Destined aka. Ment to be
Chapter 6
By: Siren
IMPORTANT! MUST READ THIS!
I will be changing the name of this story to 'Inner Strength' I've been thinking about it for a while, and decided that it was a much better name for the story than the one I have (because that just SUCKS...) anyway, I want to thank Sunny-chan for the idea. She was the ONLY one to give me any suggestions, it's just lucky for me it's totally perfect for the story. By the time the next chapter has come out, I hope to have the title changed. I'm not sure yet how to do that, so if any of you could tell me, it would be VERY appreciated. I also want to thank Faith-chan for being me pre-reader. She's totally great, and helps me allot! THANK YOU!
*Ah hem* This story is MINE! Even though I don't own the animes, my time and effort has gone into writing this story. If you want to use it you need my PERMISSION! If I find anyone stealing me story, I swear I will ruin your life. I was make you so miserable, that you will wish you have never even HEARD of ff.net.
Disclaimer- not mine...*sighs*
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I glanced around me, eyes dead, uncaring. The place that before had been a place full of wonder and life was now dreary...dead.
I was surrounded by nothingness, I was all alone. There was no familiar voice talking to me, coaching me on, and most important, telling me that he loved me, and it would all be all right.
But that was all in my mind! It was never real, and I knew that all along. The fact that it wasn't real, was the reason I loved it so much. I thought I had SECURITY! How could someone I made up possibly abandon me? How could someone who isn't real ever cause me pain?!
But that's what happened...and now I have no reason for living. He was always the reason that I didn't put a knife in myself, and now that he's gone, I remembered, that's exactly what I did.
I looked around myself again, more curious this time. This place looked exactly like Heero and my special place... but if I'm dead, why am I here? Is this some type of torture the gods thought I should have because I didn't live my life the way they wanted me to, because I never married Mamoru, because I never fulfilled my destiny?
Or is this what heaven, (or hell according to where I went ) is like? Nothingness that goes on forever? This isn't what I imagined it would be. I thought it would be a place that I could finally find the peace I've been longing for, not a place where my memories will haunt me forever...
Whatever it is, I'm not going to sit around here and brood. I look down at myself, and see that there is no wound on my chest. That is on my physical body, wherever it is.
It's strange how I never had any trouble seeing myself in this place, yet I've never been able to see Heero. Maybe my mind couldn't think up the way he should look like, yes, that must be it.
In order to try to escape my thoughts I started walking. I probably would only find the nothingness that there had always been, but maybe I'll be lucky and find someone to talk to. I had found Heero after all. There must be someone out there somewhere...
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In the sm dimension...
I cry echo's throughout the small town of Jubann. A cry of someone who had just lost something more precious that gold. Kenji(is that his Usa's fathers name?) ran into the house. He had arrived home early from work to have a nice lunch with his wife. 'I wonder what could possibly be wrong? I've never heard Ikuko scream like that before...' I thought to myself as I ran as fast as I could in to the house.
I see Ikuko crumbled on the floor, clutching something in her hands. I couldn't quite make out what it was, but it almost looked like a piece of paper.
I walked over to her, and gently touched her shoulder. She screamed in response, and jumped about 10 feet into the air. She turned around, and saw me. She jumped into my arms, and started crying hysterically onto my shoulder.
"It will all be all right honey...what's wrong, anyway?"
"NO! *gasp* it WONT be 'all right' *sobs* " she practically shoved the note into my hands.
I started reading the note, the blood slowly rushing out of my face. "NO!" I screamed, and my cries joined my wives. Mourning the loss of our precious daughter. We never even realized that something was wrong. She always seemed so happy...and now she is gone forever...
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Dr. Jay looked at their most recent patient. She was barely alive, and there was almost no chance that she could survive. 'Maybe what I am doing would be for the best...' I tried to convince myself.
I had contacted the Oz base, and told them of the two unidentified patients that had come in yesterday. To my great surprise I found out that the man that brought the woman in was one of the wanted Gundam pilots. When I found this out I immediately went to have him arrested, only to find out that he was gone...
