"Who was your first crush?" Kira asked, they had been talking for the past half hour about random stuff from

"Good" was all she said before her lips moved up to his again.

Next chapter is the smutty chapter which animals were better pets, to what their favorite food was, and now were on the topic of first love.

"Susan McNealy in third grade, she had the coolest lunch box. You?" Jesse replied

"Zach Morris from Saved By the Bell, it was on every morning, he was so hot, you know for the 90's"

Jesse and Kira were both laying on their sides, Kira was spooned next to Jesse, her body practically melting in the his, every part of her meshed with his perfectly, from her head against his chest, to her back against his stomach, but neither of those were what was bugging Jesse. Beside that fact that in order to lay comfortably nest to her he had to drape his arm over her stomach, he could live with that, no it was the fact that her ass was effectively being pushed into his crotch. And every few minutes she would move it to make her self more comfortable, which meant Jesse had to deal with her ass and his crotch rubbing against one another. Trying to keep his mind off of any sexual thoughts about Kira he asked her why she hadn't gone to see Derek today.

"Well he kind of decided that me and him shouldn't see each other any more I don't know…" But Jesse had tuned her out and started battle his heart and his brain again. Her hair smells really nice, kinda like coconut. I really wish she would move further away from me, I mean come on you can't come into my bed press your ass against me, smelling all sweet without me thinking about sex, I'm sixteen. But no to Kira I'm just the loser boy she sort of related to. God I wish I could just tell her how I feel or at least show her, one kiss is all I want just one to see if maybe she wants me to. While Jesse raged the battle inside of his head he didn't notice that Kira had stopped talking, but what he really should have noticed was that she had stopped talking because Jesse was moving his hand over her stomach effectively tickle her, because he was so deep in thought he didn't even realize when his hand started to rub her and move upwards, had he been paying attention he would have felt the goose bumps come to life on Kira, or heard her breathing hitch. It wasn't until his hand was grazing the underside of her breast did Jesse even realize what he was doing, pulling his hand away as if it were burned he blushed bright red.

"I'm sorry I didn't even know I was touching, I'm sorry, you probably think I'm sick pervert now right, god, I'm sorry" Jesse apology came out so quickly the Kira barely had time to register what it had all meant

"Jesse its okay, calm down, its fine really, you didn't even do anything wrong" she was speaking so soft to him; it made him feel worse like he had practically molested her.

"I practically felt you up"

"no you didn't you didn't even come close, besides you stop right, before anything could even happen" she giggled when she finally stopped talking. Great she thinks its funny that I could ever feel her up, maybe I was really bad at it, what am I saying I didn't even know I was doing it, hey why didn't she stop me first, what if I hadn't stopped fighting inside my head I would have never noticed surely she notice right away I mean I was man handling her, well not really it was just soft touching but still I'm her step brother, she should have stopped me. Curious as to why Kira had said nothing at all when he touching her, he finally worked up enough courage to ask her after they had been laying in uncomfortable silence for ten minutes

"Kira why didn't you stop me?"

"What?" she seemed confused

"Well you knew I was touching you why didn't you say anything, why did you let me go on?" pressing the issue, hoping beyond hope that maybe Kira just wanted him to continue touching her

"I don't know, I guess I wasn't really thinking about it, besides it felt kinda nice" she said, but she turned her head more into the pillow, Jesse could tell she was blushing. It felt nice, does that mean she wanted me to continue; maybe I'm not the only one with confusing feelings. What if I just tried to see if maybe she wanted that to continue?

Jesse mustering up the courage he had left, which was very little judging by that way he was shaking, he tilted he head down only a tiny bit, but just enough so that his lips were close to the back of her throat. Throwing caution to the wind Jesse very gently placed his lips along the back of her hair line, placing tiny kisses moving his way up towards Kira's ear. Kira stiffened at the first touch, but said nothing and by the time Jesse reached her ear her body was jello from the sensation he was causing. Jesse, moving on pure instinct took her earlobe in his mouth and sucked gently, causing Kira's breath to hitch again. Don't mess this up, just take baby steps, take things gently at any point in time she will turn around smack you and never speak to you again. When Jesse let go of her ear he decided to focus back on her neck, he had always been fascinated by it, it was beautiful, long, and elegant, now it was his. Trace his tongue down that throat, he stopped at the base in order to suck on it gently, slowly he applied more and more pressure knowing full well that he would leave a mark on her skin, but at least this way when he saw it in the morning he would know that it wasn't some amazing dream. By know Kira was making breathy moan in her throat, causing his lips to vibrate slightly, and then without warning Kira turned in his arms, shit now she's gonna kill me, she realized this is wrong and I'm perverted and she's gonna kill me. Only Kira want gonna kill him in fact she did the most unexpected thing, she grabbed Jesse by the face and pulled his lips to hers, at first Jesse was far to stunned to even move, but that all of twenty seconds when he felt Kira's mouth move against his trying to get his to open. I was right, they're warm and so very soft, my god this girl must have never had a case of chapped lips in her life, and oh dear god is that her tongue. Before Jesse could even fully process what was going on his brain shut down from the sensation of having Kira's tongue in his mouth. Only have kissed a few times before, Jesse thanked his last girlfriend for showing him what to do. He battled Kira's tongue for dominance, and when he finally won he started to gently suck her tongue. Kira let out a moan, which to Jesse was the most amazing sound he had ever heard. Finally, only when they felt that they might pass out due to lack of oxygen did the break apart, both panting they stared into each others eyes.

"Kira..." was all Jesse managed to get out before she shut up him with her lips pressing against his. Pulling away she started to speak.

"I don't want you to apologize for that, I wanted that more than you will ever know, they way you kissed my neck I couldn't take it anymore I had to know what your lips would feel like against mine" she spoke so calmly it was almost scary, Jesse was unsure what to say or what do.

"Jesse do you want me?"

"More than you know"