Chapter 13

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Erik was lying half awake in his bed. All the voices and sounds around him were melting together and becoming an indistinguishable blur. He was lying there, reliving the entire night in his head. After awhile Erik began to slip completely into unconsciousness. He didn't even hear someone enter his room and approach him.

Christine slipped into his room as quietly as she could. Praying he wouldn't be angry, and at the same time hoping he'd send her away. 'Look in your heart. I think you'll know what to do.' The voice repeated itself in her head, lending her courage to do what she knew she must. She moved towards his bed where she could see the faint outline of his body lying against the white sheets. She wondered if he was asleep, his breathing was slow and even giving off the impression. But Christine had never once see him sleep or even known him to do it. She found it hard to conceive of him in such a vulnerable state.

She reached the side of his bed after what felt like a lifetime. Her heart was beating so loudly she feared he would hear it and awaken, but he didn't. Christine swallowed hard. 'This is it, if I do this there's no going back.' She knew this was true and that made it all the more frightening. Slowly Christine reached out her hand trembling.

Erik eyes opened wide when he sensed a presence near him. He looked up to see Christine staring at him in shock and fear, her hand reaching out towards him. Erik glared up at her. 'What is she doing now?' he wondered.'Is this some sort of joke she had thought up?' He continued to stare hard at her. Daring her to finish what ever she had been planning to do.

Christine stared down at him as his eyes shot open just before her hand made contact with his cold skin. Erik's eyes bore into her, anger and mistrust written all over him. She could read the warnings radiating off of him. But she had something to prove to him. She had to show him that she wasn't afraid. 'Please god' She silently pleaded. 'Let me be strong, if not for myself then at least for Erik'

Forcing her hand to stop trembling her hand continued it's decent despite Erik's angered look. She reached down until her skin touched his cool soft cheek. His eyes widened at the contact but did not lose their coldness. 'You can do this' she told her self-pulling all the courage she could muster she bent down until her lips met his own.

Erik's lips stayed completely still as Christine brought hers down upon him. She didn't see how his eyes lost their coldness and was instead replaced with shock and fear. 'Why is she doing this? She can't possibly mean any of what her soft lips are promising.'

But her mouth never wavered nor did her touch. She continued to kiss him despite his lack of encouragement. Slowly he began to kiss her back, moving his lips against hers, creating the friction he'd dreamed about for so long. He nearly let out a moan as her tongue entered his mouth exploring every inch of him. Erik finally gave in to her pleading mouth and moved his tongue in it's own exploration. What did it matter why she was doing this? Just that she was and of her own will.

Christine felt him respond to her, yielding to her touch. But she knew he didn't trust her, not yet anyway. Encouraged by his movements Christine deepened the kiss running her hand down and along his hard chest, moving over him until her body was pressed on top of his own. She felt Erik's body jerk in surprise but she didn't stop. 'I have to show him that I love him' she continued to kiss him as her body began to grind into his, causing small moans and sighs to escape him. She felt him harden under her thigh as she pressed it down into him harder. She rocked against him and finally she felt his arms wrap around her back pulling her down harder against him. Now Christine's heart began to pound faster as fear, true fear ran through her veins. Until that moment she had harbored hope that he might push her off and send her away like a disciplined child. But as his arms pulled her tightly against him she knew that it would not be so. She couldn't back out now or she'd risk losing his trust forever. No she had to go through with this, despite the fear that was stilling her actions and forcing Erik to continue the movement.

Erik felt him self harden as Christine climbed on top of him and began her slow movements, creating friction his body had been denied for so long. He pulled her closer to him making her movements harder against his aching body. All fear and anger had left him replaced entirely with desire. He felt Christine's body slow and immediately the ach in him grew at the loss of friction. Immediately Erik flipped them over and continued where she had stopped.

