A/N: I'm back with another story. Yes I know I should be writing a sequel to 'Why' but this popped into my head and was bugging me so I started it off. Don't worry it isn't a one-shot like Kingdom Hearts High seems to be. --' This fanfic is based off an Evanescence song (which is the same as the title of the story) so I hope it's good because I love the band. Anyways go ahead and read now since I lost whatever else I was going to say.

She looked ahead at the room before her. She didn't want to go inside but her heart ached to know if her worst fears were true. Taking in a deep, shaky breath she entered the room and hesitated before turning to look at the bed where there lay a chocolate-brown haired male who seemed to be barely breathing. His once flawless face had cuts and bruises on it and as she looked at his arms, she saw his once sun kissed skin covered in more scratches and bruises. Tears filled her eyes as she walked to his bedside and automatically, she took his hand in hers, squeezing it gently as she bent her head pressing their hands against her forehead.

"…Hey…sweetie…"

Lifting her head, she saw that he was awake with his deep sea blue eyes staring into her silver ones. A small smile crept over her lips but the tears remained rimmed in her eyes.

"Hey yourself. So do you feel as bad as you look right now?" she asked trying to keep her voice from breaking.

"Pfft… I always look…good…Hell…I'm so good looking… that-"

He was stopped from finishing his sentence when he broke into a coughing fit. She bit her lip as she watched him trying to will her tears away since she knew what was bound to happen to him.

"…That's what…I get for…being vain…ne?"

"Hai…"

She then looked away from him for a few moments before turning back to look at him.

"Why did you do it? Why did you fight him? Why didn't you leave it alone?"

"Gods Ambrosine do… you really want to talk about this now?"

"Sora, can't you just please…please answer me?"

"He killed Tidus. He killed Aeris, Yuffie, Kairi, Tidus and even Wakka. I can't let him go on with that. He was going to go after you and… I'd rather die then lose you."

"Why? You could just move on and-"

She stopped talking when she felt a finger press against her lips. Looking at him, she saw that he was breathing heavily but trying to hide it.

"You're…my light… I'll always…think of you…as…AH!"

Sora grabbed his side as he started coughing and with his free hand, he covered his mouth.

"Sora? What's wrong?"

He stopped coughing and looked at his hand which was covered with blood. He looked from his hand to the girl beside him and spoke softly.

"…as my light…"

He stared at his bloody hand and closed his eyes for a few moments before looking at Ambrosine.

"I…love you… You…know that…right?"

"I'm going to go get the doctor."

She stood up and was about to leave when Sora grabbed her arm and gently pulled her back.

"Just stay with me…"

With that said, he scooted over a bit despite the fact that his body hurt all over when he moved. He motioned for her to lie beside him and she did so facing him when she lay. He lay straight and put her head on his shoulder along with her arm around his waist as he put his arm under her to hold her. With his other hand he started stroking her raven-black hair and closed his eyes. Ambrosine's eyes watered again as she felt his breath starting to slow down 'til it was barely faint.

"Sora… I love you too…"

Her tears were starting to fall now as she felt his hand stop stroking her hair and when she didn't feel his chest rising then falling. Biting her bottom lip, she turned around slowly only to see the love of her life's face still with his eyes closed. With her bottom lip quivering, she softly shook him to see if he had fallen asleep but knew better. He was dead… Sora Hikari Hamasaki was dead.

With her tears now falling freely she sobbed at first quietly but then it grew louder. She was so loud that the doctors came in and seeing that their patient had died, tried to pull Ambrosine from her lover's lifeless body but she clung to him screaming for the nurses and doctors to leave her alone. When they didn't she screamed louder at them only to stop when a strong pair of arms pulled her away from Sora. She kicked and tried to get away from whoever was holding her but they were too strong and she watched helplessly as the doctors unhooked all the wires from Sora then covered him with a white sheet only to roll him out of the room. Seeing this, Ambrosine started kicking and screaming again when she felt the pair of arms hold her tighter and someone speak into her ear.

"He's gone Am. He's gone…"

She then went still and turned to see deep blue eyes looking into hers with obvious pain. For a moment she thought it was Sora but as she looked at the man's face, she saw that it was her friend Squall and not her spiky-haired angel. Her eyes watered again as she hugged Squall, burying her head in his chest as she wailed over her lost love.

Okay what did you all think? Let me know in a review. It would be much appreciated because I like reviews. I don't care if it's a flame (although if it is don't say, 'This sucks'… say why it sucks) or a review. I just appreciate feedback. See ya'll next chapter.