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Im going to do the whole 'why summer denied seth' plot in a later chapter. :)

Alone this Holiday.

"Summer, give it up. This is the 9th time you've called in 20 minutes. Give it up, okay?"

"No, I wont give it up. You need to know Im sorry!"

"Yeah, fine. You're sorry. That doesn't mean I forgive you."

"I know, I messed up. I'm sorry, Seth."

"Summer do you even know why I'm mad?"

"I told everyone that we weren't going out. I denied being your girlfriend."

"No, Summer." Seth said quietly. "They asked: 'don't you love that loser?' and you said 'ew,no.' that's a little more detailed than 'Im not going out with him'." Seth slowly hung up the phone, no longer wanting to talk to Summer. She just didn't get it. He wasn't mad, he was hurt.


Summer sighed as she dropped her phone. She didn't mean to make Seth sad.

She layed on her bed and opened one of her drawers. In it was a large shoe box, covered with pictures of Seth and herself. She took it out and opened it. In that was his letter, a few cds and more pictures. One of the cd's was titled "You're my Star". It was her favourite cd that Seth had ever made for her. She popped it into her cd player and listed to the lyrics of her favourite songs. It was a special christmukkah mix, including the songs All I want for Christmas by My Chemical Romance, Alone this Holiday by The Used, and Christmassacre by From First to Last. The song she really wanted to listen to, though, was Dear Jamie... Sincerly Me by HelloGood-bye.

Then came her bright idea. She'd write Seth a letter to win him back.

Dear Cohen;

It tears me up to know that you're mad at me, or even more, that I hurt you badly enough that you don't even want to talk to me. I dont know why I said what I did, but I can't go back in time and change it. I would if I could, but it was a mistake (that Im trying to fix). I miss you, even though I had you in my life three days ago. I'm listening to that song, your current favourite, Touchdown Turnaround. It reminds me of you alot, but I guess thats because you sent it to me. If Im starting to ramble.. its your fault. We pick things up from the people we love. You know Im sorry, so please forgive me. Don't make me beg.

I love you Cohen, don't forget that.

Summer.

She sighed, and read the letter back to herself again. She folded it in half and put it in a purple envelope, then sealed it with a kiss. She wrote 'Seth' on it in big black letters. She'd drop it off later.


"Seth?" Kirsten called from outside his room. Apparently, he was still brooding. "Honey, you need to be ready in 15 minutes."

"I told you, Im not going!"

"Seth Ezeikel! You're going to this event and that's final!"

"Way to be the voice of reason Hon." Sandy side-stepped into Seth's door. "I'll talk to him."

Kirsten nodded and walked away, and Seth slowly opened the door. "I'm not going." he said firmly. Sandy glared at him.

"I'll go get dressed." He muttered.


Summer stepped out of her dads car in a long black dress. She tried to look perfect tonight, knowing that he'd be there, hoping he'd forgive her. The letter was in her purse, and she couldn't wait to give it to him. She thought it'd make it all better. But as soon as he saw her, once she'd tried to smile and wave, he gave her a dirty look and walked in the opposite direction. This was going to be a long night.


So how was that for my second chapter? Thanks again for Reading and Reviewing. And just to let you know.. things are going to get worse before they get better .