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Faith: Well, this is number two. I thought of this one in church while I was dozing again…
Drabble Number Two – KyoXTohru – 270 words
Acceptance
Time.
I've wasted so much of it…thinking it over, telling myself that I should just tell her, or kiss her, or do something to show her how I feel…but each time, I find a way to get distracted. Months have gone by and I haven't told her how much I…I love her.
But I can't. I can't just walk up to her and…and tell her…what would she say…what would she do? I can't risk the friendship and acceptance that she has offered me…she's already done enough…she even accepted my…other…form…even though she was frightened, she still cares about me…
This is ridiculous. If she can accept my other form, she can accept my love!
But this is different…I'm forcing my feelings on her, as a burden, especially if she doesn't feel the same…
Maybe, if I give her some time, if I take her out on dates…she'll grow to love me…maybe…
Then there's the way she looks at that damn rat…like maybe she likes him more than a friend…and Yuki is so much better than me, more noble…he'd probably be able to satisfy her in ways that I could never…
I should just tell her. She shouldn't be in the dark about this…I have to tell her…I have to see her reaction…maybe all she feels for Yuki is friendship…
"Kyo? Are you home?" I growled in frustration.
"Yes?" I yelled down to Shigure.
"Kazuma called, he's waiting for you at the dojo." I closed my eyes. I had forgotten about Shishou, lost in my thoughts…
"I'll be right there," I called.
Once again, I found a way not to tell her.
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