Disclaimer: I do not own Haruka or Michiru I just pretend when anyone is looking….hahaha. I do own this story though.

Thanks for the reviews. I'm sorry I know Michi suffers a lot, but aren't the good ones who suffer the most? Haruka suffers to, but the truth this story is more about Michiru. ( Ah and to Sailormars2005: I Know Haruka is a girl! probably you are not a H&M fan...)

The next chapter is a little depressing, sorry but … well you know I'm a bit blue this days.

Unfaithful

By auraluna7

Chapter 14: Broken Heart's diet

Michiru came back to the house and let the desperation filled her, she was so incredibly sad, just a few days ago they had reconcile and now…She sat down in the living room, trying to get distracted she catch a book but couldn't concentrate at all, after reading the same line for the twentieth time she quit it and just sat there waiting.

"Miss?"

"What is it Shi?"

"Are you making dinner? " Michiru wasn't hungry at all, she even felt sick, but perhaps Haruka was coming for dinner.

"Reheat the meat loaf I baked yesterday"

"Ok"

Time went by, Michiru forced herself not to cry anymore, she didn't wanted Haruka to find her sobbing, she had to stay cool. "Where are you? Where are you? Where are you?"

"Miss?"

"What?"

"Should I bring you something? You have not eaten anything."

"What time is it?"

"12:00 p.m."

Michiru didn't realize she had been sitting in the living room for so long. "No, I don't want anything; you can go to rest now"

Shishi was concerned, Michiru seemed sick, she hadn't even drink anything all day long, or the day before. "Are you sure? I can fix you some tea"

"Good Night Shi"

"Good Night Miss"

The clock was ticking, Michiru wandered in the living room, she wanted so badly to scream, finally it was morning again and she was still alone.

"Miss Michiru can I offer you some breakfast?"

"No!" Michiru was outraged, she ran upstairs crying. Where on earth was Haruka?

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Michiru tried to practice but it was useless, she couldn't kill the time faster. Finally close to 4 p.m. she called Haruka's cell phone.

"Hello"

"Where are you?"

"Michiru?"

"Oh so know you don't recognize me!" "You promised to be home yesterday"

"Yeah… well I got some stuff to do, maybe I'll drop later or tomorrow, I need some clothes. Please stop calling, I'm working…."

Michiru slammed the phone. This situation wasn't tolerable anymore. She get into their room and climbed in the bed still dressed and cover herself. She was so tired; she was not fighting any more.

Knock, knock

"What?"

"Miss Can I bring you something?"

"No, and please leave me alone, I don't want anything ok? I'm not available for anyone, if they call from work tell them I'm sick, I'm not home for anyone…. Except Haruka"

"Ok Miss"

Michiru watched the sun coming down once more; another lonely night without Haruka was coming ahead.

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"Oh God, Oh God!"

"What's up Kiki?"

"Have you read the paper this morning?"

"No, what is it, a big sale or something?"

Kiki handed over the paper to Kay. On the front page of the sports section was a huge picture of Haruka and Tundra kissing, next to it another one shaped as a broken heart with Michiru and Haruka…

"Good God, I shall call Michi"

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"Miss Kaioh isn't available Mrs."

"Is she home?"

"Ah…."

"How is she?"

Shishi whispered "Bad"

"Can you lend me the phone number of her friend Setsuna?"

"Sure Mrs. Kay"

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Knock, knock

"I told you to leave me alone"

"Miss Setsuna is here Miss"

"Tell her I'm not home!"

The door opened and Setsuna came in, Michiru was still lying in bed, fully dressed and looking awful, she was pale and thin; she hadn't been eating or anything else for almost 4 days.

"Are you trying to kill yourself?"

"Leave me alone Setsuna, I'm in no mood for visitors."

"Obviously, how long have you been here?"

"I don't know"

"What happened?"

"I don't know"

"When was the last time you ate?"

"I don't know!"

"What on earth do you know?"

"I know I want to be left alone to die…" Michiru burst into tears again; Setsuna climbed on the bed and hold her.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"She promised me… she said…and then…oh…."