Oz couldn't seem to identify the other patient, and thought that she must have some value to the pilot. In order to hurt him, they gave me my orders.
*Flashback*
"As far as we can tell, there has never been someone of that name. Our closest guess as to her identity, is that she has some sort of importance to the Gundam pilot (what # is he anyway? If someone could tell me all the #'s, I would really appreciate it!) the same pilot that came to you, recently destroyed a Oz base. Your orders are to go out into the woods, and leave her. Make it look as if she died from the stabbing, a suicide or something. It shouldn't be to hard. She is only alive from life support after all. We need to do whatever we can to break the pilots spirits, and this might just be a way to do that."
I nodded at the orders of my commander numbly. 'They had never actually asked me to kill an innocent woman before. They usually only want information. If it wasn't for the money they pay me..."
*End Flashback*
It was night now, and time to do what I had to. Everyone but me and a few nurses on the other side of the building had left. It should be easy to sneak her out of here.
I put her on one of the wheeling beds, and rolled her out the door. I took her to my own personal car, and set her on the seat.
I got in the front seat, and started driving. I drove for miles away from the hospital. I wouldn't want anyone to accidentally find her.
I drove her deeply into the woods, and took her out of the car. I dragged her of the road, and hid her behind some bushes. Still she didn't move. There was no way she could survive alone out here. She'll die from the stab wound in a matter of hours.
I got into the car and drove away, another assignment completed.
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So what do you think? Make sure to tell me! I want to know what you think of it! (correction) I NEED to know what you think of it! I don't care how short the review is, so long as you review!
Email me at sirencalling@yahoo.com I TOTALLY LOVE emails! Also there is one advantage! I can actually reply to your reviews! And I do to, I reply to ALL emails, which is something I can't do with reviews.
I just have to put this in here. SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT! I just got out of school on Thursday! I also wanted to say, that I triumphed over the forces of evil, and got a 101 on my final english exam! *bows to the cheering readers* As a result, my chapters will come out MUCH sooner! YAY!
Chapter 6
By: Siren
IMPORTANT! MUST READ THIS!
I will be changing the name of this story to 'Inner Strength' I've been thinking about it for a while, and decided that it was a much better name for the story than the one I have (because that just SUCKS...) anyway, I want to thank Sunny-chan for the idea. She was the ONLY one to give me any suggestions, it's just lucky for me it's totally perfect for the story. By the time the next chapter has come out, I hope to have the title changed. I'm not sure yet how to do that, so if any of you could tell me, it would be VERY appreciated. I also want to thank Faith-chan for being me pre-reader. She's totally great, and helps me allot! THANK YOU!
*Ah hem* This story is MINE! Even though I don't own the animes, my time and effort has gone into writing this story. If you want to use it you need my PERMISSION! If I find anyone stealing me story, I swear I will ruin your life. I was make you so miserable, that you will wish you have never even HEARD of ff.net.
Disclaimer- not mine...*sighs*
***********
I glanced around me, eyes dead, uncaring. The place that before had been a place full of wonder and life was now dreary...dead.
I was surrounded by nothingness, I was all alone. There was no familiar voice talking to me, coaching me on, and most important, telling me that he loved me, and it would all be all right.
But that was all in my mind! It was never real, and I knew that all along. The fact that it wasn't real, was the reason I loved it so much. I thought I had SECURITY! How could someone I made up possibly abandon me? How could someone who isn't real ever cause me pain?!
But that's what happened...and now I have no reason for living. He was always the reason that I didn't put a knife in myself, and now that he's gone, I remembered, that's exactly what I did.
I looked around myself again, more curious this time. This place looked exactly like Heero and my special place... but if I'm dead, why am I here? Is this some type of torture the gods thought I should have because I didn't live my life the way they wanted me to, because I never married Mamoru, because I never fulfilled my destiny?
Or is this what heaven, (or hell according to where I went ) is like? Nothingness that goes on forever? This isn't what I imagined it would be. I thought it would be a place that I could finally find the peace I've been longing for, not a place where my memories will haunt me forever...
