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A/N: The reason I didn't so very much of Cloud hating Sephy is because: I really don't want them hating each other because I have a very vague idea of a few scenes that I could have. I really have no idea HOW much he hates him. when I had FF7 like.forever ago I was like a stupid brat who couldn't take care of her games and it's scratched all to hell. and I have yet to spurge 20 bucks and buy it. again. and I didn't get too far. as I can remember my uncle got me as far as I was. And of course I love Sephy and Cloudy and can't have them hating each other, I might go places I don't want to go. like someone killing the other. nope. can't kill off those I love.
A/n 2 : If you haven't yet go and read Innocence Corrupted by Mistress and when your down bug her for an update!
Never again Chapter 14 Life's Scar
Riku pushed himself up with weak arms, the tears from last night catching up with him, causing his head to pound and his body to feel like he hadn't slept in days. He turned to see Sora in the bed next to him, mouth open, slightly drooling on Riku's pillow, "Oh, that's gross." Riku mumbled to himself before gently climbing over Sora's prone form
He slowly walked down the quiet hallway, carefully listening to the sound of Cloud's light snoring. It wasn't too obvious, more like heavy breathing then snoring. He stopped at Cloud's door for a second before continuing on, making sure the man was after all asleep.
The morning light shone brightly through the windows, giving everything a peaceful glow. Riku found himself smiling at the beauty of it all, the pure innocence in the morning, something that hasn't been corrupted by darkness yet. With a sigh Riku waved his skinny hand in front of his face for a second before finally deciding what he was doing would end this whole thing.
He knew that Sephiroth was sent by Ansem, he also knew that Sephiroth would have killed them all if he had wanted to. The all mighty Sephiroth was a legend to the heartless. or those few that thought, but a legend none the less. The Fallen Angel. And if you've fallen, you are supposedly worse then those who had never been in light. Nice little concept.
Riku put all of his strength into opening that portal, into opening the last dark portal he would ever make again, whether he lives or dies, this would be that last of it.
He stepped through the dark portal and the familiar feeling passed over his body, the darkness trying to creep back into his body. Trying to suffocate him, it was a rare occurrence that something not purely evil passed through, and the darkness was hungry. It wanted to feed off of whatever light Riku had retained. It could care less for his half-heart, that was for the heartless, it wanted the light he didn't know he had.
Riku suddenly felt bad for not leaving Sora a note, not telling him where he was. No, on second thought he was glad he hadn't, because Sora would follow him and then Riku would, yet again, be the cause of Sora getting hurt. Though he would know where he was going instantly when he woke up and realized he was gone, there was only one place where he could go. To fight Ansem. Cloud would help him find Riku, Cloud seemed like that kind of person to Riku.
What will Kairi be thinking? She'll probably be mad at him for going, yelling at him that he was far from ready to fight the Lord of Darkness. yeah well, so was Ansem. Ansem was just as weak as Riku, but Ansem was regaining his strength quickly, he could feel it. He knew for a fact that he shared a heart with Ansem, there was no doubt about it in his mind, and if he had to die so Ansem would die as well then so be it.
Necessary sacrifices.
As soon as Riku stepped out of the portal the familiar cold air of End of The World hit him. He shivered involuntary at the memories that attacked his mind, leaving him scared. He took another step and his courage began to rise, his strength. He could beat Ansem if he tired hard enough, all he needed was to go back to his old self. That meant he wasn't going to fear anything, that was a weakness that had been beat into him in his childhood. That also meant that he wasn't going to let anything get to him, even if Ansem did bring up the. the. rape.. or if he tried it again, he would not falter. He would when if he could stand his ground.
And this time he'd stay to make sure he's dead. He did not like the fact that he was stabbed in the chest for nothing, even if it had healed extremely fast.
"Ansem!" He yelled, knowing that he was here. His heart cried out of it's other half, it was tired of beating separately, "I know you're here!"
Riku had his guard up, he knew Ansem was capable of doing anything in his own domain but he also knew that Ansem could not protect his body while controlling the walls. His defenses went down as he fought. Bad strategy.