"Where is she?"

"Probably fucking Tundra"

"Don't say that, this is probably a misunderstood."

"Yeah, I misunderstood, I thought she loved me"

"You have to get out of this bed"

"I don't want to"

"Michiru…"

"Please leave, I'll be fine"

"Setsuna isn't leaving and neither are we" Kay and Kiki came in looking worried, things were worst than they thought.

"She needs to eat"

"And take a bath"

"Therapy…"

"Hey, don't talk like if wasn't here!"

"I'll ask Shishi to bring you something to eat while you take a bath"

"Cut it out, I just want to sleep"

"Oh god, and do you always nap in Vera Wang dresses?" Kiki seem horrified.

"I was to tired to change myself"

"At list put on some pyjamas"

Kay was angry, she couldn't tolerate seeing Michiru so crushed. "Good Lord you cannot be serious, you're loosing a war out there!"

"I've already lost"

"Nonsense, go take a freaking bath, we are going out for a nice retail therapy"

"I can't go shopping, I have no money, I'm practically on the streets you see…"

"Don't be such a drama queen! There are no homeless people sleeping in Egyptian cotton sheets dressed like princesses"

"Why isn't anyone taking me serious? I'm too depressed." "Whatever, I don't have shopping money; I need to save, anytime now, Haruka is going to kick me out of her house"

"Has she cancelled your credit cards?"

"No, but that's her money…."

"If I were you…" Kiki climbed to the bed holding a hair brush, she began combing Michiru's hair, she had the absolute security that looking good was the first step for feeling good. "I'll go out and max her credit cards!"

Michiru smiled, she could definitely imagine Kiki doing such thing, however she was incapable of doing it, she still asked Haruka for checks even though she signed on the account. "I cannot do that"

"Fine, at list brush your teeth"

"If I get a bath and eat; would you leave me alone?"

Kay smiled. "No, but we will stop nagging…"

Michiru caved, she actually needed a shower and she was feeling a little bit hungry, when she saw herself in the mirror she found out she have lost at list 6 pounds. "So this is the broken heart diet, the more unhappy the most skinny…"

When she came out of the shower she found out that Shishi brought her a tray with some soup, she was actually hungrier than she thought.

"Michiru you cannot let yourself go, you need to fight back!"

"Kay, please…"

"What did she said to you? Why did you fight?"

"She thinks I'm dating Iñaki Kiyama"

Kiki open up her mouth in surprise. "Are you?"

"Of course not! We went out for a friendly dinner"

"When?"

"Last week, in London"

"I don't get it"

"Kiki pay attention, he happened to be there and we went out for dinner, he bought me some flowers, that's all."

"So you told Haruka and she freaked?"

"I don't know who told her, it's not important I didn't do anything…"

"Dinner and flowers sound like a date to me…"

"But he is …" "I promised not to tell"

"What? He's what?"

"You should promise to keep it a secret"

"Ok" Setsuna and Kay nodded.

"Kiki?"

"Oh Michi you know I can't keep any secrets…"

"Please..."

"Fine, I'll try"

"He's gay"

"No way!"

Setsuna sighted. "All the hot ones are taken or gay…"

"So you see I cannot possibly be cheating"

"What did Haruka said about that?"

"Well if perhaps I had had the chance to spoke to her then I'll know, but she hasn't been home in days…"

The silence felt upon them, Kay was concentrate in figuring out what the action plan was. "Can I ask you something?

"Sure" Michiru put the tray on the table and sat in front of the mirror, she was combing her hair.

"Do you want her back?" Michiru looked down, she felt really sad once more.

"Yes" Michiru knew it, it wasn't the same being mad at her than wanting to loose her forever, life without Haruka was not the life she wanted.

"Then there's just one solution…you need to fight, you should stop longing and began attacking, you cannot be here while Tundra is out there stealing Haruka away from you, no seventeen year old bitch is going to beat you!"

