I never though I'd want you, you were just my best friend's boyfriend, that's all I ever thought of you. You were just the speck in my eye, the speck I never paid attention to. As the summer went by and the more time we spent together, the speck grew, now, I can't ignore these feelings, I want you there when I have good news, I want you to hold me when I cry, but let's face it, Ashley will be back soon, and we'll go back to ignoring each other.
Unless she doesn't come back, then what will we do? Will we pretend these feeling don't exsist, will we realize we're meant to be? What will become of us in the future? Will we hate each other? Will we be together? Will all the questions stop?
You walk into the room, my heart skips a beat, is this love? I can't really say, I just want you to know I care about you, but I can't talk, I'm speechless when you're around. I wish you would tell me everything's okay, but how do we know that's true? Everything might come tumbling down, and we won't know what to do.
Maybe we should take a chance, we may never know what we had until it's gone.
We share a connection that no one understands, not even ourselves, but when our eyes lock, the world fades around us and it's just you and me. Nothing can make us feel inferior, everything is right, and we never want reality to come again. But it always does and we go on with our lives, waiting for the moment we'll do something about how we feel.
We can't think about what was or what could be, we have to think about what is, and that's the scariest thing of all. We love each other, that's what is, and that's what it will always be.