He remembered when he had sat in a corner for hours, willing his beaten body to stop hurting. Ansem had set in a chair, tempting Riku to try any thing with his venerable body. Riku had pictured slitting Ansem's throat, draining him of all that cold blood that ran through his veins. He had almost done it to, just as he decided that if he failed he, himself, would most likely be killed Ansem decided to return to his body. He smirked at Riku before patting him on the head, telling him he was a good pet and actually feeding him that night. After that he had decided that not doing anything was a 'very' good idea, since he did enjoy eating every once and a while.
"My pet, you have come back to me! Did you grow bored of your old friends, I knew they could not do for you what I could."
Riku hid his disgust as best he could, this man, he decided for the umpteenth time, was a sick psycho. Why would he come back to him? After he beat him daily, starved him and then to top that all of r. raped him in front of his best friend.
Riku felt an unusually feeling of self-confidence as he managed to almost think the word. maybe soon, he could get over it. Sora wanted him to get help, to talk to someone but how was he suppose to talk to someone when he couldn't even think the word yet?
Riku jumped as Ansem laid a hand on his shoulder and patted his head. God, I hate that, Riku thought, like I'm a damn dog! Well, I'll show him soon how I am not his damn pet. Ansem smiled, "I knew you couldn't resist me for long, I knew you and me were similar," Riku fingered the dagger he had brought with him, "I knew you loved me as well."
Ansem bent over and kissed Riku's forehead and Riku felt like puking right there. or running away to stop the rush of memories. but he couldn't he had said he would not falter, and he would not.
Ansem wasn't close enough yet for him to stab him, or harm in any way at that before he saw the blade. Riku bit his tongue, trying to control his shaking, he had to do this right, he couldn't be rash about this. Timing was everything.
The hand on his shoulder fell to the hem of Riku's shirt and began to play with it, lifting it up painfully slow. Ansem's lips fell to Riku's, his tongue seeking passage as it licked Riku's lips. Riku slowly opened them feeling sick for this, suddenly Ansem's tongue was in his mouth and his body was right up to Riku's.
So Riku pulled the blade out of it's hiding spot and slammed it into Ansem's unsuspecting body. Ansem cried out, instantly retracting his tongue which Riku had began to bite. Before Riku knew what happened Ansem's fist collided with his face and he was thrown back, slamming hard into a wall, "You fucking brat!" Ansem yelled stalking up to Riku.
Riku tried to stand up but his head was spinning, he felt blood trickle down the back of his neck from where he had hit it on the wall. Why wasn't Ansem hurt? Sure, blood was pouring out of his body but it didn't slow him down one bit. And Riku was scared, even though he told himself that he would not be, he was.
Riku scooted along the wall as Ansem advanced on him. His eyes showing Riku just how mad he was, and letting him know exactly what he planned on doing to Riku. Beat him shitless. and then. maybe.
No, he would fight!
He pushed himself to his feet, holding himself up with one hand, "What's the matter Ansem? I thought you liked it rough?" Riku asked, smirking as he said it, "Or do you just like to be the dominator."
"Riku, Riku, Riku," Ansem scolded, "I gave you the chance to have an almost normal relationship."
"Oh, I'm sorry. the underage part is the none normal part isn't it?" Riku stepped back again, still leaning on the wall, "I'm sorry to tell you Ansem, 'dear', but I don't like being on bottom. I do like causing you pain though. we could play it that way."
Ansem sped up and Riku laughed, "Guess not," Riku shrugged, "Hmm, we'll I guess it won't work between us, I'll be wanting the other part of my heart back."
Riku smiled as Ansem's anger grew. He was surprised when he flew back again, the wind was knocked out of him this time as he hit the wall, "I'm in control, boy!"
TBC
I'm really, really sorry it's so short, I wish I could do like other authors and have like at least ten pages written but I suck.
Sorry for the cliff hanger, I'll try to write another chapter. but it'll be in a little bit. because I have like 5 test this week, then have to take those damn practice Taks or whatever, then exams the next week. hopefully sometime before Christmas but I'm not making any promises.
