Title: Just To Register Emotion

Drabble word of the week for "Mettle"

Author: CuppaJo

Season: Stargate the Movie

Spoilers: None

Category: Angst, Drabble

Warnings: Somewhat disturbing imagery.

Ratings: PG-13

Disclaimer: I don't own Stargate nor do I own The Wizard of Oz, or the lyrics to the song ("If I Only Had a Heart"). Just borrowing them - thanks.

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/When a man's an empty kettle…/

He felt the cool barrel pressed against his lips, the metallic tang familiar on his tongue. He'd tasted it before.

/He should be on his mettle…/

The hand holding the weapon dropped back onto his lap and slipped it under the pillow. He looked around his dead son's room with unseeing eyes – the baseball glove, the trophies and awards, the worn out copy of the Wizard of Oz, bookmarked and unfinished on the shelf.

/And yet I'm torn apart…/

"Sir, you've been reactivated," The voice behind him.

/Just because I'm presuming that I could be kinda human…/

Reactivated. A chance to die with the honor he no longer deserved. The emptiness inside his chest would succeed in consuming him. Nothing more to hold him to this world.

/If I only had a heart…/