Author Notes: This chapter only has the bellmond family's points of view and Kiko's point of view.
Chapter 20: Deep Thoughts.
Brago's POV.
Zofis is finally dead, but at very terrible cost. My son, my own flesh and blood, my seed, is gone. I should've done something, but it was too late to realize that he was in more danger than ever. I may have told Sherry that we must kill Graviray, but even we had the chance, I couldn't do it. I wouldn't do it. My son was right. I'm not the father I've should've been. I'm a horrible father. He looked up to me when he was young, and I've let him down. I should've saved him when I had the chance. Now he's gone. My own heir is gone. I'll miss you Graviray. I wish I should've been the father you deserved. It was Zofis's fault. He took you away from me, your mother, and your sister, but I couldn't save you. I'll miss you... my heir.
Sherry's POV.
How could this have happen. Another horrible that I was powerless to stop. And now, because of me. My youngest baby is gone. I wish he was still here, with us, with me. I want to hold him in my arms again, the way I use to when he was born. I want to hold him close to me, so he could warm in my embrace, so he could be safe in my love, so I could keep him close to my heart, where he truly belongs. Where every child truly belongs. But I can't. I can't hold him. I can't warm him, I can't keep him safe, I can't keep him close to me, because he's gone. Graviray, you had such a good heart. But then Zofis took you away from me, and turned your heart cold and dark, like my friend, Koko. But I saved her. But I couldn't save you. Ironic, right? But not to me. I miss you already. Why did you have to go. Why can't you just hold on a little longer, why can't you reach to grab your love's hand. What am I saying? Forgive me, Graviray. It was wrong of me to questioned you and blame your death on you. It wasn't your fault. I'm sorry that I couldn't save you. But I'll miss you. I do know that you're in a better place now, a place where Zofis won't ever get you. Somewhere you'll never be lost in a dark tunnel like I was. A place where you'll never feel pain again. But you'll still have heartache. Because you still love Kiko. But now that you're gone, she'll probably end up with someone else. But no one deserves that wonderful girl except you. Goodbye, Graviray. I love you... my baby boy.
Reece's POV.
What have I done to you, my brother. I couldn't help you from being controlled by that bastard Zofis. I was forced to fight you, to hurt you, to almost kill you. When I left you hanging over the edge of that cliff, after our fight, I called you a monster and I left you there. You're not a monster, Graviray. You're my baby brother. I'm sorry for ever calling you a monster. I wish I could take back what I said to you, but I was too late, like everyone else. You saved us all from that evil 'thing', but we couldn't save you from your death. I'm becoming more like mom and dad, but I want you to be there with me by my side, like you always were. I still remember the times before we went to jr. high school. The times when we both would go on adventures, from our home, to the city, to the playgrounds, to the forest, to the beach. Everywhere we go. You would always hold my hand, and I always protected you from anything, but I couldn't protect you from Zofis. I mis you. I shouldn't have left you on that cliff's edge. I should've helped you up, but I abandoned you. What kind of sister am I? I wish I could tell you this. I went into your room. It was still the way it was, except those words that Zofis made you wrote were still there. I saw something under your bed. I took it and saw it was a small box. I knew that I shouldn't be going through your personal belongings, but I was too curious. I opened it and found a smaller box inside. I opened it too and then my heart skipped a beat. You had a beautiful ring inside your room. I understood how far you wanted your relationship with Kiko to go. You wanted to marry her. Because there was a small print in the box that said 'For Kiko'. I thought you wanted to go as far as something immature and perverted, like having sex with her at an early age, but I was wrong. You only wanted to marry her. You weren't the immature one, I was. I was so happy for you, but your dream was shattered by Zofis. Like mother and father, I want you back here with me. I love you my brother, and I always will love you as a brother. But you're in a better place now. But I still wish you were hear with us. Goodbye my brother. Goodbye.
Kiko's POV.
I love you, Graviray. But now my heart is broken. You didn't break it, my father did. It's probably my fault that he returned. I kissed you, which triggered the process of his rebirth. But now, you're gone. It's not fair, but then, who said life was fair? But I miss you. I want you back in my arms. Your sister told me about the ring you kept until the very day that you would propose to me. I want to say yes, but that future is gone, but something in my heart tells me that it's not lost. But how will I live on now that you're gone? How will I live the rest of my life with a broken heart that once belonged to you, and your heart belonged to me. You may be gone, but I keep having thoughts that you're still by my side, either holding my hand, or your arm around my waist. I want to lay my head on your chest, hearing you heart beat along with mine, and I want you to lay on my lap, so that when you're asleep, I'm the one who'll watch over you. I'm your angel, and you're my hybrid. I keep seeing your face I the clouds and in the water. I can't stop crying for you, I always knew that heart break would be painful, but I never knew that it would be this much painful. Without you, I'm just a shadow of what I once was. I want you to come back so much. Come back to me, my love. I beg you, come back to me. Please. I love you. But I can't let this sadness destroy me, like your guilty of betraying your family led to your death. I know you're gone, but sometimes, even though it's not gonna happen, I pretend to believe that you're still alive.
Goodbye, Graviray, the love of my life. Rest in piece.
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