A/N : This is a Sesshoumaru/Rin fan fiction . It might contents dark subject matter , violent or sexual situation . Rin is 16 in this story .
Disclaimer : I do not own the characters of " InuYasha " They are created by Rumiko Takahashi , also the author of " Ranma " and " The Mermaid Tales " .
IMMORTALITY
Chapter One .
The Feeling Part One
Rin sat on the flower field , waiting for her Lord Sesshoumaru to come back for her , as usual . It had been ten long years since her encounter with the demon lord . Her slender fingers carefully picked up the white flowers growing around her . They were always so beautiful , like her lord .
In these ten years , Rin had grown into a young woman . Her body shape was slender , had the right curve at the right place . Her long brown hair was no longer tied up at one side but into a pony tail down her back until the end reached her butt . Whenever Rin went into a village to buy some supplies , the men would always praise her for her good look . Some even dare to approach her in a vulgar manner , but of course , her Lord Sesshoumaru was always there to protect her . Not to mention Jaken , the toad servant who was assigned to watch over her .
Rin plucked a white petal and placed it on her lips . Her ember eyes held a distance look when she felt the soft caress of the flower petal . Am I really beautiful ? She thought , But Lord Sesshoumaru always refuses to look at me….Her eyes saddened .
When she was still a child , her lord would always allowed her to stay near him . She was even allowed to sleep beside her lord if she so desired . But since she stared to bleed , which Rin recalled was the moon cycle , her lord would always looked at her with an expression she never see before . Am I tainted ?Dirty like those human my lord so despise ?
Since that day , her Lord Sesshoumaru would left her with some female servants for a few days every month . She was so confuse and no one was willing to tell her why her lord did so . She was always confuse the part when all the male servants , even Jaken were seen no where whenever she bleed . She had tried to ask the demoness , but they always give the same answer . " The smell is too strong for males to handle , especially demons with strong sense of smelling .."
Rin had seen the look on her Lord Sesshoumaru's face when she started to bleed . He looked ……horrified , and shocked . So now I smell bad also …? She thought . Gently , she tucked a white flower into her hair and gathered the rest of them into her arms before standing up . Staring at the huge ancient castle , Lord Sesshoumaru's castle , Rin felt her heart cried out for loneliness . It had been almost one week since she last saw her lord .
He said he was looking for something , and was gone before she had the chance to say good bye . He seemed so desperate , so rush .
Every night , she pray for her lord . Although she knew he was the strongest demon , but she never cease to worry about him whenever he was out .
Walking back towards the castle with an armful of white flowers , Rin smiled when she saw Ah-Un , the two headed dragon patiently waiting for her to return to the castle with him . Lord Sesshoumaru had gave order never to leave Rin alone or kill any males , other than males that he allowed to be near her .
After she placed the flowers into the basket on Ah-Un's back , Rin tugged at his rein and he followed behind her dutifully . Her ember eyes turned to look up at the blue clouded sky , her eyes filled with loneliness . Where are you , Lord Sesshoumaru ?
" Lady Rin !"
Rin's though was broken when she heard someone calling her name from a distance . It was Ryoko . A half dog and half wolf demoness . Ryoko had been her maid ever since she was brought to the castle by her lord . She had her long grey hair tied up into a bun and she had a bushy tail which Rin found it to be cute .
Ryoko bowed at her lady before she stood face to face with her . The young lady before her was beautiful , sweet , and innocent . Yes , too innocent . When she asked her why the males had to be sent away when she bled , it was hard not to explain it to her .
She wanted to , so her lady would not be ignorant to these matters .
But her lord had insisted that she was not suppose to know how to become a woman . He said he wanted her to be pure , to be different from those human women whom he found their scent to be unbearable .
" Ryoko , see how many flowers I had picked ? Aren't they beautiful ? " Rin said , smiling happily at her maid .
" Yes , they are beautiful . Are you going to present this to Lord Sesshoumaru ? "
At the mention of her lord's name , Rin lost her smile . She had wanted to keep the flowers for her lord , but did not know when would he be back . She picked out a flower from the basket and placed it under her nose . She inhaled the nice scent and smiled faintly . They smell like Lord Sesshoumaru …
" No , but I want you to put them into my bath water . "
" Yes , my lady . I shall go and prepare your bath now ."
Rin tugged at Ah-Un's rein again and called him to follow her into the castle .
In the bath chamber
Rin slowly slipped out of her heavy kimono . Unlike when she was a child , she was able to wear simple kimono which she could moved easily with . Since she was brought into the castle at the age of 13 , she was forced to wear those heavy kimono with layer and layer of cloth . She had once complained to her lord , but when he said since she was his ward , she had to look like a lady . Not wanting to embarrass her lord , Rin had quickly get use to the kimono .
After testing the water temperature , Rin sink herself into the warm
water with white flowers floating at the surface . Inhaling the flower scent , Rin felt as thought her lord was with her . She wished he was here , with her , forever . Taking up a flower petal , she put it on her lips . My lord…
In the mountain ,
In the forest ,
In the wind ,
In the dream ,
Where are you my lord Sesshoumaru ?
With an ally like Jaken .
Rin will wait until you come ,
Lord Sesshoumaru , Please return to Rin .
A/N : YEAHHHH!Finally done with the first chapter .
This chapter is about Rin and her thoughts on Sesshoumaru .
The next chapter will focus on Sesshoumaru . Perhaps a little lime in the next chapter . I want to put some lime in this chapter but I want Rin to be ignorant of that kind of feeling . Sess will be cold as usual . I don wanna let them be OOC .
Please review and let me know about what you think of this story . Don't flame me for my grammar mistakes , I will improve on it .
Till next time , Ja .