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January 29, 1994

Caro diary

It's that time again.

I could do nothing but stare at the window. I couldn't speak, I couldn't breathe. Stefan noticed my silence and turned away from the window and looked at me.

He probably thought I was ill or something. When he knew me in the past, I was quick to respond to anything said to me. But now, as I stood outside here, watching my little sister whom I hadn't seen in a very long time, there were no words. For the first time in five-hundred years, I was rendered incapace parlare, I was speechless. Then, to my surprise, Stefan grabbed my hand and led me to the house's front door. I didn't feel much like moving myself, so I let him tow me, and all the while, I stared at the tree, my body screaming at me to change and change now. I don't know if I can face her after what I did. Stefan said she remembered nothing yet, but what if I'm the catalyst? What if, when she sees me, it all comes back to her? I'll just explain why I did what I did and hope she'll forgive me.

See, way back when, Elena and I were as close as Stefan and Damon were distant. I told her everything. Everything except my plans to become a vampire. When I left this world as a human, I left many things unfinished. I never told Elena goodbye, or that I loved her, I never thanked my parents for all they did, and I never told my sister about her destiny. I left her without someone of her own (because she was supposed to be with Stefan, but I was so busy in my own affairs I forgot to try and talk some sense into him.), I left her without a person to confide in.

Stefan knocked on the door softly and politely. I could hear footsteps pounding from inside the house. Then the door opened, and my sister and I were face to face. She looked at Stefan, then she looked at me curiosity painted on her face.

"Do I know you?" she asked me. I couldn't gather breath for a response. Stefan said, "Elena, once we get inside, I'll explain everything."

We stepped inside the warm house, and I was thankful to be out of the wind. We were led to a living room, and Stefan took a seat on the couch and pulled me down beside him. Elena excused herself for a minute to go get something. When she came back down, she carried a blue-covered book, her diary. Apparently, she'd been dreaming of me for many nights. Stefan motioned to her, and she sat on his other side. Now the couch was full.

"You want to know who this is? This is Selina, does that ring a bell?"

She squinted, deep in thought. "Well, a few nights ago, I had a very strange dream. I was clothed in a dress of your time. I was dancing in a field. She was with me." Elena paused here and nodded at me. "The field was in front of a big house, and an older boy with blond hair and brown eyes was riding on a horse. Then a short, chubby woman with dark hair, and a short slim woman, also with dark hair came out of the house and called our names. We picked up our skirts and ran. The boy picked me up and put me on his horse, and all of a sudden, she," Elena pointed at me, "disappeared. I was alone. The women came down from the house, put their arms around me, and led me inside. On my bed, there was a necklace shaped like the moon. They said my sister had left it for me."

I felt the need to speak now. "And how did you feel after you received the necklace? Did you feel angry?

She looked at me. "The past few weeks have helped me remember everything. I just didn't want to tell Stefan because I felt it was personal. I'm not mad now; I was a little upset at first, but I love you, so I trust you had a good reason for doing what you did."

I had forgotten all about my necklace. My mother had given it to me the day I was born. It was very special to me. Before I died, I never took it off. From the back cover of the book, she pulled it out. The moon pendant was on a slender gold chain that gleamed in the bright light of the living room. Elena held it out to me, pulling out another necklace, this one with a sun pendant. I was still unable to speak, and so was she. As Stefan watched, we embraced each other and cried.

Well, I think that's long enough!

fino a che non veniamo a contatto di ancora,

Selina

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