Christine was lying completely still underneath Erik. Feeling his weight on top of her was surprisingly comforting, she felt less exposed, safer buried beneath him. But that safety didn't last long as she felt his hands untie her she let out a soft cry, which stopped Erik completely. He looked down at her neither said a word. Finally he let out a deep sigh and moved to get off her, a hurt look in his eyes. 'Why must she continue to play with me?' he thought. 'How could I let myself hope even for a moment that something as beautiful as her would give herself to a monster like me.'

"Erik please wait." Christine cried out pulling him back to her.

"What do you want from me Christine? You should consider yourself lucky any other man would force himself on you after being teased so."

"Erik please I'm not trying to tease you. I want you, I do but I'm afraid." That wasn't the right word to use, Christine realized to late as Erik's face fell once again.

"I'm sorry I frighten you Christine." He said bitterly.

"Erik please this isn't just about you." She said pulling him down to offer another kiss. "I'm afraid of this can't you understand that?"

"I don't want you to be frightened Christine. You don't have to do this."

"No I want to please." She told him, kissing him again. Erik kissed her back more slowly this time. He forced him self to be patient as Christine kissed him tenderly and slowly. Forced him self to stay calm, kept him self from pressing to hard into her as she kissed along his chest, as her hands began to pull at his trousers. He reframed from pulling at her clothes as his naked body moved against her still hidden one. Her hands ran along his naked skin, hesitantly exploring his smooth yet hard body. Slowly her fear subsided and she guided Erik's hands, encouraging him to remove her night gown that had been clinging to her body all night. Erik griped the soft white silk that fit Christine like skin and pulled it down off of her body, revealing her to his eyes. He stared at her hungrily for a long moment causing Christine to start to loose her calm again. She pulled at the blankets in a vain attempt to try and cover herself, Erik quickly moved back over her and brought his mouth to hers once again, replacing her fear with desire. He was pressed against her and could practically hear her heart beating as he moved himself into her. A muffled cry esceped as he pushed harder, her face buried in his shoulder as she tried to conceal her cry of pain. Afraid she'd cause him to stop. And though it hurt she knew it had to be done.

"Shh" he soothed. "It'll only hurt for a moment my dear, I promise." And it did Christine felt the sharp pain that was pulsing through her body slowly fade as Erik took slow gentle strokes into her.

Erik barely contained a moan as he pressed into Christine, so wet, so warm and tight. But he refused to show any pleasure as Christine cried out in pain. He whispered soothingly to her as he moved slowly inside her. Her pain filled cry causing guilt to flood through him. But he continued his movements knowing that her pain wouldn't last long.

Soon she was moaning along with him as he took deeper and quicker strokes. His body moving against her soft silky one. Every moan that escaped her lips sent chills down his spine. Knowing that he was the cause of everyone. Her hands were gripping him tightly no doubt leaving scratches along his back as she reached her climax. Erik felt her muscles clamping down tightly on him, felt her pulsating around him, causing him to loose all control. "Christine" he whispered huskily as he came inside her, it felt like nothing he'd ever experienced, so much better than he ever imagined, ever dreamed.

"I love you" she whispered her voice raw from exertion. It was said so quietly Erik wasn't sure if he'd really heard it or not. But he was too tired to wonder on it for long. He felt exhaustion claim him and soon fell asleep with an already sleeping Christine wrapped in his arms.

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"Well I'm glad everything worked out for them." Buffy said to Angel. Both of them had been sitting in an awkward silence for sometime now. "Just wish they hadn't been so loud. Would have made things a lot less awkward for the rest of us."

Angel put his arm around her and pulling her into his embrace. "After that little audio show you sure your willing to give up sex and come back to me?"

"After that show I'm ready to give up sex forever." She told him.

"Your horrible. But I'm trying to be serious Buffy. Are you sure this is what you want?"

"I'm sure. I'm more than sure. We'll figure something out, besides there's still other things we can do." She purred seductively.

"Is that so?" Angel pressed her back into the wall she was sitting in front off as he began his assault on her mouth.

"Mmm hmm" she mumbled between kisses. "Besides haven't you figured it out yet? You don't need sex to keep me around. All you got to do is buy me shiny things!" Angel laughed and bit down lightly on her lip.

"Consider it done."