…MEMORY

Spike sees Angel
appear in the alley
behind the Hyperion.

"Boo,"
he says stepping
out of the shadows;
coming face to face
with his grand-sire.

"Anyone else,"
Angel asks.

He can tell Angel is worried.
He feels the same concern.

If they are
the only two left
there is no way they
are going to win this,
and Spike knows
from experience
that dying isn't
exactly a
recreational activity.

"Not so far.
Do you feel the heat?"

"It's coming,"
Angel responds.

"Finally got ourselves
a decent brawl."

He means for the comment
to express excitement.

The words leave his mouth
with a bit of reluctance.

Though the promise
of battle
exhilarates him,
Spike also knows
that this battle
may be his last.

The sound of
foot steps
echoes in
his vampire ears,
and Charles Gunn
shows up
at the end of the alley.

He runs,
walks,
then stops
in front of
Spike and Angel.

He reeks of
his own blood spilling.

"Damn,"
Gunn exclaims,
"How did I know
the fang boys
would pull through?
You're lucky we're on the
same side dogs,
'cause I was on fire tonight.
My game was tight."

Charles's voice grows weak
and so does his body.

He begins to fall,
the two vampires
catch him before
he can hit the ground.

They set him
on a crate and
Gunn rests his back
against the brick wall
behind him.

Spike looks at the
ebony colored man.

He has so many holes
poked in him
Spike is surprised
Gunn made it to
the alley at all.

"You're supposed to wear
the red stuff on the inside,
Charlie boy,"
Spike says in unhappy jest.

Gunn ignores
his own pain
and inquires,
"Any word on Wes?"

The metallic clatter
of chain-link rattling
resounds around the men.

Illyria leaps over
the fence
landing on her feet
on the other side.

She looks like
a deranged cat
left in the rain
and something
about her face is off.

She does not
wear her normal
blank expression
but one of
turbulent anger
and loss.

"Wesley's dead."

The words plummet from
Blue's lips
and topple
on Spike like bricks.

The blonde vamp
hadn't really been
close to the watcher
but he had
grown to like
the book man.

The pain of his death
nips at him a bit.

"I am feeling grief for him,"
she admits,
"I can't seem to control it.
I wish to do more violence."

Illyria's eyes glaze over
with cold hard determination.

Spike turns his attention
to an approaching crowd.

Demons;
thousands of them.
A massive army
of horned and clawed
creatures
squeezing themselves
into the confines of the alley.

Bloody Hell!

"Well, wishes just
happen to be
horses today,"
Spike says.

An enraged dragon
screams from above.

"Among other things,"
Angel adds.

Gunn accesses the situation,
"Okay. You take the
thirty thousand
on the left…"

"You're fading.
You'll last
ten minutes at best,"
Illyria interrupts insensitively.

Charles pries himself
from his seat position
with resolve.
"Lets make them memorable."

Spike come to stand
beside Angel,
Gunn and Illyria
follow behind.

"In terms of plan?"
Spike asks Angel.

Peaches always has a plan.
Spike never plans,
but using that
strategy in battle
has failed him in the past.

Surprisingly Angel answers with,

"We fight."

That's the plan?

"Bit more specific?"
he says hoping

Angel is joking.

"Well, personally,
I want to
slay the dragon.
Lets go to work."

As the demons of darkness
attack Spike
he thinks of her.

He tries not to
but he can't help it.

He thinks of Buffy;
gallivanting
around Italy
with Dawn
and that wanker the Immortal.

Probably having
the time of her life.

Never knowing
he's alive,
never knowing
he's most likely
going to die again.