"Seventeen! She's seventeen?" Michiru was about to faint, how on earth this girl was so freaking smart? So damn sexy? When Michiru turn seventeen she was a dumb virgin how believed oral sex was equal to dirty talking…

"So what? Just because she's hot and young…"

"And smart and fast…" Kay thrown Kiki a dirty look, this wasn't helping Michiru at all.

"You cannot surrender, did Haruka called off the engagement?"

"No"

"Then Tundra is still the other woman, you cannot hide, go there and remember Haruka who is who! Now, I'll give you 24 more hours to cry and suffer but tomorrow you're coming to the tracks looking like a million dollars and smiling!"

"What excuse do I have to go to the tracks?"

"I know, I know!"

"What Kiki?"

"You can come and help me selling tickets for the New Year's enchantment extravaganza"

"The new year's what?"

"The party you said you have no time to plan!"

"Well you do all recall I work right?"

"Take a few days off, anyway you have being here doing nothing, the season is over isn't it?"

"Fine I'll go, just…. I don't know if it's such a good idea…"

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The girls stay a little longer and then Michiru decided to give this new plan a chance; her backup plan (sleep and die) wasn't so good after all. She was looking for a new way to accommodate the library furniture, when she heard Haruka's car in the entrance, she felt a shiver and walked out to face her.

"Good afternoon"

"Hi Michiru, how are you?"

"Well, let's see; I've got migraine, I'm broken hearted, desperate, minutes from getting insane…" "Ok, I guess"

"Can you tell Shi to pack me a suitcase?"

"We haven't even talked…" "Ok" Michiru turn around and enter the kitchen, when she told Shishi what she wanted she felt light-headed She came back and found Haruka was going trough the mail.

"So…?"

Haruka looked at her, Michiru seemed different. "Are you feeling al right? You look thin"

"I'm … I'm on a new diet" "Stop the short talk, let's face our issues"

"Quit it… so… well I being thinking…"

"Haruka please come back home, I miss you, I love you…"

"Can I talk?"

A slap in the face would have hurt less than Haruka's attitude, Michiru got silent.

"I though that you were right, when we fought the first time you told me I should think about us, if this was what I wanted, what I expected, after all of these I think I should really think better about…us"

"Haruka, is this about Iñaki? He's…"

"He's not the problem, the problem isn't him or Tundra or anyone, this is between you and me. I love you but maybe this love isn't what I want for the rest of my life…"

Michiru looked at Haruka and didn't recognize her, why was she telling her all these hurtful things? "So I think we better get a time off, I won't ask you to leave or anything like that, you can stay here, I'm moving up to… well you know, and then even in the worst scenario we can figure out an arrangement or something…"

"Arrangement? What on earth are you talking about?"

"Well maybe I can buy you an apartment …."

"And give me lunch money!" Michiru jumped from sadness to rage, what was all this crap about an apartment? She better sleep of in the streets than this.

"Well if you need money…"

"How are you? How the hell are you? You know what? Keep your stupid arrangements for yourself, If you happen to see my girlfriend Haruka tell her I still love her, I'm still waiting for her, that nothing else matters to me more than her love, you're not the person I'm in love with, I don't even know you…"

"Don't get like that I cannot talk to you if you're hysterical."

"Oh my God, is she that good at bed that your brain suddenly explode? Should I be knocking at her door? You're a stranger to me." Michiru was to upset to keep talking to this woman, she turned around to leave.

"Wait, you said you wanted to talk! "

"Maybe some other time when you might be a little over yourself, good afternoon"

Michiru stayed in her bedroom till Haruka left she was sinking in this sea of madness. "How come she cheats on me and I'm the one paying the broken dishes?"

How was Michiru getting back Haruka if she seemed to be gone? Michiru felt really bad, she lost her temper again and things were if possible worst, tomorrow when she went of to the tracks she was going to try to fix this, "Love doesn't die Haruka, if you still love me I'm getting you back"

( This chapter was a little longer than I expected, I hoped you suffer it as much as I did, so do you want to know what's going to happen? Well review me! See you)