A/n: …Thanks for the awesome reviews. They made my day, thanks everyone. I love you guys. I have a crush on Khleo Thomas; plays 'Zero' in "Holes."

Disclaimer: I only own Ricky, Alana, Clover, and Jaliyah...I wish I owned Khleo though, but Khleo's not in this story...

Chapter 8: Confessions Part. Three — Gone but Never Forgotten

"Ricky…" tears fell down her face as she looked at the pile of dirt that is six-feet above where he son lay.

"You have a beautiful younger sister…she doesn't know about you…I could never bring myself to tell her. She looks just like me only she's more light-skinned then me…I know that we never got the chance to talk to each other, since you died when I gave birth…I was so young then, my parents made me move because they was so ashamed."

"I want you to know that I wasn't ashamed, you was conceived out of love, pure love. You'll always have a place in my heart, will, always be in my thoughts, always. I need you so much, I wish I could have been there for you and at least be the mother that I was post to be." Tears began to stream down her face as if it was a wild river.

"I love this guy, he doesn't love me, and he's engaged. To this whore that I don't like (no offence to the Christy fans, if she has any, now that she went to SmackDown! and became useless.). I love him so much, but I can't do anything about it because there's this secret. He has a daughter, but see, he doesn't know. And she doesn't know who her father is." Alana was silent for about a couple minutes.

"I guess I'm like R. Kelly, huh? Trapped in the Closet. Actually, it's like a version of Usher's single: Confessions. Well, from John's point of view anyways." She stiffed a really small laugh, she bend down to the tombstone and placed a kiss on it. "Sweet, child…I have to go now, and remember I love you. Always and forever; till the end of time."

Once Alana returned home, she smelled something good coming from the kitchen. She walked into the kitchen to see, her daughter and her sister making her favorite food; Collard Greens.

"What's the occasion?" Alana asked walking into the kitchen.

"Well, my sister, Alana; maybe you heard of her." Clover smiled then said, "well she and her daughter is going through a tough time, so I'm sup porting them in whatever they choose to do."

Alana walked over to Clover and gave her a giant hug. "Love ya."

"Love ya too."

"Aw, y'all gonna make me cry!" Jaliyah said wiping a fake tear from her eyes.

"Are you cool about earlier?"

"Yes, I am." Alana walked over to Jaliyah and gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Aw, Hallmark Moment!" They all went silent for a minute then started laughing.

"Foods almost done."

"Honey, set up the table."

"Alright." Jaliyah walked into the dining room.

"So, what else did you make?" Alana asked, breaking the silence.

"Well, corn bread, collard greens, baked Mac-N-cheese, cake, ham, turkey, battered fish, yams, spinach, and green beans with potatoes."

"You made that in one whole hour?"

"I never said I made it, you did. Mom dropped it off ten minutes ago; I'm just heating it up."

"Ooh." Alana said feeling dumb.

"Chill, chica. Help me bring this into the dining room."

"Alright."

Once everything was set up, they all joined hands.

"Alana?" Clover asked, wanting her to say grace.

"Jaliyah." Alana smirked.

"Clover?"

"Nope, Jaliyah, you haven't been here in a while, you say it?"

"Fine, I don't have a problem with it. It's just usually I don't know what to say."

The three beautiful girls bowed their head as Jaliyah began to say grace; "Dear Lord…"

With John.

John stood in the middle of the wrestling ring, the ring that he would be married in next week on Raw. All he could think about was Alana. He missed her and always thought about her.

Her heart filled with love, joy, and fun. Her smile, the purest of them all. Her personality so wonderful.

Every time John argued with his family when he was a teen, he always came to the only one outside his family he could trust; Alana.

He couldn't help but think. She would always be in his heart, his one true love…his sole mate. It may haven't been clear to him then, but now it's crystal clear.

After he hurt her feelings he knew he had to get her back, no matter what. He had to dump Christy, to get the girl he dreamed of. Maybe one day even have a child with Alana.

He may have told Alana to stay out of his life and he wasn't in love with her, but that was a lie.

A/n: Hope you enjoy this chapter. Next chapter MIGHT have a major twist, meaning a main person in the cast MIGHT die. Should I make the twist?