disclaimer: i do not own teen titans or the song gaurded. The songis by Disturbed
a/n: this is my 2nd sonfic. thecollection its in is gonna b random sonfics i do. they r all one shots unless i make an eplige or something like that but i will tell u if its one.soon i will b posting one that was deleted for some reason. also im working on a revise of it so keep cheking baq.
A young changeling stood in front of a goth's bedroom. His name? Garfield Logan, but to his friends, known as Beast Boy. The goth whom I speak of was known as Raven. Not many people understood the depths of the "creepy rocker chick" They did not realize how dangerous and fragile she really was. Like a time bomb, she had to be treated with the up most care. One emotion out of line and the town of Jump City, along with the rest of the world, would cease to exist as we know it. Unlike most people, she didn't feel emotion. Its not that she couldn't, she didn't allow herself to in order to protect the people she cared most about. But Garfield understood, and he was willing to take a chance. He knocked on the door. As it slid open, the purple haired teen poked her head out, "What?" Beast Boy started to sweat and gathered his nerve. "Raven, I love you!" The goth started at him expressionless, it seemed. A closer look and he saw Raven was near tears. She slammed the door quickly.
Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide
Raven ran to her enchanted mirror. She allowed her self to be sucked in, soon enough she landed with a thud. Tears streaked her face, rolling down slowly to her chin. Why was she cursed in suck a horrid way? Being born to the most powerful demon. It corrupted her life. She couldn't live as a normal being. Raven had to bottle up feeling, she couldn't let Beast Boy bring it out. It was too dangerous. And yet she wanted to. Looking up, she saw her emotions Anger and Affection. "Why?" the goth said, "Why do you love him?" she looked at Affection, "You know I'm not supposed to feel. And its all your fault!" she pointed at Anger, the representation of her father. "I hate you! You taunt me! You know I want him, but I cant. If it wasn't for you I could love him safely!" Anger laughed menacingly, "You're my slave, whether you want to be on not! You have no choice. You were put here to serve me by being the portal when the time comes!"
Now I want you, when you're gone, and now it's like
You're holding something just in front of me
Well then, I can't allow this to become another
One of those times that I'm left in the cold, dead
There's no compromise
Just another tie
I know I need to sever
Her tears fell faster. The very thing she avoided came stronger than ever. Emotion. Pain. Love. Sadness. Rage. A whole blur that left her confused. Her wall of protection was coming down. NO! She wouldn't break. Sure she wanted to love freely, but Raven couldn't risk the lives of the human race. Slowly the goth gained control. She pushed her thoughts of feeling to the furthest parts of her mind. She made herself cold and emotionless once again. The pale teen dried her face.
Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide
Finding her way to the exit of her mirror, Raven entered her dark room. She sensed a presence still out side of her door. Whether it was Beast Boy or another member of the team, she couldn't tell. Either way she didn't want to talk to anyone. She tried to meditate but she was constantly interrupted by her own thoughts. Azerath….Beast Boy… Metrion… Beast Boy… Zinthos… Beast Boy. STOP IT AFFECTION! She was supposed have control! What about Garfield made her break?
Ever haunted, by the trappings of this life
Sweet redemption, just in front of me
Well now, it seems once again that I've lost another
One of the one's that have broke through the wall
Damned
Fate won't compromise
I have sold my soul,
And now the devil's laughing
You did decide
Raven had control until he said those 3 small words. The same ones she thought she would never hear in a sense used towards her. I love you. That stupid prophecy was ruining everything. The goth would never be allowed to live freely and eventually she would be sacrificed as the portal for her father. She wouldn't ever have a relationship. Never have a wedding. Never have a child. Never be able to say I love you. And then she would die. Raven doubted anyone would care. Well maybe Garfield would.
You were bold and strong, and ready to begin your life
All for nothing, you were sacrificed
You began alone, and so it will be when you die
All for nothing, will you be remembered?
You did decide
Meanwhile in another dimension, Trigon was laughing evilly. It wont be much longer. Once my daughter lets down her guard, Raven will have an emotional breakdown. It will weaken her. It will make it easier for me to take over the puny planet earth.
Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
So now you know why the devil is laughing
He left you with nothing tonight
You did decide
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