Atashi: Hehe, cause I'm so nice, I'm making the next chapter for this in the same night, cause Im just really nice! This is now my new project, hehe, don't know how long it should be, but I wouldn't mind trying to put some 'heat' in here, but then Id have to change the rating…lol, I don't even think I can write 'heated stuff' uhhh, I dun know. Hope you reviewing peoples! Atashi likes Reviewers! Or e-mails! Alls good!
Wesker: You talk too much story. Now.
Atashi: Your getting excited.
Wesker: I AM NOT
Atashi: Uha…suuuure
Wesker: HEY IM LOOKING OUT FOR THE READER THEY DUN WANNA HEAR YOU DRIBBLE ON!
Atashi: Whatever you say, guy…. admit it, you love my story
Wesker; I-
Atashi: NOW TO THE STORY!
Everything came back to her the feelings, the overwhelming feeling of attraction, of love, of desire, of everything she had wished for, for those feelings to flood themselves and allow her to drown herself in then…
Billy…It was him…The one she dreamed of so much, the one she wanted so much…the only one who had the key to the gilded cage of hers.
She slowly hopped off the seat, she was still quite short compared to other people, and also men, they outheighted her by a lot.
She placed one foot infront slowly just looking, the black slicked back hair and the eyes…those cold, icy blue eyes that she could lose herself within forever, and just hold the thoughts forever. She dug into her memories of their last moments together, of the hill and the sun raiding over both of them their silent goodbyes as they both departed for what seemed an eternity of staring at each other waiting for each other to throw themselves at one and beg to come with them and over haul their emotions to them.
But no, they just said goodbye…Rebecca still wore the dog tags, she still kissed them goodnight, and she still had them.
Her steps seemed to be so light, yet heavy. She prayed this wasn't a dream she prayed to whatever gods were up there that they weren't too annoyed with her that they would snatch Billy away and destroy any evidence of him being here. Even her memories…
His half unbuttoned shirt blew slightly after the door he came in was still blowing against the side of the doorframe, his eyes wide from shock at this unsuspecting patron. He still wore his blue jeans, but wore a shirt…the showed the crease from his chest to reveal well toned chest line. And his black shoes glued themselves to the floor waiting for him to move and grab this girl in his arms and embrace all he had left behind him on the hill.
"Billy…you…please…your not a dream…?" She was now facing him but had placed both her hands on his cheeks is wide eyed eyes watched her green ones as they looked deeply into his the passion they shared once, was alit once more, he grabbed her cheeks and covered her mouth with his bending over to reach her height, taking in her sweet lavender smell, her soft delicate hair had laid themselves on Billy's hands, those rough hands she only wished to feel was caressing her face his hand coming down her neck and snaking it around her waist bring her closer to him. Their tongues had found each other and now played a dangerous game of cat and mouse. Chasing one another around each other's mouths. Exploring the curves in each other's mouths.
Billy's arm was now stroking itself up and down her waist drowning himself in her scent and her body. Her soul.
He was Back…he was real, and, he was still Billy, Rebecca was so glad, she had only dreamed of this. And now it was real, it was true! She immersed herself in his mouth one hand caressing his chest finding ways inside his shirt, although everyone had noticed the making out couple, they both hadn't seemed to notice the publicity they had collected…unwanted publicity.
Rebecca finally snapped out of the dream…it was real. But so was him…The man she feared would be alive for every day she lived, he lived, she breathed, he breathed. He was ruining her moment…and she hated him for that, for invading her thoughts.
Rebecca slowly pulled away from the dream the desire that had filled her for the short moment. For this short moment she had felt…felt…
Real…She looked to the ground and then to him his eyes as icy blue as ever. His arms now lay at his side as she backed away and just looked at him, her eyes as green as they ever were, her child like face as perfect as ever, she was still Rebecca he knew, wore Green clothes, and still had the beauty, and petite figure he had last left her with.
Billy smirked his cocky smirk, and laughed slightly
"Long time no see"
Rebecca smiled brightly at him and nodded
"Yes…Billy, I…I missed you so much…" She honestly spoke from the deepest place of her hearts pools.
Billy smiled "I missed you too, Doll face" He chuckled as Rebecca playfully hit him in the arm.
"You still calling me that?"
