A/N- hey! this chapter is really short, but i'll update soon with a either a longer chapter, or a chapter of a different story. sound good? lol remember to review! oh-and enjoy it too :-)

Completly In Denial

La de Da de Da! Oh yes I'm sorry. Well, sigh I couldn't have had a better day! I haven't been this happy in a long time! And I am proud to say that, not only my friends, but also the entire female Hogwarts population are insanely jealous of my new relationship with James! squeal I know that we used to fight some, (well, some is an understatement,) but we've been on good terms ever since the 'incident' (long story) in the middle of 5th year, and I really don't know why everyone was so surprised that I sat with the marauders a whole of 2 meals today. I suppose that it was a little sudden, but people are making it out to be that James and I were mortal enemies or something. Whatever. Like it's really there business anyway! humph but now I'm working myself into a mood so I'll stop talking about it. To my surprise and enjoyment, I was immediately included in the conversation when I sat next to James and Sirius this morning and lunch. It seems that James filled them in and told them to be nice. I was very proud of myself, Sirius only made one wise crack, and I expertly encountered it. here; it's so good I have to write it down. I even surprised myself! Ok-here's the scoop:

"Hey Lils! Sleep well?" James asked as I sat down beside him.

"As good as can be expected I guess." I yawned and leaned my head on his shoulder (yes I leaned on him! Except it!) I am, to say the least, not a morning person. The only reason I had made any effort to even get up was because I knew that James would be there.

He just smiled at me and stroked my hair once insert large squeal! and went about preparing toast. I eventually opened my eyes and started to nibble at a piece of bacon.

"why, you two look awfully cozy this morning! What were you up to last night that made you both so tired? I noticed that Prongs didn't get in till at least one o' clock." Sirius said with a knowing look in his eye. James glared at him.

"how was the view of the moon from the astronomy tower? I heard that it was quite lovely….." ok; now he was going to far! "Shut it Black, or I'll tell Bellatrix that it was YOU who put a wad of gum in her hair last year." Sirius visibly paled. No one knew that it was Sirius who had managed to wrap almost her entire head in gum while she was sleeping. Bellatrix had had to go around bald for a day while the hair re-growth potion had kicked in. it was really hilarious. Luckily; Sirius had never been discovered.

"O o ok lily." he stuttered, and left the table.

But that's not all! Definitely not! James and I stayed up late again, this time talking by the fire. I'm starting to see him in a different light. I know it's really fast….but now I see him as the kind of guy that's more than just a snogging partner, more that someone you just stare at from across the common room. I can see myself growing old with him, starting a family with him. And the scariest thing about that, is that I really like the idea of marrying him. Me? Marriage? What am I saying? No…..not possible. I'm way to restless to want to settle down! but….well, maybe.

But anywho, he kissed me goodnight! And since it's already 1:00, I better blow out the candle and sleep…..goodnight!

Luv,

The completely in denial Lily Evans