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Ch 4
We stand watching Kazuma lift Allessandro up and finally we walk away. Sometime during our walk, though, my relief metamorphosis into anger and I pound my fist against his chest as he stands there just accepting it. "I love you! Why did you leave? Why did you hurt me? Damn it, I wanted a life with you and you hurt me! Don't I deserve to be loved, too," I yell and he wraps his arms around me trying to convey all of his love. I gaze up at him with teary eyes and he wipes the tears away whispering, "It's okay, honey. I wont leave you ever again." Shaking my head, I back away from him and yell, "Shut up! You will leave, if you loved me as much as you say you do then you wouldn't have abandoned me!" Finally when my fists begin hitting harder, he blocks my punches and pins me to the ground. "Will you just listen to me," he yells and a flash of the boy he use to be enters my vision. "I'm sorry," I sob cradling his body and praying that this isn't a dream.
He can't know how many nights I awoke from nightmares where he'd be with me then when I woke up he would be gone. Every time I saw that boy that I now know is our son, I would cry myself to sleep. During the days I could barely concentrate because I feared what would happen if I let my grief over take me. And now, here he is actually lying with me and I can't believe this is real. My imagination likes to play tricks on me like that.
We stumble into the house and I fall onto the couch as he kneels in front of me. "I wanted to give this to you the day that I saw it," he admits sheepishly and he holds out a silver ring with an amethyst gem. Adoringly I take it from him and slip it onto my ring finger before hugging him tightly. Life is perfect now that he's back in it. "I can't survive without you," I whisper into his ear and he nods cupping my face while he says, "It took every ounce of my strength not to run back to you. I knew that they would hurt you if I returned." I tug him onto me and cling to his body just to feel his strength. To me Kyo has always been my lifeline. When I was scared, I would look at him and suddenly all my fear would dissipate. "Kyo, will you marry me?" He looks up startled and smiles brightly while nodding. "I'll get you a ring as soon as possible, I promise," I say and I want him to smile like that more. I'd do anything to make him happy.