Billy Laughed
"You still look like a doll to me"
Rebecca blushed slightly from embarrassment and also joined in with his laughing with her girlish giggling, jeez, she felt like a school girl flirting with her first crush, where not even a kiss was an answer to the feeling she had.
"What brings you here Billy? And, where have you been and-"
Billy placed his arms up in defense
"Woah, woah, one question at a time, honey"
Rebecca looked at him and sighed defeated
He grinned and messed her hair up with his hand
"Well, I went to Mexico, and landed a couple of jobs there, nothing major, changed my identity there, then once I had enough money, I came here…and found another job in this place." He nodded
Rebecca mouthed an ooh as she tapped the floor with the tip of her black shoe, the floor making a clink noise as it lightly met the floor in a rhythmical tap.
"Well, I never knew you were so close-" With that one word, 'close' She looked at him and blushed and then looked away. He seem to have an intuition of girls feelings more than normal males would, as they seem oblivious to affectionate speaking.
"Heh, No need to blush Doll, Its only a word" He smirked and continually messed up her hair as if patting a dog, or a cat or some living fluffy animal at arms reach
Rebecca glared at him playfully and grabbed his arm and pulled it to his back
"You don't call me by my name, Ill have to be forced to place you under arrest"
Billy Flinched and closed one eye and an ow movement.
"Ow, Ow Okay, Okay, Jeez dol-" Billy Was stopped from his words before he could finish his sentence Rebecca was pushing his arm further up his back.
She growled a slight seductive growl that Billy seemed to react to
"Billy…" Rebecca growled.
Billy smirked and put his head down in defeat.
Rebecca grinned and nodded in pride and joy as she had won her first verbal fight with Billy's manly ego. A once in a lifetime achievement might she add.
Rebecca came out behind Billy and returned to her seat, Also Apologizing for the broken glass that had now been left upon the tiled floor splashed with orange liquid and glass impaled everywhere in the floor, the waiter sighed slowly and got behind the bar to begin the cleaning process. Billy chuckled at this and took a seat next to Rebecca.
"So, Becca…"
Yes! That was it, that was the name she loved, and wanted, only spoken by him, Rebecca smiled brightly at this and turned to Billy.
"Mmm?"
" So, how's things with you…you still with stars?" Billy wanted to ask whether she was seeing someone, but that would just scare Rebecca slightly putting it off way too easily, even if they had shared one hell of a kiss…maybe it was just a lonely desperate thing they both had…who knows.
Rebecca Nodded "Yeah, I'm with S.T.A.R.S."
Billy nodded and watched her closely out of the corner of her eye looking at the wall in front of her, like something of interest had caught her green eye, and she stalked that specific something.
"Look, Becca…If you need anything, or, just want to talk. My apartments next to this place" It had just came out, Billy hadn't meant it to, well, yes he had, deep within his heart and mind he had meant for it, he wanted so much things to happen, yet it couldn't because of the fear he may intrude in Rebecca's space. Something he didn't want to Happen.
Rebeca looked at him with those eyes of her, her innocent naïve look on her face was priceless. Billy looked at her and Hit the bench with his fist.
"Dammnit, I'm sorry, that- that was just wrong…I'm sorry, I, should get going now" Billy got up from his place and quickly went upstairs, Rebecca just watched the empty space that use to occupy the man she had dreamt about for almost 6 months now…
And he was gone as fast as he came…Billy's scent still lingered around Rebecca, intoxicating her in his musky smell. She hugged what she could of the scent and remembered it well. She got up, and then it hit her…
James…He was going to be back any minute now, he, who she feared…and now, she was late. She had lied to him about not feeling well, she had lied…. she had lied…she got up, paid her bill, and ran through the door. Huffing, and puffing the children were gone, the unwanted stone lay bare among the moonlit concrete and the trees still whispered their unillegiable whispers of night.
She ran as fast as her agile legs would take her, she knew he would put fear in her heart, she knew of the eyes that lay in his skull. She knew he remembered, she hated him for that.
She noticed the car was pulled up in the driveway the stones had been disturbed and the plants had their day dreamy look upon them. Their leaves basking in the moons reflection.
