Chapter 4: Ginny

Ginny was sitting on her bed with a pillow hugged close to her chest. She was looking down and was feeling embarrassed for what had happened downstairs.

Why? Why should you blush? she asked herself. Why cant you behave normally, just say a sorry and get out of his way? why do you have to look down and blush, the voice inside her asked her.

After a moment of thought, the voice said. " i'll tell you why. its coz you like him". it concluded. Of course i dont said another voice in her head. " okay, i admit . i still like him. But what's the use?..." she stopped.

Someone knocked on her door.

Come in she said.

Sirius entered her room and sat on the edge of her bed.

" oh! Hi sirius. What brings you here?"

" I saw what happened down there ginny... you still like him dont you?".

" oh sirius pls... id you have.." but sirius interrupted her.

" just tell me whether you like him or not?... a yes or a no, thats all", he said smiling at her surprised face which was gaining the weasley hair co lour.

" no i dont " she said lookin down avoiding his eyes.

" i know you are lying ginny, i can see it in your eyes".

her face was like the glowing bulb now. She looked into his face with a determined look and said," no sirius , i dont like him."

" Then why did you look down and blush when he touched you, why do you still blush and not talk whenever he's around. Why do you even now fell nervous and tremble to speak in front of him?huh... why?" he asked playfully.

She looked shocked. She did not know what to tell.'" um that's... coz...um...i...no...yeah...hmm..like...okay, i still like him" she shouted out. " but what's the use? I dont even think he knows i exist. he does not see me any other way than rons lil sis." she started crying," but I dunno why, everyday i see him, my feelings for him go even higher. i dont know what to do...? " she ended and put her hands on her face.

Sirius looked at her very sadly and moved closer to her and took her hands from her face. He then asked her politely," ginny! how do you know harry dosent have any feelings for you, did he tell you that and don't tell that he doesn't think you even exist..." but ginny interrupted him.

" of course he dosent know i exist. i know he dosent like me. He'll never like me..." she started crying even more.

" but ginny, how can you judge harry like that? what will you do if i prove to you that harry likes you?" said sirius in a business like way.

This did it. ginny immediately stopped crying and looked into sirius's smiling face and then said"how will you prove that?"

Just tell me what you will do? said sirius.

" i'll ...ok... confess my feelings for him..." she ended looking down blushing furiously.

" okay then, that's done" said sirius with a pinch of victory shown in his eyes. He got up and walked up to the door.

Ginny then called out his name. He turned and asked" what is it ginny?"...

"pls dont get my hopes up sirius. I really dont want to have the thought that harry might like me in my head and when he says he dosent, i'll surely die. pls..." she ended.

Sirius was now giving her a reassuring smile. " dont worry ginny, everything will be fine. you can get your hopes up. harry'll like you. Who wont?..." saying this and giving a last look to ginny he left the room.

Ginny was now thinking whether all this was true though she didn't believe one bit that harry might have feelings for her. but if he does have?...

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