Author's Note: this poem is basically me venting anger it is dark and obsessive and very very weird. I have been having a bad week and I cant seem to write any more on Mockingbird but I will soon. I am also working on a new fic basically it is year seven of harry potter but its taken in a different direction. I hope that you all will review even if it is to say I read it. I would really appreciate your input on this. This poem is dedicated to me for just like Harry I have been betrayed but unlike him I cant do a thing about it/

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter if I did I wouldn't need to keep writing these poems to get through my pain. Don't sue me I got nothing but four hellspawn bent on destruction and if you try to sue me they will be delighted to have a new place to destroy

Summary: Harry has been betrayed by those he has cared about and he wants some revenge

I want to rip your heart out and stomp on your soul if only to see the tears you cry

For it is in your tears that you learn the truth

You do not cry for something that doesnt hurt

Somethings hurt in a good way Some things hurt in a bad

Some hurt you dont want others you force

I would poke your eyes and cut your tongue just to see those tears

To see the way they travel down that angelic little face

I would bite the mouth that has insulted me

And scratch the arms that have hurt me so

Just to see you cry

Tears of pain running down your face

Tears that once traveled down my face I will make travel yours

I would dance with you on the tips of daggers

And walk with you though fire just to see you scream

For it is in screams you truly know someone

Some scream in pain others scream in joy

The purest of emotions are revealed through a single scream

Some scream to let things out Some scream cuz they are forced

All screams or emotions fighting to be brought forth

I would bash in your head and break both your wrists if only to show you the real me

You have lied to me and you have betrayed me

You wanted me to do to things for you and denied me the same

I am expected ot be strong and support you while you can cower in the shadow

Because of you I am nothing

I am merely a shadow of what I was meant to be

I once stood proud and courageous against the roaring tempest

And now I face it wishing to die

Once I believed in the power of love and all it had to give

Now I know love is something created by people to get what they want

The shadows I once fought I welcome its choke on me

Everything once dear has been stolen away from me

I would lie at your feet and rinse the dirt just to see my Draco's smile again

I would slay the dragons and kill the giant just to feel his body lay beside me

I am nothing without him and you took him from me

I would kill your brother and poison your child just so you can know what it like to be me

How does it feel cunning fox to be smothered by the night

That which once protected you has become your hanging rope

I came to you a child of innocence which you all made sure I lost

I stand here facing the biggest fire and yet I seek not to fight it

I let it burn I let it consume all that is left of me

I am the phoenix so brave and true

Those who betray me will soon be consumed

I will see there tears, and I will hear there screams as my fire burns around them

As they all become entombed

Author's Note: I know another dark one from Blue Phoenix but every time I try to do fluffy I find myself writing this. OH well maybe someday I will give those two a happy ending . Please rate and review I really want to know your thought, reviewing this just might help speed up the whole new chapter on mockingbird. Nah but it would help cheer me up a little lol.