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chapter 8 : What happened ?Haruka's breakdown

Usagi and the other ineer senshi were gathered around at the Hikawa Temple .'' Do you think we will become flower girls ?'' Usagi asked .'' I hope so , we can get all the intention at the wedding when i show up in my very sexy dress which shows my breasts perfectly.'' minako said smiling.

'' Minako it will be a wedding not a hooker party .'' Rei muttered . She was getting tired of Minako always talking about sex .'' Why can't i wear sexy stuff , I'm sure Haruka will like it .''

'' Yeah Michiru will love it too .'' Makoto said rolling her eyes.'' Be serious Minako ... ''

'' I am serious ... I know Haruka likes porn and blondes .'' Minako said looking serious .

'' Minako you know that's not true .. Or is Michiru blonde ?'' Ami asked knowing Minako was wrong as ussual .

'' Ah Ami you know what they say , who doesn't try will never win .'' Minako said trying to look smart .

'' No Minako you mean ... wait that one is right .'' Ami was speechless .

Usagi looked at her feet .' Am i sure about taking Mamoru back ? He is in love with Haruka and I know he will never cheat on me with her .. but ...I have this strange feeling that there's more behind this all . I'm sure Haruka knows ...Maybe i should ask her ?'

'' Usagi ?'' Minako repeated for the thirth time before Usagi finally looked up .'' Yes ?'' Usagi asked still a little in thoughts .'' Is everything okay ?'' Makoto now asked but Usagi only nodded before saying :'' I need to talk to Haruka about something .. is it okay i leave ?''

The other four nodded and before they could ask more Usagi was gone .'' She didn't trip this time . '' Rei started .'' She must be sick .''

The outer senshi house ...

Usagi knocked a few times on the door softly before Setsuna opened the door and before Usagi could say more Setsuna said :'' Come in i will get Haruka for you .'' Usagi just nodded .' Why does it still suprise me that she knows why i'm here ? I mean she is sailor pluto .'

Usagi sat down on the couch and looked around the house . It still looked the same as yesterday . The christmas tree .. The smell of warm and fresh baked cookies. It was just like the home Usagi never had . Well not in this way . Once she had felt save at home with Mamoru and chibi-usa . It felt like they were a real family but that changed when Usagi heard Mamoru scream Haruka's name in his sleep . Not screaams of fear ... screams of pleasure . He had wet dreams of her and it hurt her more then she ever dared to admit . But there was more ... Mamoru would go out late and return early in the morning giving her a kiss on the cheek and then walk away without saying he loved her . And that didn't change .

'' Usagi ?'' Haruka asked when she walked into the room looking at the almost crying princess .'' Are you okay ?''

'' No.'' Usagi now sobbed . Haruka walked over to her and hugged the smaller girl . '' Tell me what's wrong ..''

'' It's Mamoru ...he ... has changed so much ... I don't know ..it's like he is there ..but then again he is not ..'' Usagi cried . She was confused . She sounded lost . It was the sound that no one wanted to hear .. because if they did they would feel sad too . So did Haruka . ' Michiru changed too ..after i asked her to marry me.' Haruka thought but it wasn't her place to cry infront of Usagi and just hugged the smaller girl .

'' It's okay Usagi .. He will change .. I think he just needs time ..'' Haruka knew she lied . Mamoru didn't need time . He needed to be tortured before he would come to his senses but ofcourse she didn't tell Usagi that .

'' Haruka ?'' The princess now asked looking up .'' Yes ?'' Usagi turned red . She really didn't want to ask Haruka but she needed to know what was wrong and she could tell Haruka knew . Yesterday she saw it when Mamoru confesed infront of everyone .'' What else is wrong with Mamoru ?''

' Dammit ..' Haruka thought . She couldn't tell Usagi that Mamoru had slept with Biko . She wasn't even sure herself why Mamoru slept with Biko . It didn't make any sence. '' I don't know , Usagi . Why don't you ask Setsuna i'm sure she knows .''

'' Haruka , please . What is wrong with Mamoru exept for the fact he's in love with you ?''

'' I really don't know .''

'' Haruka ... please ..''

'' Usagi ... I can't ... i promised .''

'' Who did you promise not to tell ? Mamoru ?'' Usagi asked desperate .

'' Maybe .'' Haruka answered .' Maybe i should tell .. this isn't fair .. Usagi is so innocent .. she deserves to know .'

Usagi pulled herself out of Haruka's arms and looked at her angry .'' You promised Mamoru ? You don't even like him , hate him as far as I can tell !" Usagi yelled .

'' I'm sorry ... i promised and so i won't tell ... And if you don't respect that... It's your choice ...'' Haruka said feeling a little angry .Nothing seemed to be going right . Michiru acted strange almost dead .. And Usagi was mad at her for being honest . It seemed to be so much at this time .

'' Okay .'' Usagi said standing up and running out of the house without saying anything . Haruka burried her head in her hands and without even knowing it she started to cry. She felt so depressed .' It's all repeating itself...'

Setsuna stood in a dark corner looking at Haruka with sad eyes .' What's happening to her ? What happened to the Haruka i know ? This can't be because of Michiru or Usagi's outburst .' Setsuna knew for sure Haruka was hiding something .' What happened Haruka ?' She asked herself before turning around and walked out of the room.

Playing talking - playing talking
Has take us so far -has take us so far
Broken down cars - broken down cars
Like strong and old stars - like strong and old stars
Playing talking - playing talking
Has served us so well - has served us so well
We traveled through hell - we traveled through hell
Know how we fell - know how we fell

Playing talking - playing talking
Is making us hold - is making us hold
So strong, loud and cold - so strong, loud and cold
I'm feeling so old - I'm feeling so old
Playing talking - playing talking
Has ruined us now - has ruined us now
We never know how - we never know how
Sweeter than doubt - sweeter than doubt

to be continued ...

R&R .. I hope ya'll liked it ... And is Haruka really hiding something ? Will Usagi ever find out about Biko ? And what will become of Haruka and Michiru's relationship after all this misunderstanding ? From here things can only go up or down .. And that's where i take over ! please let me know what ya'll think...

Amnesia Nymph