In My World

I do not own Gilmore Girls or the original characters. I own the other girls and this story and that's pretty much it. You can have the penny that's sitting in front of my if you want.

Rating is T or PG-13 for basic sexuality and a lot of cursing.

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"Rory? Rory, wake up." He said pushing her. Her eyes opened slowly.

"I'm dead, what's the use?" she asked bitterly. The blonde man came into focus.

"You're not dead." He said confused.

"Tristan?" she whispered.

"Yea, I'm right here," he said sitting down.

"What, what happened?" she asked groggily.

"Well, I saw you being pulled into an apartment, grabbed my gun and ran after you. Everything else is up to you."

"He was going to kill me." She said. Her eyes went to her leg. She had a towel wrapped tightly around her thigh and she could see blood spots.

"I figured that. You passed out, and well I brought you here, you asked where you were, I made a joke and you passed out again." He recalled. Rory slowly sat up. Her face was filled with emotion, but Tristan couldn't sort it out.

"Why," she started but stopped. She licked her lips and looked down. "Why did you help me?" she asked.

"Why wouldn't I?"

"Because you hate me, and I was an ass hole to you, and I made you bleed."

"I don't hate you. And I deserved to bleed. I never should have ever called you that. I can't even believe I said it now." He said apologetically. Rory was silent. "Rory, you're a good person, okay? I just think you're mad at someone right now, and I want to try to help you. I would never just let you go."

"I'm mad at the world Tristan. It's not on my side, and with it against me, I can't survive."

"I'm on your side." Rory's thoughts were becoming more and more clearer as she thought.

"How long will that last?"

"As long as you want it too." He said softly.

"Where'd you get a gun anyways?"

"It's mine." He said smoothly.

"Yours?"

"Yea, I'm a cop." He said looking down.

"But you're…. you're training to be a doctor." She stuttered.

"I needed you to trust me, so I told you I was going to be a doctor."

"You could have arrested me…you could still arrest me."

"You're right, and I should. But Rory, I'm on your side and as long as I'm on your side, you're not going to jail." She was silent.

"Thank you," she said softly. He nodded.

"Rory, I told your mom what you told me. I had to. You should have had the proper care back when you were sexually abused. None of this should have happened." She was silent.

"I ruined it with my mom too," she said started to cry. "I, I said that I wanted to get the reunion over with. I've never talked to her like that and I think she realized how far gone I was. Then I just left." He hugged her. She had no energy to push him away.

"When I told her what happened she started to cry. She told me she wasn't sure how she messed up so badly. She blames herself for what happened. I think at this point, all she wants is to make it up to you." He said stroking her hair. She took breathes and swallowed heavily.

"When my leg is better, will you…will you take me there?" she asked biting her lip.

"Of course." He said nodding.

"How could I of messed up so badly."

"You're lost. You just couldn't find your place again." He said soothingly. Rory shook her head.

"No, that's not what I'm talking about." She said softly.

"Then what?"

She shook her head continuously, " I never even told my mom that Logan got me pregnant or that I had a miscarriage." She said softly.

"You never told me that."

"I've never really told anyone that." She said biting her lip. "I'm just a horrible person."

"No, you're a…good person. Just with a lot of crimes on your plate." He said rubbing her cheek. She let out a small laugh.

"I'm not ready to go back, Tristan."

"You'll never be ready. You just have to do it. It'll get easier." She nodded and clung to him a little longer. She wasn't sure how long, but it was long enough so that she was fast asleep and still clinging onto Tristan.

Two chapters maybe. We'll see. Did you like it? The other way, Rory was going to break up with Tristan and that would've been the end of them. Now they're reunited and Tristan's fulfilling his promise to both Lorelai and Rory. Yay! Please review, Thank you, Emilie.