to late. I'm not going to stay.
Sideways glance, I catch your eye. I say goodbye, as I try not to cry.
It's amazing what something so little as this can do to your heart.
But I guess it wasn't meant to be, not from the start.
I leave you with my broken heart.
Well this is a poem in Ginnys point of view during her first few years at Hogwarts. Hope you liked it, please review!
Truly and Forever,
Orlando's