She opened the handle and received the utter chill that invited into her mouth. The fear had risen in the room; he was there, watching her. She knew it…she hated it…she didn't need it…
He gazed at her
"Where were you?"
She refused his staring gaze and looked at the floor tapping her shoe on the ground in a nervous frenzy of unrhythmical tapping.
"I…I went out with a friend" she lied through her teeth
He chuckled
"Sure, whatever you say" He grinned at her and lifted her chin and gazed into her eyes that drove him insane, this girl he had found like a lost kitten on a street, as cute as a kitten, as innocent as one. She was still a virgin, she remained one even when he had asked her to marry him, he was happy about that…but now, he thought about it more and caused himself to want to explore her body and everything that was encased in this cacoon.
James Placed an arm against her arm, rubbing it up and down. Causing shivers down Rebecca's spine, he placed another on her waist and grasped tightly and brought her close to him.
"Now, now…don't run away…I only want to…" James place his hand in her skirt and between her legs as she whimpered.
"James…don't … Please…please. don't-"
"SHUTUP" James screamed at her in his face fear was now riding James against the wall, it rolled off everything the watched him, everything that took this memory etched it in, because it was fear the was the typewriter of this. Rebecca shivered as his hand grasped her between her legs a motion she did not want.
"James…JAMES DON'T GET OFF" Rebecca knew he would try this, it was in his eyes…It was the fear that cradled James's total existence, the fear that held him when he was born…the fear that burned him alive right there… James continued his exploration and ripped off her top and, assumed to unbuttoning her green, pleated skirt, Rebecca was now laying half naked against a cold, fear-ridden wall. James moved in, laughing at her, insane mad emotions running, adrenaline pumping through his veins…bleeding through him.
"Now, my little kitten…lets see what's behind the curtain…"
James grinned and grasped one of Rebecca's breasts Rebecca screamed and kicked him between the legs, she grabbed her coat from the hook and opened the door, she ran, ran across the moonlit path, ran past the bathing Plants, ran past the missing stone that the children had now rejected but to the cold hardness of the concrete, the chalk was being wiped off as the rain fell down across the word below.
Rebecca ran, it was one thing she knew how to do, run, run away from things that frightened her, run away from things that threatened her, That hurt her, this was one of those things. She didn't know where she was running to, she didn't know why, she was half naked, with only a coat holding her half clad body of hers. The rain pelted down her face, as it rebounded back from her face and the now falling down coat revealing her shoulders as she had taken James's coat.
Then, she stopped. There it was. She didn't know why she was here, well, in fact she did, it was the only place she knew she would be safe, safe in the shelter of the one that she knew was actually real, and cared for the person, and soul that lay inside this gilded cage.
She ran through the door, ignoring the fact the coat was dragging against her pale, shivering shoulders trying to escape her grasp, her chattering as she ran up the stairs the the door she knew was the door to her dreams, to safety, to a place she knew she couldn't run from.
Billy…She opened the door, and there he was sitting at a red couch, handling a coffee mug and caressing it among his fingers grasp, he looked at her, and wide eyed in shock…
There she was, shaking, wet, half naked, and standing in front of her doorway, she looked so cold, so naïve so innocent so…easy to take advantage of, but being Billy, he was not one to take advantage of this girl, she was too important, for what reason? Who knows…he suretently knew the reason, but would not let it past his lips. She was heaving, droplets of water ran down her pale, body as her white bra was beginning to become see-through.
"Rebecca!" Billy ran to her and looked at her, she was so cold, so shivering
"I didn't know who else to come to, Billy…Please you have to-" Rebecca collapsed in Billy's arms as she went out of consciousness. Billy Had her in a tight embrace as if not to let anything happen to her, her hair was flawed all over her face it clang to her face for dear life as not to fall and break.
Billy Lay her onto his bed, she was still cold so He had to get rid of her cold clothes he took the jacket off, and gulped… he just had realized, here she was, half naked, wet, and lying on his bed. But she was hurt, broken, He could never bear himself if he began to think like this. He took off Rebecca's wet garments and even though he had seen naked girls before, he had never seen such a petit little thing, he had always laughed at her, thinking her as such a doll, cute, and naïve, she had beauty, and a personality to boot. She was unlike other girls he had known. More like a giggling schoolgirl who wanted nothing except to be treated as an adult, even though she was so young.