A/N: The reason I didn't so very much of Cloud hating Sephy is because: I really don't want them hating each other because I have a very vague idea of a few scenes that I could have. I really have no idea HOW much he hates him. when I had FF7 like.forever ago I was like a stupid brat who couldn't take care of her games and it's scratched all to hell. and I have yet to spurge 20 bucks and buy it. again. and I didn't get too far. as I can remember my uncle got me as far as I was. And of course I love Sephy and Cloudy and can't have them hating each other, I might go places I don't want to go. like someone killing the other. nope. can't kill off those I love.
A/n 2 : If you haven't yet go and read Innocence Corrupted by Mistress and when your down bug her for an update!
Never again Chapter 14 Life's Scar
Riku pushed himself up with weak arms, the tears from last night catching up with him, causing his head to pound and his body to feel like he hadn't slept in days. He turned to see Sora in the bed next to him, mouth open, slightly drooling on Riku's pillow, "Oh, that's gross." Riku mumbled to himself before gently climbing over Sora's prone form
He slowly walked down the quiet hallway, carefully listening to the sound of Cloud's light snoring. It wasn't too obvious, more like heavy breathing then snoring. He stopped at Cloud's door for a second before continuing on, making sure the man was after all asleep.
The morning light shone brightly through the windows, giving everything a peaceful glow. Riku found himself smiling at the beauty of it all, the pure innocence in the morning, something that hasn't been corrupted by darkness yet. With a sigh Riku waved his skinny hand in front of his face for a second before finally deciding what he was doing would end this whole thing.
He knew that Sephiroth was sent by Ansem, he also knew that Sephiroth would have killed them all if he had wanted to. The all mighty Sephiroth was a legend to the heartless. or those few that thought, but a legend none the less. The Fallen Angel. And if you've fallen, you are supposedly worse then those who had never been in light. Nice little concept.
Riku put all of his strength into opening that portal, into opening the last dark portal he would ever make again, whether he lives or dies, this would be that last of it.
He stepped through the dark portal and the familiar feeling passed over his body, the darkness trying to creep back into his body. Trying to suffocate him, it was a rare occurrence that something not purely evil passed through, and the darkness was hungry. It wanted to feed off of whatever light Riku had retained. It could care less for his half-heart, that was for the heartless, it wanted the light he didn't know he had.
Riku suddenly felt bad for not leaving Sora a note, not telling him where he was. No, on second thought he was glad he hadn't, because Sora would follow him and then Riku would, yet again, be the cause of Sora getting hurt. Though he would know where he was going instantly when he woke up and realized he was gone, there was only one place where he could go. To fight Ansem. Cloud would help him find Riku, Cloud seemed like that kind of person to Riku.
What will Kairi be thinking? She'll probably be mad at him for going, yelling at him that he was far from ready to fight the Lord of Darkness. yeah well, so was Ansem. Ansem was just as weak as Riku, but Ansem was regaining his strength quickly, he could feel it. He knew for a fact that he shared a heart with Ansem, there was no doubt about it in his mind, and if he had to die so Ansem would die as well then so be it.
Necessary sacrifices.
As soon as Riku stepped out of the portal the familiar cold air of End of The World hit him. He shivered involuntary at the memories that attacked his mind, leaving him scared. He took another step and his courage began to rise, his strength. He could beat Ansem if he tired hard enough, all he needed was to go back to his old self. That meant he wasn't going to fear anything, that was a weakness that had been beat into him in his childhood. That also meant that he wasn't going to let anything get to him, even if Ansem did bring up the. the. rape.. or if he tried it again, he would not falter. He would when if he could stand his ground.
And this time he'd stay to make sure he's dead. He did not like the fact that he was stabbed in the chest for nothing, even if it had healed extremely fast.
"Ansem!" He yelled, knowing that he was here. His heart cried out of it's other half, it was tired of beating separately, "I know you're here!"
Riku had his guard up, he knew Ansem was capable of doing anything in his own domain but he also knew that Ansem could not protect his body while controlling the walls. His defenses went down as he fought. Bad strategy.
