Disclaimer: I do not know Cid or Vincent for any of the other FF characters, I know my mind, a few possessions, but none of those are Square Enix…I also don't know songs that are featured in this fic either.

Key:

Text – Normal Text

Notes – Authors Notes

(Hm) – Character Thoughts

Hey – Demon's Thoughts (Only Chaos and Gallian in this one)

-Pov/Flashback- - Show change of Point of View or A Flashback or Time/Place…

I've been reading a lot of CidxVin Fan fictions the last week, so I though I Would give it a shot myself, this story will be running along with my VinxTifa "Lost Or Forgotten" fic.

Oh yeah, I get my motivation from reviews, cause if I'm not reviewed then I think my work isn't good enough for people, and I kinda give up on it, that's why I'm trying to keep up with my other fic as I had a lot of reviews for it on a forum, but I'm just going on and on, so on with the fic P, oh and my Author notes are in italic at the end too, I just prefer working in them o.o and there's Yaoi in this fic, so if you don't like Yaoi, then you won't like the fic, just a little warning in advance. And a R-Rated dream in the first Chappie too xD

Chapter 1:

(November 5th, when was the last time I sat on the roof and watched the fireworks?) Vincent thought to himself

Over thirty years ago… Chaos reminded him.

(That Long? Wow…) Vincent couldn't believe how long it had been…

He watched the fireworks shooting up in the sky, red ones, gold ones and… blue ones, the colour of the person he loved eyes…

-Flashback-

"Hey Cid, When will we get this rust bucket of a plane moving?" Barret yelled through the door.

"Hold ya fuckin Chocobo's Barret, ya overstuffed animal, we 'uffered a load o' damage!" Cid shouted, and then mumbled "Not like ya would fucking know…" he cursed when a bolt hit him square in the eyes, not knowing Vincent was watching him from a distance.

(He's going to hurt himself badly one of these days…) He thought to himself and chuckled lightly.

Cid shot up and whacked his head off the pipe, then stared an Vincent "did… did ya just laugh, Vin?"

Vincent stopped laughing, and found himself looking straight into Cid's crystal blue eyes… "I uh…" He just sat there, stunned into complete silence, and he didn't even realise until Cid as standing in front of him, waving his hand in from of his face "Yo, Planet to Vince! You in there?"

Uh, Vincent, I know you're in there, so stop staring at him and say something already! Chaos was now mentally slapping Vincent into trying to answer Cid. "Uh…." He snapped out of it "Yeah, yeah I guess I was…"
Cid feel backwards in shock, revealing his 'goods' to the shy Vincent, making him blush and turn his head. Cid climbed to his feet "Vin, I've never heard you laugh before, what's with that?"

"I…I didn't mean to laugh…" She said quietly…

"Hey, it's alright, I like hearing your laugh, it's warm and friendly" Cid said, then mentally hit himself… (I really said that?)

"Cid? Are you alright?" Vincent said with a hint of concern in his voice…

"Huh? Oh yeah, I just kinda 'oned out there, ya know?"

"I see…" Vincent replied…

"Hey, were you worried for me?" Cid asked…

"…" Vincent swallowed "Maybe a bit…"

-End Flashback-

(I …I Had the chance to tell him then how I felt… but I didn't… why?) He pondered this to himself…

Because you were worried about how he would react… Chaos explained

Why would he worry? Worse Cid could have done would be to slap him. Gillian Retorted

Gillian, do you realise how that would affect him? On the outside, he may look like is has a soul of steel, but inside lies a sensitive person… Chaos snapped

Good point, Chaos… Mumbled Gillian and wandered off in his mind…

Vincent sighed, and lifted his golden claw in front of his face.

(I was afraid he wouldn't love me for the monster I am…)

He pulled his lags up and sobbed quietly into the night…

-Cid's Pov-

What Vincent didn't know was that did saw him sitting by himself…

"Poor guy…" he whispered to himself, then nearly collapsed as he saw what Vincent was doing… "He's, He's crying?"
Cid was standing there in shock when one of the roof tiles fell from underneath his foot and before he knew it, he fell into a pile of early November snow Hey, it's supposed to be snowing here and it's November, so… he sat up, and rubbed the snow from his face, nearly dying when he saw a tear-stained Vincent crouched beside him…

-Vincent's Pov-

"C-Cid…? What are you…doing here…?" he asked, not really cared about the tears that were still running down his face, he was more concerned for the pilot's mis-fortune…

" 'M just watchin' the fireworks, didn't know you'd be here, though…" He coughed up a mouthful of melted snow that had worked its way down.

"Cid, I live here, remember?" It was true, Vincent had moved to rocket town, not being able to stand going back to the mansion that kept him in thirty years of suspended animation…

"Oh yeah, never expected you ta' be watchin' the 'works though, didn't know you liked 'em" She muttered and stood up, as did Vincent.

"Yeah, it's been so long since I saw them…"

"Hey, why don't you come back to mine, you must be cold" Cid offered.

"Yeah, that would be good…" He followed Cid as they headed back to Cid's…

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They were sitting in Cid's Living Room drink Gyokuro Tea (1) in silence…
"So Vin, you liked the fireworks" Cid asked him, most of the time Vincent couldn't stand the nickname, but Cid saying didn't really bother about…

"Yeah, they were nice, last time I Saw any was over thirty years ago…" he said quietly…

"Wow, long time…" Cid and took another sip of his tea.

"Yeah…" Vincent whispered.

"What were you thinking about exactly, I know you were crying…" Cid said in a soft tone.

