Remember?
Rem..?
Rem…
No, don't leave me again!
I don't want to stay!
Why must you leave me in darkness once more?
Is my life worth nothing but constant pain…
And suffering?
Why me?
What did I ever do to him?
Why did he kill you?
Rem, please…answer me!
Like you used to when I was younger…
And you were still alive…
Please, Rem…here my desperate cry.
I don't know how much more of this I can take…
All of this…
All of the pain I felt when you died…
It haunts me…
Like a never ending nightmare.
Sometimes I even believe my dreams…
But you'd think I'd know by now…
That this is all wishful thinking.
Oh well.
I miss you deeply…
I wish you had never left.
I wish he didn't feel the need to kill…
To be honest,
I know this feeling.
To me, it is a painful feeling,
But I fear that my brother is all but lost to us.
It is hard to keep up with him.
I just can't take it any more, Rem!
I just…can't.
I hate this…
I hate it all.
He constantly reminds me…
Of every scar that marks my body.
Every scar is from the need to save everyone.
I know this is impossible,
But I know that it's not wrong to try.
I have been told that many times.
Everyone who touchs me dies, Rem!
They all die…
And yet I sit here,
My head tilted towards the sky,
Tears streaming down my face.
And I wish it would all end.
Why can't everyone just live in peace?
Why must we have all of this violence.
I wish you were here,
You could explain this all to me.
Of course,
If Knives hadn't had the desire to kill,
We wouldn't be here right now,
I'd be with you…
Like old times.
I miss that.
That life was peaceful…
Safe.
I miss those days,
Sitting in the cool green grass,
Wind blowing in my face.
And Knives…
What should I do?
He must kill the humans…
At least,
That's the way he thinks.
I hate that.
I feel more tears,
Running down my face,
Glittering in the bright sons' light.
It isn't long until dark.
I hate the night.
I've found myself,
Crying at night.
Thinking of you…
And Knives,
And that you have to kill the spider to save the butterfly.
The logic does make sense,
But I won't ever agree to it, Rem.
I will stick with what you taught me.
I just wish that we could have stayed together forever…
I just never thought I'd think this…
This way about you…
I just wish I could have told you…
Vash the Stampede
Please R-and-R...my first fanfic...thanks