Title: She's Like the WindRating: PG-13 (just to be
safe!)
Warnings: Femslash, and angst.
Couple??
DISCLAIMER:
I do NOT own the song, "She's Like the Wind." Patrick Swayze wrote it.
She's like the
wind
Through the trees
She rides like the night
Next to
me
Dear Harry...
I'm so sorry that you had to find out
this way... I had to tell someone of my 'romance' with her. Don't
tell anyone that you don't have to about this, please. Maybe you
should just know exactly what I went through. You'll find my diary in
my trunk, disguised as my old Divination journal. Tap it and say
'Journale Apprivae' and it'll open for you... Just read from the 17th
through the 30th...
Goodbye
Blood was stained over the name,
but he already knew who wrote it. He went to the journal and followed
the notes instructions. He began to read...
"April
17th
...God... I have so deeply in love with someone that I can't
breathe when she enters the room. I feel my heart race when she looks
into my eyes. Her voice is a beautiful song, so incomparable that I
know that she is the one for me... no question about it. She seems to
be perfect and for the life of me, I know that I can't find a single
flaw with her...
She is so beautiful in my eyes, both inside and
out. How could anyone ever think any other way? She is like a
crystalline river, flowing through my soul. I am so in love with her
that I know that I can't live with out her. She must be my soul
mate... right? How could it really be any other way? I love her so
purely, so completely, that it takes even my own breath away. She is
the best thing that has ever happened to me...
She leads me
through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my
heart
But she doesn't know what she's done
April 27th
I
always knew that she could never feel this way. How could she? I know
that I love her, but I always had to hide it. ...I would still do
anything just for one embrace, one tender touch... anything just for
one look that would tell me that she loves me, too. She has stolen my
heart and soul and I don't know what to do.
Feel her breath
on my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's
out of my league
April 30th
My god... how could she ever
make me feel like this? It hurts so bad that... I can barely
breathe... I can feel my heart breaking inside my chest. The tears
don't help anything. No... I just don't understand... damn it... I
love her. I can't breathe anymore. The walls are closing in around me
and I feel so trapped in this place. I can't eat anything; I can't
even sleep at night knowing that I can never look at her again. Not
really. She'll be there, watching me as if everything is okay, as if
everything is normal again. But it'll never be normal again. Nothing
can ever be the same."
Just a fool to believe I am anything
she needs
...She's like the wind...
Harry closed the black leather book and sat it down. He walked over to Hermione and lifted her lifeless body to take her to the hospital ward, though he knew that it was futile. She had taken the dagger to her heart hours ago. As he was walking down the corridors, a bit of paper fell out of her robes. Through his tears, he managed to take hold of the paper...
After Hermione had been taken to Mme. Pomfrey, Harry sat on a plush scarlet loveseat and read...
"I always
loved you... Everything about you drew me further and further into
the blissful harbors or your soul. I know you never could love me and
I do not expect you to, but you don't know what it would mean to me
just to have a single embrace. If you ever get this note, you'll know
that I am gone... probably at the hands of your rejection. I will
always love you, Luna, but I know that you can never feel the
same...
but at least now, the pain will stop.
And you will be free.
My love to you forever, Luna;
Hermione"
