Chapter 4

Chris ended up following Holly and Jack, Jack ended up taking Holly home where their kiss in the park just escalated into more as they got back to her apartment. Holly wanted to be with Jack, but in the back of her mind she was thinking about Chris. Chris has been there for her when Jack wasn't able to be there and what an incredible sensation she felt when Chris kissed her. Holly then stopped Jack, who already had her in the bedroom.

" We sure are working fast," Holly said, " I need to stop a moment."

" Okay," Jack said sitting back on the bed, " Just don't make me wait any longer and don't think about my brother."

" Jack," Holly said, " Don't bring up Chris."

" Oh yeah," Jack said pulling her to him, " Do you love me or my brother?"

Holly then got up," I don't believe you," she said, " What are you saying to me? You really believe that I would sleep with Chris?"

" You said it I didn't," Jack said.

" Jack get out," Holly said, " Get out."

Jack then got up and stared at her, " You do want my brother," Jack said, " Go ahead, we're through."

Jack then went out the door.

Holly then sat down, too shocked to cry, then it started to rain and Holly just looked out the window. Had she now lost Jack forever? She didn't want to believe it, but it was slated to be true.

The next morning, Holly just went to work, her work at the state college, so it was work study, but it was a job.

" I've runied things," Holly thought, " Jack will never forgive me."

Holly was too upset at herself to work, but she did it anyway. She had to find a way to get Jack to forgive her no matter what it took.

Later that evening, Holly was at home in tears, she wanted to be with Jack, but he wouldn't talk to her no matter how many times she called. Holly then heard a knock at the door, she looked out to see Chris.

" Oh great that's all I need," Holly thought.

Holly opened the door.

" Chris," Holly said, " Not a good time."

" So it didn't happen?" Chris asked, " You and Jack?"

" Whether we did or not is none of your business," Holly said.

" Okay," Chris said, " Don't tred all over me."

" Sorry," Holly said, " Just go away."

Holly then closed the door and sat back down on the couch and picked up the phone and again dialed Jack's number.

" Hello," she heard Jack's voice.

" Jack," Holly said, " Please don't hang up."

It was too late, he already did and it broke her heart.

Holly hung up the phone and again let her tears flow, she had lost Jack and it was all her fault.