He came to a blush as she lay their completely naked, rid of her cold things, he grabbed a large t-shirt of his and dressed her in it, he had never seen how delicate, and fragile she really was…she really was like a china doll…easy to break, but so easy to make happy.
He grabbed the sheets of the bed and placed it over her, hauling her into the covers and grabbed another blanket from its confined space in the cupboard and lay it over her. Billy had dried her face and her body. She had stopped shivering and now lay, in such a silent embrace.
Billy sat there and watched over her until the early mornings. What had happened to her? Who did this, and why did they bring themselves to break such a girl…? He hated whoever did this to her, he hated him, or her for doing this. He felt like he just wanted to take Rebecca and keep her with him forever, making sure she never went out without him, making sure she never slept without him…now that, was a crazy idea. She would probably most likely never agree to those guidelines, Billy now felt like he was some crazy stalker, who had found his prey and now wanted to stalk her some more.
'You're losing it Coen'
He shaked his head slowly as then he heard a murmur, from Rebecca's peach lips, as her eyes fluttered open, the beauty of her sea green eyes was enough to drown not one man, but a whole fleet of them.
"Billy…?" Rebecca asked groggily
Rebecca tried to get up but Billy came to her side and pushed her down.
"No, you sleep, stay in the bed"
Rebecca glared at him cutely
"I'm not some dog who stays at their masters command you know…" She replied sleepily
Billy chuckled at her, 'still as stubborn as ever' he then recalled the word 'Master' No, that was just wrong of him, but you have to say it was kind of random and outspoken of her, but hey, Its Rebecca she flushes at the word 'close' Billy was surprised she hadn't realized what she had just said.
"Well, then I suppose your just gonna have to call me master for a few days if that's what it takes to keep you hear babe" He grinned cockily
Rebecca flushed slowly
"Bu-But uh, You-" Rebecca stopped then the flash of memories came back to her James…ugh, Jams he had come back to her mind, never her heat, he had tried to have his wicked way with her, and she had disagreed, but no one disagrees with James… He is fears window, fears puppet, he's insane…he's crazy…he's a devil's advocate.
Rebecca gripped the sheet tightly at the memory, Billy noticed this and looked at her with great concern mixed in with his icy blue eyes.
"Rebecca…what happened?" he said in a serious tone of voice.
Rebecca looked at him and tears overflowed as he embraced him jumping from the duvet on her knees embracing him.
"He-he- he tried- to Rape me, and then I didn't want to, and he started to-" Rebecca choked back.
Billy, wide eyed pushed Rebecca to face him
"He WHAT!"
Rebecca began to sob
"James…My Fiancé He…said I was late from the club, and I lied to him and said I was with a friend, then he started to…to. touch me, and I didn't want him to but he screamed at me, and…I hate him Billy, Please, Take me away…" Billy, fuelled with hate, anger, and pure kill in his eye, but then, the word fiancé hit his gut like a ton of bricks.
"Your…Fiancé?" Billy Looked At Rebecca slightly hurt, but confused.
Rebecca nodded as she choked back some tears
"I…Not anymore, I don't want to go back. Please don't make me go back…" She tightly gripped Billy shirt and began to sob.
Billy held Rebecca and cradled her shushing her
" Don't worry, I'm not going to. Your safe now…your with me now" Those words were all she needed to finally feel like she was home, this was her home, with the man she loved, the man who she deeply, honestly loved. Billy Held her there what seemed to be a million years of just holding her, taking in her scent, taking her pain away from her, healing her broken glass.
It had been a long morning but Finally Rebecca had been taken back to her normal happy self, she had had a shower, cleaned up and even threw away what she didn't need to know, or remember. Remnants of that night was thrown away, she wanted to burn them, but, alas, it was kind of illegal in the Flat, also Billy didn't particularly like the idea of being kicked out….
Atashi: crys OMG THIS IS JUST GREAT! EKK! Don't worry more chapters are coming lol…eeeh, I went over my rating so its gonna have to be an M Now…sigh Oh well, NOT FOR THE KIDDIES ANYMORE
Wesker: Like that ever stopped them…
Atashi: glares Well, Maybe it didn't stop the perverty kiddies…like me…Hehehe
Wesker: rolls eyes