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Dang it.
The
boy was beautiful. Even with his unruly raven hair (which he had long
since abandoned trying to tame) and red mahogany eyes that were
gentle and piercing at the same time. He was a little too slim to be
called physically impressive, but he moved with the grace of a
skilled warrior, and carried himself with an assurance befitting his
rank.
However, at
that moment, there was no assurance in his stance. He raised his face
above the pressing heat of the flames that roared around him.
"Hitomi," he whispered, his voice a desperate
plea.
The girl
was not beautiful. There was too much sense in her face for that, but
there was a harmony to her features, a unity of profile, that one
felt eased when gazing upon her. Her movements were flowing. Fluid.
The slightest gesture more expressive than any actor could hope to
be, because her movements seemed to be as much a part of nature as of
herself, as if in simply living, she was expressing the wishes of the
universe. Her hair was slightly longer than shoulder length and was
the exact color of crystallized honey. Her eyes were wide and a
gentle forest green that somehow seemed to unmovingly search every
person she met, as if she could see their entire life in their
face.
This quality
had only appeared in her two years before. Overnight, she had gone
from being an average slightly-pretty teenage highschool girl into
someone who somehow seemed to know all the secrets of life and was
only playing the part of a teenage highschool girl.
However,
at that moment, she seemed like any other girl as she sat up in her
bed gasping, her body drenched with a cold sweat. Fearful, she looked
out her window, up into the sky beside the moon.
Gaea.
It wasn't there. Two weeks now and she still couldn't see it. At the
same time, her communication with Van had been cut off, infrequent
even as that was. She missed both with a longing that was a physical
pain, as if her heart had been ripped out of her chest.
The
dreams - nightmares - had begun a week later. Horrible images of
Gaian cities burning, her friends desperately trying to defend
themselves but still being injured. Dryden laying still on a bed with
bloody bandages tied around him, Millerna crying beside him. Allen in
tattered clothes, fighting despite the deep wound on his arm and leg.
Chid in slightly burned clothes watching sadly on the deck of an
airship as Freid burned.
Tonight
had been the worst. Van, holding an unconscious Merle as the newly
rebuilt Fanelia burned again.
"Oh,
God," she whispered into the night. "Please let them just
be nightmares..."
The
next day was bright and cloudless, making it hard to believe there
was trouble on Gaea, but Hitomi still felt uneasy.
She
walked into the kitchen as her mother was just beginning to make
breakfast.
"Oh,"
her mother exclaimed, "you're up early." She put a pot of
water on the stove to boil and took the tea set out. "Something
wrong?"
"No,
just a bad night," Hitomi sighed, helping her mother set the
table. "I kept having nightmares." She sat down at her
place at the table.
"You've
been having them all week," her mother said, looking at her
daughter out of the corner of her eye as she poured dried rice into
the boiling water, stirred it once, and covered it. She came over to
the table and sat down across from Hitomi. "You know you can
talk to me about anything."
Hitomi
smiled at her mother, although it was a very sad, heart- catching
smile. How could she tell her mother about everything that had
happened to her? "I know, Mom," she said.
Her
mother looked at her as if she knew Hitomi had something she wanted
to tell her, but couldn't. "All right," she sighed, patting
her daughter's hand lightly, as if to say, 'whenever you're
ready.'
She rose,
stirred the rice, and started making some scrambled
eggs.
"Something
sure smells good," her father said, coming down the stairs and
entering the kitchen, followed by Hitomi's little
brother.
"Yumm!"
he exclaimed, bounding into his place beside Hitomi, holding his
chopsticks as if the food were already in front of
him.
Hitomi
laughed and ruffled his hair.
"How
you feeling? Not too tired?" her father asked as he drove the
family to the national track meet. "If you don't feel up to it,
you don't have to run," he said, but Hitomi could hear the
disappointment in his voice at the notion.
"I
feel fine. Don't worry Dad," she said, double checking her bag
for the fifth time in the last half hour.
There
was no way she could back out of this, even if she had wanted to.
This was the first time her school had made it to Nationals. The
whole school was either going to be there rooting for her - the star
runner - or watching it on television. She couldn't let them all
down.
Her father
parked the car. They flashed little badges that allowed them to enter
the locker room.
"You'll
do fine," her father said at the entrance to the girls' locker
room, giving her a quick kiss on the forehead. Then they left to find
their seats.
As
soon as she had entered the locker room, someone tackled her from
behind, sending her sprawling across the floor.