He remembered when he had sat in a corner for hours, willing his beaten body to stop hurting. Ansem had set in a chair, tempting Riku to try any thing with his venerable body. Riku had pictured slitting Ansem's throat, draining him of all that cold blood that ran through his veins. He had almost done it to, just as he decided that if he failed he, himself, would most likely be killed Ansem decided to return to his body. He smirked at Riku before patting him on the head, telling him he was a good pet and actually feeding him that night. After that he had decided that not doing anything was a 'very' good idea, since he did enjoy eating every once and a while.
"My pet, you have come back to me! Did you grow bored of your old friends, I knew they could not do for you what I could."
Riku hid his disgust as best he could, this man, he decided for the umpteenth time, was a sick psycho. Why would he come back to him? After he beat him daily, starved him and then to top that all of r. raped him in front of his best friend.
Riku felt an unusually feeling of self-confidence as he managed to almost think the word. maybe soon, he could get over it. Sora wanted him to get help, to talk to someone but how was he suppose to talk to someone when he couldn't even think the word yet?
Riku jumped as Ansem laid a hand on his shoulder and patted his head. God, I hate that, Riku thought, like I'm a damn dog! Well, I'll show him soon how I am not his damn pet. Ansem smiled, "I knew you couldn't resist me for long, I knew you and me were similar," Riku fingered the dagger he had brought with him, "I knew you loved me as well."
Ansem bent over and kissed Riku's forehead and Riku felt like puking right there. or running away to stop the rush of memories. but he couldn't he had said he would not falter, and he would not.
Ansem wasn't close enough yet for him to stab him, or harm in any way at that before he saw the blade. Riku bit his tongue, trying to control his shaking, he had to do this right, he couldn't be rash about this. Timing was everything.
The hand on his shoulder fell to the hem of Riku's shirt and began to play with it, lifting it up painfully slow. Ansem's lips fell to Riku's, his tongue seeking passage as it licked Riku's lips. Riku slowly opened them feeling sick for this, suddenly Ansem's tongue was in his mouth and his body was right up to Riku's.
So Riku pulled the blade out of it's hiding spot and slammed it into Ansem's unsuspecting body. Ansem cried out, instantly retracting his tongue which Riku had began to bite. Before Riku knew what happened Ansem's fist collided with his face and he was thrown back, slamming hard into a wall, "You fucking brat!" Ansem yelled stalking up to Riku.
Riku tried to stand up but his head was spinning, he felt blood trickle down the back of his neck from where he had hit it on the wall. Why wasn't Ansem hurt? Sure, blood was pouring out of his body but it didn't slow him down one bit. And Riku was scared, even though he told himself that he would not be, he was.
Riku scooted along the wall as Ansem advanced on him. His eyes showing Riku just how mad he was, and letting him know exactly what he planned on doing to Riku. Beat him shitless. and then. maybe.
No, he would fight!
He pushed himself to his feet, holding himself up with one hand, "What's the matter Ansem? I thought you liked it rough?" Riku asked, smirking as he said it, "Or do you just like to be the dominator."
"Riku, Riku, Riku," Ansem scolded, "I gave you the chance to have an almost normal relationship."
"Oh, I'm sorry. the underage part is the none normal part isn't it?" Riku stepped back again, still leaning on the wall, "I'm sorry to tell you Ansem, 'dear', but I don't like being on bottom. I do like causing you pain though. we could play it that way."
Ansem sped up and Riku laughed, "Guess not," Riku shrugged, "Hmm, we'll I guess it won't work between us, I'll be wanting the other part of my heart back."
Riku smiled as Ansem's anger grew. He was surprised when he flew back again, the wind was knocked out of him this time as he hit the wall, "I'm in control, boy!"
TBC
I'm really, really sorry it's so short, I wish I could do like other authors and have like at least ten pages written but I suck.
Sorry for the cliff hanger, I'll try to write another chapter. but it'll be in a little bit. because I have like 5 test this week, then have to take those damn practice Taks or whatever, then exams the next week. hopefully sometime before Christmas but I'm not making any promises.