Disclaimer- I own zero of this! all of these charactors are Joanne Kathleen Rowlings, nothing to do with me. I just added a touch here and there.

A/N- Please r & r, hope u like it!

will-herm-simetra- hey, i loved ur story, (written in a diary) so in my story, lily is writing in that same red diary!

Crazy and Confused-3rd year

CRASH! It was lunch time, and Snape's plate piled high with food, crashed to the ground, as he was walking to the Slytherin table. He flushed a bit (kinda odd, as he's already so pale), and started gathering up his food, when a girl with pretty green eyes and fiery read locks, walked over to him and said, "Here, let me help you." Lily Evans knelt onto the floor, and picked up some of the food on the floor. Snape stared at her for a moment, and the remembered who he was dealing with.

"I don't need your help, You don't belong here, mudblood!" he shouted, loud enough for the entire dining hall to hear it. Lily's eyes began to tear a bit, but she held them back, and Snape saw her eyes blazing fiercely instead.

"Oh, I belong here, you're just jealous that I'm even better than you purebloods in class." retorted Lily. Snape made a weird face to this comeback, Lily couldn't quite make it out. It wasn't smugness, and it wasn't anger...I think it might have been embarassment! "I think it's you who doesn't belong here!" she continued.

"Get lost, mudblood!"

"Fine, be like that but just know that--"

SLAM! Lily's words were cut off as a boy with messy black hair, nice eyes, and glasses came running out of nowhere, rammed into Snape, and began punching him. Oh no, not him again!

Snape got up after a few minutes of them rolling around on the ground, with a reddish eye, that was black and purple around the edges, and turned to James, who was standing now to, sporting a long cut on his cheek.

"I'll get you back Potter, and your little mudblood girlfriend too!" (A/N- straight out of the Wizard of Oz baby!)

Lily then screamed, "Stop calling me a mudblood, and I'M NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND!" And with that, she huffed her way out of the dining hall, and ran straight up to the girls room. She knew she could really talk this over with her best friend Cheryl right now, but she was still at lunch, probably still shocked over the whole fight, and Lily wasn't really in the mood to talk now, anyways. She was in the mood to write.

She pulled her red leather diary out of her trunk at the front of her bed, and opened it the the first blank page and began to write:

Dear Diary,

What am I doing? What's happening to me? I used to think of James as this obnoxious arrogant little creep who had nothing better to do than brag about quiditch, pull pranks, and tease girls. Well, actually, he still does all of these things, but now, I can't stop thinking about him. An I try to convince myself, thats it's just because he's annoying me so much lately. But actually, it seems like he really cares about me. But why couldn't I at least say thank you to him back in the dining hall? Why can't I even try to be his friend? What was that weird look on Snape's face when I told him I was better than purebloods like himself at lessons...it doesn't seem at all like him to listen to me. I think this is all because I have mixed feelings...about James, school, friends, or whether I belong here after all. ...feelings I'm not sure of at the moment. Actually, I'm not really sure of anything right now.

Confused, Lily

Dear Diary,

What am I doing? What's happening to me? Why am I going crazy over a girl who doesn't even like me! Actually, that's like, the understatement of the year. Lily hates me, I try as hard as I can to do stuff for her, but all she does is stomp out on me! I think she thinks I'm obnoxious...what gave her that idea? Sirius keeps telling me I'm mad for liking a girl who refuses to talk to me, but...there's something different about Lily.

Going crazy, James

Did you like it? sorry if it was a short chappie...please r & r!