Whatever it is, I'm not going to sit around here and brood. I look down at myself, and see that there is no wound on my chest. That is on my physical body, wherever it is.
It's strange how I never had any trouble seeing myself in this place, yet I've never been able to see Heero. Maybe my mind couldn't think up the way he should look like, yes, that must be it.
In order to try to escape my thoughts I started walking. I probably would only find the nothingness that there had always been, but maybe I'll be lucky and find someone to talk to. I had found Heero after all. There must be someone out there somewhere...
*******************
In the sm dimension...
I cry echo's throughout the small town of Jubann. A cry of someone who had just lost something more precious that gold. Kenji(is that his Usa's fathers name?) ran into the house. He had arrived home early from work to have a nice lunch with his wife. 'I wonder what could possibly be wrong? I've never heard Ikuko scream like that before...' I thought to myself as I ran as fast as I could in to the house.
I see Ikuko crumbled on the floor, clutching something in her hands. I couldn't quite make out what it was, but it almost looked like a piece of paper.
I walked over to her, and gently touched her shoulder. She screamed in response, and jumped about 10 feet into the air. She turned around, and saw me. She jumped into my arms, and started crying hysterically onto my shoulder.
"It will all be all right honey...what's wrong, anyway?"
"NO! *gasp* it WONT be 'all right' *sobs* " she practically shoved the note into my hands.
I started reading the note, the blood slowly rushing out of my face. "NO!" I screamed, and my cries joined my wives. Mourning the loss of our precious daughter. We never even realized that something was wrong. She always seemed so happy...and now she is gone forever...
*********************
Dr. Jay looked at their most recent patient. She was barely alive, and there was almost no chance that she could survive. 'Maybe what I am doing would be for the best...' I tried to convince myself.
I had contacted the Oz base, and told them of the two unidentified patients that had come in yesterday. To my great surprise I found out that the man that brought the woman in was one of the wanted Gundam pilots. When I found this out I immediately went to have him arrested, only to find out that he was gone...
Oz couldn't seem to identify the other patient, and thought that she must have some value to the pilot. In order to hurt him, they gave me my orders.
*Flashback*
"As far as we can tell, there has never been someone of that name. Our closest guess as to her identity, is that she has some sort of importance to the Gundam pilot (what # is he anyway? If someone could tell me all the #'s, I would really appreciate it!) the same pilot that came to you, recently destroyed a Oz base. Your orders are to go out into the woods, and leave her. Make it look as if she died from the stabbing, a suicide or something. It shouldn't be to hard. She is only alive from life support after all. We need to do whatever we can to break the pilots spirits, and this might just be a way to do that."
I nodded at the orders of my commander numbly. 'They had never actually asked me to kill an innocent woman before. They usually only want information. If it wasn't for the money they pay me..."
*End Flashback*
It was night now, and time to do what I had to. Everyone but me and a few nurses on the other side of the building had left. It should be easy to sneak her out of here.
I put her on one of the wheeling beds, and rolled her out the door. I took her to my own personal car, and set her on the seat.
I got in the front seat, and started driving. I drove for miles away from the hospital. I wouldn't want anyone to accidentally find her.
I drove her deeply into the woods, and took her out of the car. I dragged her of the road, and hid her behind some bushes. Still she didn't move. There was no way she could survive alone out here. She'll die from the stab wound in a matter of hours.
I got into the car and drove away, another assignment completed.
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So what do you think? Make sure to tell me! I want to know what you think of it! (correction) I NEED to know what you think of it! I don't care how short the review is, so long as you review!
Email me at sirencalling@yahoo.com I TOTALLY LOVE emails! Also there is one advantage! I can actually reply to your reviews! And I do to, I reply to ALL emails, which is something I can't do with reviews.
I just have to put this in here. SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT! I just got out of school on Thursday! I also wanted to say, that I triumphed over the forces of evil, and got a 101 on my final english exam! *bows to the cheering readers* As a result, my chapters will come out MUCH sooner! YAY!