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chapter 9 : Crying and confused . will love survive ?
Now we've traveled far
But are we any nearer
There's a feelin' we're reaching for
In the fields where it all began
Listen, do you hear
I thought I heard a promise
But that empty feeling grows
And I'm scared that I will forget
Weeks past and it didn't get any better . Haruka was hardly home and Michiru thought Haruka regretted the fact she asked her to marry her . Every night Michiru lay in her bed she was afraid for another dream . I wasn't alone this memory now . She also would get dreams in which Haruka left her because she needed to move on now evil was gone . In those dreams Haruka seemed so careless , that Michiru lost it . She couldn't see what was real or fake anymore . She wasn't going nuts or something .. But she was scared . Especially now . Haruka wasn't home for almost two days now and Michiru thought Haruka had left her . She locked herself in her room crying untill every last tear was cried .
'' Setsuna-mama ... Why don't you tell Michiru what is bugging my Haruka-papa . You must know , you're Pluto remember .'' Hotaru said to her mother .
'' I know i'm pluto nut i'm afraid this time i really don't know what's going on .'' Setsuna answered .
'' But can't you tell Michiru-mama this is all a mistake and Haruka-papa loves her , doesn't she ?''
'' Ofcourse Haruka loves her ... But it's not my place to tell them that kind of stuff ... My duty as Sailor pluto ended the day Galaxia died and the time gate was save once again .''
'' But you are their friend ... Friends help eachother , that's what you told me yourself Setsuna-mama .''
'' Yes ...You know Hotaru , you are to smart for your own good . But you are right .. I should tell Michiru this is all a big mistake and if we are lucky she will go to Haruka herself .'' Setsuna said smiling a bit.
'' But...'' Hotaru started .'' Haruka-papa hasn't been home in a few days , we don't know where she is .''
Setsuna only nodded .'' We will find her , I have a pretty good idea where she could be ..'' Hotaru smiled hoping soon her parents would be together again happy as they alsways had been . She knew Michiru had doubts about her love with Haruka because of some dreams who kept haunting her . She knew for a fact because she overheard a conversation of Michiru talking to Setsuna .
'' Setsuna-mama ? Hotaru asked looking up at her mother .
'' Yes ?''
'' Please bring my Mommy and daddy back together .. I want to see those two marry and be happy again .''
Setsuna smiled and kissed the smaller girl on her cheek . She was amazed of the love Hotaru felt for Haruka and Michiru even though they weren't her real parents . The black haired girl really seemed like a girl daughter , she was easily upset if Haruka and Michiru were . She cried when one of them cried . '' I'll try sweety . But it's late now , you'd better go to sleep okay ?''
Hotaru only nodded before turning around and walked over to her room . She stopped in front of Haruka and Michiru's room looking sad. Almost like she wanted to cry or be held . She just sighed and walked away .
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Haruka sat on a cliff looking at the sky . ' It's beautiful up here .' She looked down at the sea before her heart started to break again .' Michiru ...'
Haruka felt a tear slip down her face but this time she didn't care . She was alone and no one would see her cry . No one would see she was weak .' I don't think i can survive a heartbreak again.' She closed her eyes while the wind played with her blonde locks of hair .
'' Were the sea meets the sky ... There i'll be sailing .'' She whispered .' I thought this time i really found love .. But maybe i was wrong . Maybe Michiru is only with me because she needs someone who can protect her , someone to feel save with . Maybe that's why she said yes when i asked her to marry me . Maybe Michiru is going to leave me for some guy just like ... She did ...'
Haruka's closed eyes openend when she heard someone walk over to her . When she turned around she was faced with Minako .'' Hey , Ruka .'' She said . She wore a short red skirt with a black tanktop which made her look like a hooker . ' Ruka ?' Haruka echoed in her mind .
'' Hey Minako , what are you doing here ?'' Haruka asked trying not to sound like she had been crying . Minako didn't respond and walked over to Haruka . And before Haruka could ask more Minako had pressed her lips against Haruka's . Haruka first didn't knew what hit her but when she realised Minako was kissing her she backed away .'' Minako what the fuck are you doing ?''
'' I'm trying to cheer you up . I heard you got in a fight with Michiru .'' Minako answered as if she didn't understand why Haruka stopped her .
'' That doesn't mean i want to sleep with someone else !'' Haruka almost yelled . Minako pretended she didn't hear because again she kissed Haruka and cupped Haruka's breast . Now Haruka was really losing it . She pushed Minako away before standing up and started to walk away .
'' Haruka wait !'' Minako yelled after her but Haruka pretended not to hear her . She couldn't believe this was happening . Had everyone lost their minds ?
Minako ran after Haruka and stopped her from walking away by taking her wrist in her own soft hands .'' Haruka please don't be mad . Let me cheer you up , I promise you'll love it . I'm sure i can make you forget about Michiru .''
'' Fuck off Minako , I don't want to forget Michiru and i surely don't want to kiss or sleep with you .'' Haruka whispered in a low and dangerous way which scared Minako . Fast she released Haruka's hand which was still in hers before saying :'' I'm sorry ... i don't know what got into me .''
Haruka just turned around ignoring The blonde goddess of love .'' Whatever .'' She said and walked over to her car . But before she opened the car door she turned around to face Minako again .'' By the way how did you find me ?''
Minako looked up .'' I tracked you down with some help of Ami , she used some computer . I don't know how she did it . I didn't understand anything of what she said .''
'' Ami stood behind this idea of trying to sleep with me ?'' Haruka asked suprised . Minako nodded her head 'no' . '' I said i would try to find to so you could go back home when i tolded you Michiru and Hotaru need you .'' Minako answered suddenly very ashamed of what she had done .'' I'm so sorry .'' The added but Haruka already was in her car turning on the engine .
'' I'm so sorry .'' She repeated before falling on her knees and started to cry .'' What the hell am i doing ? I'm behaving like a hooker , this isn't me ! I want to be the Minako i was again ...I wanna be the girl who is clumsy , gets bad grades , wears normal clothes and doesn't sell her body to every man who wants to take her home .''
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
R&R ... I hope you liked this chapter , At least i enjoyed writting it . In the next chapter Haruka finally goes home to talk to Michiru . But will it be too late ? Are they in this too deep already ? Or is their still hope for them ? ... Well if you want to know ... review ! 0ow and some go0d news for Auraluna7 who doesn't like Mamoru .. In chapter 11 he's going to get an broken ego and ends up with no one at all ...poor dork ...( smiles evily )