Dear diary,
Today was horrible! I cannot believe everything that happened in just one day! It started off in the afternoon at about 1:30 when we got a call saying that Terra was attacking the city under Slades orders. Of course as soon as Robin heard it had something to do with Slade he flew off the handle, as he always does when something has to do with Slade. Robin is like a brother to me but he needs to get a grip! If Robin would control his emotions and feelings a bit better( that must sound odd coming from me of all people!) then he would have a better chance of winning. He gets so determined to beat out Slade that he causes himself to lose. Anyway, we rushed out to the city in Cyborgs prized T-car, or rather we tried to rush out ( we broke down on the highway.) So then I had to levitate everyone exept Star who flew of course, to the crimescene. It was horrible. Part of the city was burning, it was smoky and hard to see, people were running and screaming, and in the middle of it all, aiming large rocks at citizens was Terra. As soon as she saw us she got that wicked smile on her face. That smile that says " you know you cannot win, so why bother?" I hate her! I know it is wrong to hate, but Terra has to be an exception. She aimed a large piece of a building right at me but I was able to block it. Barely. Robin ran right at her with his little staff but she broke it in half. I repaet, today was horrible. The worst of it was that Terra got away. When we got back to the Tower Robin exploded at Star. He was yelling that it was her fault Terra got away. I feel bad for the poor girl but from a certain point of view it was her fault. It happened like this, Cy and BB were kocked out, Terra started to run away but Robin grabbed her arms so she could not move but she was putting up quite a struggle. Starfire, who only wanted to help Robin, aimed a Starbolt at aTerra but she did not aim well and she hit Robin instead. Thats how Terra escaped. I know that Robin loves Star but he needs to remember that she is quick to tears. After the yelling was over, BB, Cy and I talked to Robin, and he agreed to apologize to Star if we went with him. We all went down to Stars room, after an hour of helping Robin decide what to say to her. I went in first but she was not there. I called in Cy, BB, and Rob and we all got the shock of a lifetime. Her window was wide open and on the windowsill was a note that I have taped here in my Diary. Here it is :
My Dearest Friends,
I wish for all of you to know that I will miss all of you, and love you all forever. I have made the decision to withdraw myself from the Teen Titans and return to my homeworld of Tamaran. Earlier today I recieved a message from Tamaran saying that my mother, Queen Blazefire has deceased. My homeworld has a monarchy government and therefore, since I am Blazefires daughter, I must become the next Queen. I am sorry to leave you all my friends but my world needs a Queen. It is my duty to return. Please understand that this has nothing to do with anything against you all but I must fullfill the duty that was guven to me. Obviously, Blackfire is not suitable Queen so I am taking on that roll. I will miss you all dearly, and no matter what happens, I will love you forever Robin, and my wonderful friend Raven, you will always be a sister to me. Goodbye, my darling friends.
I was shocked. It is hard to believe that my closest friend is gone. And that letter sounded nothing like our Starfire, it sounded so much more machure and grown up than the Star I met. Perhaps I will see her again someday. I no longer have the will to write anymore. I do not know why but I feel so different now. So strange without my sister-friend. I am 15 now. Maybe I will continue my writing at the next stage in my life. I vow to write again when that time comes. Goodbye for now my Dear Diary.
AUTHORS NOTE: I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I wanted it to be a bit more emotional than the others. I do hope it was not depressing though. I WILL BE WRITING MORE! This chapter may have sounded as if Raven had stopped writing forever but that is not the case. The next chapter takes place when Raven is older and has a family. ENJOY!