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John POV

I was so upset at Matt for taking her that I beat the crap out of him. I felt myself being pulled off. I realized I was being pulled off my Marc. I was mad at him, because I had a feeling he had said something to her when he was leaving. I began to beat the crap out of him. Randy finally pulled me off. Sean, Dad, and Mom were all in the room by this time.

"What the fuck did you say to her?" I yelled at Marc.

"Nothing!" he yelled back.

"Bullshit! She wrote that she didn't fit and that I didn't like her. What did you say?" I asked him. Randy was still holding me.

"I did tell her she didn't fit in, but I think she got the not being liked part from you." he said to me.

"Why did you say that?" Mom asked him.

"Because she doesn't." Marc replied.

"Yeah, she does. She fits in fine. You were just upset that I had her and you didn't." I told him.

"What ever." Marc said.

"John, calm down." Dad said.

"No, Matt took her to airport so she could leave. You didn't even convince her to say!" I told them.

"So, I got a goodbye kiss as well." Matt said. I punched him in the jaw. He just fell over.

"John! Stop it! She left because she felt like you didn't like her. I mean you didn't exactly show it. I know you just lost Liz, but you manage to push her so far away that she felt like she had no other choice. I think that she also left because of what you called her." Mom told me.

"I know, but the first time I didn't call her a slut." I said.

"But, did you call her a bitch?" Sean asked.

"Yeah. I did, but I didn't think she would hear me." I told them.

"John, then you shouldn't have said it." Dad said.

"I know, but I just didn't think about it. I never wanted her to leave." John said.

"You didn't really do anything to stop it." Randy said.

"Alright, I got it! I know I fucked up. I just need to know what to do about it!" I told them.

"Do you love her?" Dad asked me. I pulled a box out of my pocket and handed it him.

"Yeah, with all my heart. I just didn't listen to it." I told them. Dad opened the box and looked at the ring inside. Mom saw it and was shocked.

"John, that is nice." Dad said. The ring was white gold with a 2 carat, pink, princess cut sapphire in the middle of a few little diamonds.

"I don't know what to do." I told them.

"Have you tried calling her?" Randy asked.

"You know how she is." I told him. He nodded in agreement.

"Well, right now you need to get some sleep so you can think straight." Mom told me.

We all eventually went to bed that night. I went to my room and just thought about how stupid I had been. I laid on my bed and just thought about Iris. I rolled on my side and I inhaled her scent. I began to cry. I couldn't hold it back. I felt so stupid; the only thing I could do was cry.

Iris POV

I fell asleep a little after 3 am. I missed him so much. I wanted nothing more than to be in his arms, but I knew I didn't need to be.

John POV

I laid in bed until around 5 am. I couldn't take it. I got up and packed my stuff. I was going somewhere, but I didn't know where. I went to Randy's room and knocked.

"What?" he called.

"I am leaving. You want to come?" I asked him. He opened the door and looked at me.

"Where ya going?" he asked me. I shrugged.

"Yeah, but I am going to fly home." he told me.

We left around 6 am. I drove us to the airport. Randy got the first seat to St. Louis. I just brought a ticket. Randy left 30 minutes later. My flight left about 10 minutes after Randy's left.

I boarded the plane and fell asleep. I awoke when the plane landed. I got out of the airport and caught a taxi. I went to the only place I knew.

Iris POV

I woke up around 7 am to the doorbell. I put my robe on and went to the door. I opened it to find the last person I ever wanted to see.