A/N: This is a song I wrote, it's called if U Only Knew. It's not all that great but, it pretty much gives off my feelings and what I think is on Vickie Guerrero's mind.
If U Only Knew
If u only knew how hard it is, letting u go.
Painfully sacrificing my heart and its happiness
I can't force myself to feel better
All the while, I could remember u
I'll never 4get no
(chorus)
Hearts are broken, the day is cold and,
I am torn into pieces
I'll never forget the love we made
As I remember I hope the pain will go away
But in my heart u will live on
If u only knew, how much I pray at night
Hoping u will be there to hold me tight
Loving has its sacrifices I learned that, today
But tonight I will sleep and dream
That u are here with me, to commit more schemes.
I'll never 4get no
(chorus)
Don't forget me, I won't forget u
U r always in my mind
I can't let u go; no I can't let u go
Baby let me know, how is heaven?
Is it cold there? Ru happy?
If u hear me I say to u……..
I LOVE U!
(chorus) 2x
If u only knew, how I wish u were with us.
Amen.
A/N: OK maybe 4 u it sucked, but this just helps me remember him. I dedicate this to him and his family. R.I.P.