Andrea Perriguey

3-9-05

Stuck In The Middle

Who am I?

Who's the real me?

Who should control my actions?

On one side I am

Ruthless, cold and calculating

I'm capable of doing anything

I kill in cold blood

Use others to gain power

And satiate my lust on the living

Yet on the other side I am

Sad, lonely, and mournful

I have what I've done

I mourn for those I've used

As I attempt to repent and

Make up for all my transgressions

Where do I truly belong

Between these greatly

Contrasting personas?

I kill while I mourn

I sin while I repent

I do what I despise

I belong no where

Because I'm simply

Stuck in the middle