A/N-Just a one shot, please review. It's very sad.
Dear Kyo,
You melted the ice that once surrounded my heart. Your fiery soul penetrated mine, leaving me hopelessly vulnerable and crystal clear like the water that sprays over my chilled body. Then the pain came, the heartbreaking flames that lapped at my raw form as you left me alone. You promised me that we'd be together forever. I let my guards down for you and you singed me with your brilliant bright colors. I stare wondering how you could have left. You who was too strong to let me defeat your pride. I sit no longer caring about my pristine clothes that are being stained by the mud surrounding your lonely grave. Desolate clouds cling to the gray sky as they mourn you too. The heat that once kept me warm has left and now the only thing left is cold sorrow. I never knew how much I loved you until you left. They say that I am welcoming death with sweet embraces and reverent kisses. The others don't understand that I can't welcome anything anymore.
My arms are leaden at my sides, my voice barely reaches above a weak whisper, and my eyes constantly fill with bitter tears. I can't welcome death when you died for me. I still don't understand why you stepped in the way. The enraged clan Head isn't one to be messed with. Even your fire couldn't burn away his walls. They say that I should leave you alone, that you don't need me to be here everyday. I love you too much, though. I can't let you forget about me as you whip around on your chariot in the sky.
Do the heavens burn brightly enough for you? Do they quench the untamed desire that you hold dear? Will you ever let them replace me? No, you wouldn't. If I could be that easily replaced then you wouldn't have taken the time to let me tame you to my side. Forever and for always I shall love you. When my heart breaks day after day, I pray you know that it only beats on for you. If I had the power, then I would conjure your soul back into the corpse that resides in this grave. I had to fight for you to have a proper burial. I was not about to let Akito shame you more than he already has.
I hope that up there in that endless sky you can see that he is no longer the one in power here. They placed me at the Head of the family. I don't understand why they did that. There's a new cat, which proves to me that you are truly gone. He's got that unruly temper you had, but his eyes are the most beautiful violet I've ever seen. When I look at him I see us at our happiest. I love you, my darling Kyo. Don't forget me. Your flames that singed my soul have left their markings upon my fragile wrist. I wont die, at least not until I know the family accepts this cat in a way they never did you. Until that day, though, I will sit here and talk to you or leave you letters like I am now.
Forever yours, Yuki Sohma.