I can still remember when I could feel…anything. Everything. I could feel the grass in between my toes, the dampness of the leaves on my face and in my hair as I ran through the trees…And now, I don't. I don't…feel. Anything. Ever. My senses have been taken away, ripped from my soul with my body…gone forever. Will I ever feel anything again?
I've been a suit of armor for so long…I've been doubting if I ever will have a body again.
Nii-san always tells me…we will get better. He will make things right again.
So we go around, looking for a stone that doesn't exist and fighting people. Killing people. And the weight on Nii-san's shoulders grows heavier and heavier with guilt…I killed him…I killed them…How could I…Mother?
It'll be all right, Al. I promise.
…You wish, Nii-san. I can see that you're only saying this to make me feel better. You're giving up, I know. I can tell. I can feel it. You know we'll never get better.
You know I'll never feel again.
Disclaimer: I don't own Fullmetal Alchemist.
Faith: This is in the point of view of Alphonse...somehow, this changed from an AlxWinry to depressed!Alphonse and doubting!Alphonse. Angst. Wow. Where did THAT come from? Oh, and every time, I mean to do this, but I get so excited that I'm updating, I forget... So, Reviewer Responses (because I'm awesome).
unexpection: Yes, Roy's complete lack of brain is quite amusing, seeing how he's always portrayed as a womanizer...yet he can't see poor Riza... sniff ARGH! DAMN YOU ROY! But...hey, he's a bastard and that's why we love him. Correct?
rizahawkeye21: Oh, Riza's situation with Mustang is like everyone's situation...love from afar but they're too blind to see it...always...or if they're not, then they're jerks and are ignoring you. glares
Frip-Ouille: blanches Um, I think your English is better than mine! Thank you for your compliments (I like my stories too, hee hee) and for your review!
Blonde Hurricane: Yeah, I always wondered why Mustang was so braindead when it came to Riza...so I kind of inferenced a reason...if that's a word...erm...yeah. Thank you very much!
paperback novel: Thank you! I will! Yes, ma'am!
Regaime Seishi: Well, here's an Alphonse one for you, because I love him and he needs some lovin', though he's not being loved in this one..next one! I swear! Cross my heart and hope to die...Made you cry, eh? You know, I always thought that if you didn't cry while writing, that the readers wouldn't cry, but you cried and you don't even LIKE Mustang! For shame, Faith, FOR SHAME! runs off to cry (how could I? how could I not cry? AAH!) Oh, and it's reiterate. Thanks. .
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