Hey, I'm gonna go ahead and update two chapters for you guys and maybe that will hold ya over for all of Thanksgiving Break. Sorry. Where I'm going I wont be able to use a computer. But I promise, after I get back, another update. Love ya. Me. :P
As they pulled up outside Jude's house nothing was said. She looked at him and blushed and he looked at her and smiled. As she went to get out… she turned to him.
"Do you, maybe, wanna come in?" she said eyeing him in a nervous way.
"Huh? You want me to?" he said smiling slightly
"Yeah, I mean, if you want to. It's kinda pouring really bad out here. I don't know if you should drive." she had the same smile on her face.
"Uh, okay, wait! Is your mom home?" he said nervously.
"No, she had to go out of town for something and Sadie went to stay at dad's, its just me." she wasn't planning to seduce him or anything, but it wasn't far from her mind.
"Sure, I guess I could stay for a while." he got out of the car and pulled his jacket over his head and Jude did the same as she went and unlocked the door into the house.
"Do you want a soda or anything?" she walked into the kitchen and turned on the lights.
"Uh, sure, thank you."
She handed him a soda and sat they sat down on the couch. Jude turned on the T.V. as she started flipping through a few channels. There wasn't really anything to watch so she settled on music videos.
"So, uh, your home a lot by yourself now that your mom got that out of town job, huh?" he said taking a drink of his soda.
"Yeah, I like it though, I don't care for crowds much these days."
"Oh, me neither. Everyone always comes up to me when I'm in public, 'Are you little Tommy Q?' I HATE that." he scrunched up his nose again.
"Awww that's so cute. Little Tommy Q. Maybe I should start calling you that." she said winking at him and smiling.
"Yeah, watch out or I'll make one up for you." he said with a bigger smile on his face.
"Yeah, right. Nothing embarrasses Jude Harrison." she said with her nose sticking up in the air.
"Oh, sure, I'll find something Jude. And when I do, you're toast." he glared at her playfully.
She glared back then looked at the T.V. and realized that it was boring her. She turned it off and put the radio on and put it on a station she was satisfied with and then went and sat back down.
"So, I'm bored. Anything sound fun?" she looked at him out of the corner of her eye.
"Hmmm I don't know. What you got in mind?" he bit his lip.
"Nothing like that Quincy. God." she pushed his shoulder playfully.
"Hey! You were the one who suggested something fun. That's fun." he winked at her.
"Sorry, Tommy I wouldn't know." she looked down.
"That's good, you know? You shouldn't experience sex until you are ready." he said as he lifted up her chin.
"Yeah, not until I'm in love at least." she smiled. Her chin was still in his hands. It would take the world to keep him from touching her.
"Oh, no." she said looking into his eyes.
"What?" he said still touching her.
"How am I gonna do this?" she said.
"Do what?" he looked at her confused.
"Stop….wanting you." and with that he wrapped his other arm around her back and scooted her closer to him. She always melted in his arms so she just went with it.
He leaned in the same way he did at the coffee shop and kissed her softly.
The kiss got more and more passionate with every minute. Both of their mouths opened and their tongues massaged slowly.
He laid her down on the couch and kept kissing her. The next thing she knew she was taking off his coat and he was taking off hers and then she took off his shirt which he had a black tank top on.
When he went to take off her shirt she pulled away and finally realized what she was doing.
"Oh god, Tommy I cant do this. I just can't." It's not like she didn't want to. It was all she ever wanted.
"Uh, yeah, I know what you mean." he said wiping his mouth and looking down.
"I mean---I, uh, I just don't know right now. You know? What…what's happening with us?" she said her voice sounding like she was going to cry.
"I honestly don't know, Jude. I just---- can't stop kissing you. What do you think that means?" He said trying to read her expression.
"I don't know." she crossed her arms and scooted away a little. He could tell she was uncomfortable.
"Maybe, I, uh, should go." he said as he grabbed his shirt and his jacket and put them on and got up ready to leave.
"Yeah, uh, I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" she said not wanting to look at him.
"Yeah, bye, Jude." he looked at her one last time and walked out as if nothing ever happened.
"Bye, Tommy." She whispered after he left. It was like nothing had ever happened between them. Again.