A Second Chance

/I posted again this is the second time I'm posting but I decided to twist it a bit instead of yugioh I'm trying shaman king I'm a bit rusty at this, this story is actually a sequel to one of my other stories which isn't posted yet, but is soon to be/

Lyserg pov.

How many times can a person fall in love? I just a few weeks ago lost someone very dear to me, and I can no longer deny it, it was my fault, that snowy day when we had that stupid argument, heck I just wish I could take back everything I said that day, sure it was unlike both of us, we as the others say, have a more gentle manner than most, but it did happen, I felt like I was being torn up inside, my soul felt as if it was being torn and tattered, but you were the one who made me forget my hate, my pain, you took away all that, but look what has happened.

/Flashback/

Lyserg Pov.

I walked into Yoh's room to apologize for all the wrong I had done, all the pain that I put my lover through, but the sight before me just crushed my heart into pieces, the person I held dear to me was forever lost I had put him through to much pain, the last person I held so close, was gone, the pool of crimson fluid he lay in, coming from his slashed wrists, I couldn't do anything but cry, to tell the truth, two boys died that day. I died inside.

/End Flashback/

Normal Pov.

Lyserg quietly sat in one corner of his room; he again woke up finding himself crying in the middle of the night from the nightmares that continually haunted him, he brought his legs to his chest crying into them, he herd soft knocking from the door but he didn't bother to answer it he didn't care anymore if someone saw him, he herd the door open quietly and faint footsteps coming towards him. "Lyserg" a gentle voice whispered to him, he felt a hand caressing his cheek, Lyserg looked up and saw Hao, Yoh's brother who was so like him in looks but so unlike him in temper, Lyserg tried to blink his tears away but to no avail, they just wouldn't stop, Hao cupped his chin brushing his tears away, looking into his eyes "Lyserg, I really don't like seeing you this way it….. It….."

"It what?" Lyserg said in a raspy voice

"It worries me too much, because…..because…I…"

"Because you what?"

"Because……..I…love you"

Lyserg looked back at him with questioning eyes into the others eyes, he saw a deep caring he had never noticed before, those eyes reminded him very much of Yoh, the thought made the tears rush down again, Hao put his arms around him and pulled him closer to his chest the green haired teen didn't know why but he buried his face deeper into the others chest sobbing even harder. After awhile the British teen felt the other pull back and he faced the others onyx eyes again, cupping his chin again, their eyes met again "Lyserg, how do you feel about me?" the brunette asked

"I don't know Hao, I only had feelings for Yoh, I swore my love to him and him alone……..but he's gone now"

Lyserg added in a whisper

"Lyserg, look at you you're miserable, I want to make you happy."

"Why? Hao, I ask you why?'

"I told you, Lyserg it's because I love you, even Yoh asked me that night before that incident to take care of you, he knew how I felt, I didn't understand at first. But I do now, I can't help but feel guilty, I know it wasn't like him."

"No, it was my fault if it wasn't for that argument you would still have a brother and………."

"And you would still have a lover, no Lyserg it wasn't your fault, don't blame yourself for the choice another person made" long haired teen added

"But…….."Lyserg's words were cut short when Hao's lips met his, and silenced him.

"It's not your fault" Hao whispered slowly.

/ok how was that? It was a quick chapter but if I get enough reviews I might do some fluff. See ya in da next chap./