Disclaimer : I don't own the characters and the song isn't mine either ...
Chapter 17 : Oh she cries so loud ...
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
After the race which Haruka lost which was very rare she immediatly went home . She had to talk to Michiru before it would be too late . As fast as she could Haruka jumped into the car but when she started the engine she noticed that something was wrong . So she jumped out of the car again to see what was wrong and then she saw it , her tire was flat . It was clearly someone had done it on purpose and Haruka could guess within a few second who could have done it .' Minako , i'll kill you !'
'' You can take my car .'' Suddenly a voice said causing Haruka to turn around .
'' Sasaki ? What are you doing here ? you should be out there racing .''
'' I know , Haruka . But i saw that black haired man mess with your car and i thought you really could use mine now .'' Sasaki answered .
'' Thanks , Sasaki . I owe you .''
Sasaki just nodded her head and trew the car keys at Haruka who caught them .'' Just go and make everything okay again with your girl okay ?''
'' I will ...thanks .'' Haruka said and ran away .' I hope i'm not too late .'
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
When Haruka arrived half an hour later at the house she was suprised to see Setsuna standing in the doorway . Fastly she pulled over and stepped out of the car . '' Where is Michiru ! ''
'' She left ..'' Setsuna just said looking dissapionted at Haruka .
'' What ?''
'' She told me Haruka...i really thought you knew better than that .''
'' Please don't tell me you really believe that i would pull such a stunt like that ...''
'' What do you wnat me to believe then ? She saw you and she also told me you were the one attacking Minako .'' Setsuna told her .
'' It isn't true , please let me come inside and i'll explain and then you can tell me where Michiru went so i can tell her too !''
Setsuna only nodded and let Haruka pass .'' I that case come in ..'' She still sounded dissapointed .
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
After awhile when Haruka finally explained how this all happened and started Setsuna looked at her in shock .'' I can't believe Minako ..and you say Mamoru had to be with her ?''
'' Well at least i think he was Sasaki said she saw a black haired man and after all that i have heard it's no wonder he blames me and hates all of us .'' Haruka said with a cool voice .'' Now please tell me where Michiru went .'' Haruka pleaded .
'' I can't ..''
Haruka looked up in anger at Setsuna .'' What the fuck do you mean by that , i can't lose her again ! don't be so stupid and tell me where she went , you now know i'm innocent ..''
'' I'm sorry , Haruka ..I can't tell you where she went ...be...'' But Setsuna was cut off .
'' You fucking bitch ! You don't even care do you ! And i know why , it's because you can't stand love ! Because you never had love , ne Setsuna !'' Haruka yelled but Setsuna stayed calm . Haruka really hurt her with those words but she didn't feel like yelling back .
'' If i can finish my sentence now ..'' Setsuna asked and Haruka looked at her annoyed .
'' Fuck you Setsuna , I'll look for her myself .'' Haruka scolded and turned around to leave .
'' I didn't tell you because i don't know where she went .'' Setsuna finally said causing Haruka to turn around again .
'' Y-you don't know ?''
Setsuna only nodded and stood up .'' Well this fucking bitch who can't stand love is going to sleep now , good luck with your search .''
Haruka fetl guilty . She knew she had hurt Setsuna with those words .'' I'm sorry ..'' Haruka whispered .
'' I know .'' Setsuna said with a smile letting Haruka know she wasn't mad .'' But any way i'm going to sleep , goodnight .''
'' Goodnight .''
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Michiru walked over the beach , it was cold and dark but she didn't notice . All she could think about was Haruka kissing Minako . ' We tried so hard to make everything right again and she said she trusted me but that didn't include her being faithful to me i guess . I was so foolish when i believed we could make things work again . She doesn't love me anymore , maybe she never did in the first place . Maybe i was just a toy for her .'
Michiru now started to cry again and sat down in the sand looking at the sea . After awhile she took the ring of her finger and looked at it .' It had meant so much for me .' She thought and gave the ring one last look before trowing it in the sea .'' Where the sky meets the ocean , I'll be sailing .'' Michiru sobbed . It were the words Haruka had said to her after they shared their first kiss , at this exact beach .' I thought my life was going to be easy ...I thought you'd always be there to hold me and protect me . But now i don't know what i'm suppossed to do .'
' I guess we are blown apart ..this time there's no hope anymore ...' Michiru stood up and slowly walked away .' You'll never have to worry about me anymore , but if i could do it all again , i wouldn't change one single bit because i'll never regret the times we had together . It were the best days of my life .' Michiru now started to sob louder . Then everything went black and she passed out . ' I guess i was too long in the cold ...the cold of my broken heart .'
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
The next morning Haruka woke in an empty bed . Deep inside of her she had wished it was all a dream .' Damn that Minako bitch ...' Haruka stood up and walked out of the room . She had spent the whole night looking for Michiru but hadn't found her .'' I hope she's okay .''
When Haruka walked into the livingroom Hotaru and Setsuna were awake much to Haruka's suprise .'' Morning .'' Hotaru muttered tired before running over to her ' father ' and hug her .'' Haruka-pappa please call me sick from school so i can sleep , Setsuna-mamma won't do it for me .'' Hotaru yawned .
Haruka picked Hotaru off the floor and kissed the small girl on her head . '' I know you are tired but if you won't go to school you'll get stupid and you don't want that do you ?'' Haruka tried to smile en though she didn't feel like it and Hotaru yawned again .
'' That's not fair Haruka-pappa , why does school have to be in the morning ? I can also learn in the afternoon or evening .''
Haruka smiled at this .'' Hotaru if i knew , i'd tell you .''
'' Come on Hotaru, get dressed you don't want to be late do you ?'' Setsuna asked taking Hotaru out of Haruka's hands .
'' I wanna be late , i don't mind ! i wanna sleep , I need sleep ! i need ... coffee !'' Hotaru yelled.
'' You are too young for that .'' Setsuna scolded and walked out of the room with Hotaru in her arms .
'' Please Haruka-pappa get me some coffee and scythe to chop Setsuna-mamma's head off !''
Haruka just shook her head before walking over to the fridge .' Where will i look today ? Where would i go if i were Michiru .God i have no fucking clue , I'm not Michiru !' Haruka opened the fridge and took a good look at it .' We don't even have anything good to eat .' Haruka closed the fridge again and decided to go look for Michiru again .
' Maybe she went to Usagi ...I'll go look there .'
'' I need coffee !'' She could hear Hotaru yell and smiled .' Me too ...'
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
R&R ..that's all i've got to say this time ...I don't know what's going to happen in the next chapter so we'll just have to see ...And s0rry for the spelling errors but my computer is working against me so i can't check the spelling !