Vincent almost choked on his Tea. "How did you know…?" He managed to say after swallowing barely.

"Vin, I saw the tears running down your face where you were crouched beside me earlier…" Cid explained.

"I see…" Vincent looked down (Do I tell him…?) "I was… thinking about my past..."
Vincent, Ya Fucking block of wood, tell him while you have the chance! Gillian and Chaos both shouted loudly in his mind.

(I can't) he thought…

"I see, must be hard for you, to see ya cry like ya did…" Vincent turned away at this remark… "Hey, Vin, it's alright ta cry once 'n a while, you can't keep it bottled up inside ya, ya know what I mean?"

"Yeah…" He stood up "I thank you for taking your time out to talk to me, but I really should go, it's getting late…" Sh managed to say…

Tell him.

"Whoa, I didn't realised the time already…well, I'll see you around, I'll take you to the front door…"
they left the cups in the kitchen and Cid walked him to the front door…

"Cid…" Vincent whispered…

"Yeah?"

"I…I'll see you around" He said and began walking back to towards his house, when he heard Cid's door close.

Chaos mentally slapped himself.

He walked back to his house, while it began to snow again…

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He sat on the end of his bed, taking his clothes off slowly.

Why the hell didn't you tell him? Chaos was practilly foaming.

(I didn't feel it was the right time…)
You think you'll ever get that close to telling him again? Well?
(I don't know…)

Geez, I have the right mind to take over your body, go over there and tell him for you.

(…)

Vincent pushed the demon to the back of his mind, he had taken his boots and socks off, he pulled his cape off, shivering slightly in the cold, he took his shirt off, revealing the marks and scars over his body…

He remover his black trousers and placed the clothes in a pile, he took off the glove off his human hand, and headed towards the shower after he grabbed a clan pair of boxers out of the dresser door…

He entered the bathroom and took over his boxers An:swoons and switched on the shower and climbed in…

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After being washed and putting the clean boxers on, he climbed into bed, where he promptly fell asleep…

-Vincent's Dream-

He was standing on a post high up, when the Tiny Bronco came flying by, before he knew what had happened, he had been grabbed by the collar and yanked up onto the plane, he blinked in confusion at Cid, wondering what the pilot was up to, he plane swooped down and landed in a large clearing in a forest. Cid grabbed the Gunman and dragged him off the plane, placing him on the ground, pinning him down, Vincent wasn't sure on what the pilot was doing and wasn't sure what was going to happen next…

The pilot came face-to-face with Vincent, and before Vincent could ask anything, he found Cid's lips on his own; he blinked in surprise, and had to open his mouth and cid begged for entrance with his tongue, Vincent was surprised, but it didn't mean he wasn't enjoying himself, cid ran a hand up Vincent shirt, running his finger over the scars, he pulled Vincent's shirt and cape off with ease, rubbing around the taller man's chest, making him gasp out with the sensation, Vincent pulled Cid's coat and shirt off, running his eye down the pilot's body hungrily.

After around 10 minutes, they were both naked and staring into each other's eyes, while still kissed each other fiercely…

And…

Vincent woke up. He got up and cursed himself for thinking like that, quickly got changed and headed out his home, trying to figure out what he was going to do to keep his mind from thinking about Cid that day…

Then he ran into Cid, which really didn't help Vincent much, considering he was starting to blush a little…

Vincent Valentine? Blushing? Why, I never thought I would see the day… Chaos laughed.

(Shut it.)

"Hey, 'mornin Vin" Cid said cheerfully.

"Good morning to you, Cid…" He managed to say…

"Where ya goin? Not going to get ya ass into trouble, eh?" Vincent mentally choked on the word 'ass', while Gillian was rolling around in his mind, laughing his head off.

"I am not sure what I will be doing today…" she said.

"Well, how do you plan to get to Costa del Sol?" Cid inquired.

"Oh yes, we were supposed to meet the other for the five year anniversary for defeating Sephiroth…" He mumbled.

"Fancy getting a lift with me in the Tiny Bronco?"

Vincent almost died after hearing that after his dream last night… "S-Sure, if it's not a problem…

"Of course it isn't, ya go get yer things, and I'll meet ya in my back yard in around a hour, if that's ok Vin?" Cid asked.

"Ok then…" Vincent managed to say while trying to get some mental images out of his head that had sent Gillian into one hell of a laughing fit, while Chaos was trying to calm him down.
"Good, I'll see you in a hour then." Cid said.

"Yeah." Vincent mumbled, and headed to his house…

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-An hour later, in Cid's Back Yard-

Vincent had brought with him everything he need for the 1-week had everyone was spending in Costa Del Sol. Which… wasn't much to be honest, clothes, hairbrush, sun tan lotion (though he doubted he'd be in the sun long), boots, boxers, Swim wear (again he doubted he'd need them) and a few extra things.

"Travel light Vin?" Cid said when he saw Vincent's medium sized case.

"You could say that…" Re replied, Cid laughed, took the suitcase and put it in the back of the Tiny Bronco with his cases (1 large, 1 small)
"Well" Cid said "Climb in and we'll be off" Vincent gulped and climbed into the Bronco and they took off…

Well, that's my first chapter up then, Wow that was longer than I thought it would be O.o

Vincent: Yeah, and I'm still trying to get those images out my head…

Me: Oh hush, you know you like them really…

Vincent: blushes and looks away

Cid: cracks up laughing

Lol, R&R people, and I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can P
Oh and this fic is dedicated to my Ex, Mr. Vincent K xD

He's gonna kill me, seriously…