Why did I have to be wrong?

I lost my soul in that war

What must I do to live on?

I want only to go far

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I don't care any longer

Even if my life has no meaning

I will live on with ponder

Despising my breathing

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I will break the ultimate law

I will try to bring them back

If I lose myself to death's maw

I will still love back

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Those two boys

Bravery that I lack have

For young of their pain

One that I shall never pack

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Why did I have to slaughter?

What did we gain from war?

We are no more then killers

Wading through black tar

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Memories of those I killed

Fear of soldiers

For a while I feared myself

All we did was plunder

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I am no more then a monster

Vicious, cruel, and mindless

Nights and days gone further

Then minds could go at best

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Painful claws grip my heart

As I readied my flames

Tears fell from eyes apart
as my mind drew closed

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