hey guys! sorry i've taken soooo long to update, I couldnt get a connection on my internet and spent everyday after school trying to fix it. But i had to write more for my other story first because i am so into it right now. U guys should read it, its very...unique.

Inuyasha is not mine

Chp 12

My Shattered Utopia

"She lied to you...Well no matter. She's dead now anyways."

Inuyasha searched for Kagome's scent in the air. His heart raced, where was it?

"Inuyasha pay no heed to that girl-child. You'll be joining her soon."

Inuyasha clicked the sheath of the Tetsusaiga. The sword popped out a bit, he gave Kikyo a fierce look.

"Don't make me use this."

"HAH! Don't make a fool of yourself Inuyasha. Your petty sword it nothing but a fake. I know it transforms, but I also know how to repel it."

Inuyasha whipped out his sword and put it against Kikyo's neck. The metal grazed her skin, but did not make her bleed.

"I told you Kikyo, don't make me use this."

"Have you still not noticed that I am not scared. You sword cannot pierce my flesh."

Inuyasha took the sword away from her neck and attempted to cut off her arm. As she said the sword was repelled by her skin...

"Naraku promised me a perfect body, he would not let it be scarred by a petty demon sword."

Kikyo put her hand up against his cheek. She remembered all the times before when she did that, before she died. All the long days they spent together, just talking, doing nothing.

"Why did you kill me?"

"What are you talking about."

"Hm, don't treat me like a fool, why did you kill me?"

"Kikyo, I don't know what Naraku told you, but I never killed you."

"LIAR!"

Kikyo back handed him, but with miko power in the mix. Inuyasha was thrown back, and slid to a stop. His jaw dripped blood, and his cheek was burned. Kikyo aimed an arrow at him.

"You killed me...I know it. I remember it. You raped me and killed me! Why? WHY?"

"I never hurt you Kikyo! I would never even..."

She let go of the arrow. Inuyasha jumped over it and grabbed her hand.

"I never hurt you..."

Kikyo looked into his eyes. He looked into hers. She dropped the bow and went into his arms.

"I was scarred."

"I was too. I never meant for any of this to happen to you. I promised you I would protect you, and I fail you."

Kikyo wrapped her arms around his waist. She buried her face into his chest.

"What happened to me."

"Naraku killed you Kikyo, he stole you from me and killed you. He was the one who brought you pain."

"I remember now...I do. But I wonder what would have happened if..."

She leaned up to his face. She tilted her head, and pressed her lips against his. Inuyasha stood wide eyed, out of shock and fear. Kikyo caressed his ears, and his eyes halved. He leaned into her bittersweet kiss. The sweetness of having her back, and the bitterness of knowing it would not be able to last forever. How he wanted this to last forever, to stay wither her forever. Kikyo broke the kiss, and looked into Inuyasha's eyes. They were blank, just as she planned.

"Do you remember her?"

"Remember who..."

"The servant girl..."

"Who...?"

Kikyo smiled evilly. She placed a heavy kiss on his lips, deepening it with every movement. She heard a crackling sound. She opened her eyes to see an arrow flying towards them. She frowned and placed her hand up to block it.

Fool...

But the arrow burned, it burned her perfect body. Kikyo immediately broke the kiss, and looked wide-eyed at her arm.

"You little..."

Kagome was still alive. She wasn't harmed in anyway except for her shoulder.

She's...she's not just a miko...

"Kikyo, get away from Inuyasha. I know what your planning to do!"

"Oh and what is that."

"Your cursing him, making him believe and forget things."

"Your good."

"Release him now!"

"Sorry but I have other uses for him."

Kagome shot at her stomach, and instead got her head. Kikyo's face was burnt...

"My...my face."

"There's more where that came from."

"Hmph..."

Kikyo waved her arm and disappeared. Kagome ran to Inuyasha. He was still on the ground, unconscious. She kneeled down beside him, and cradled him in her arms.

"I'm sorry I didn't get here sooner. I'm so sorry..."

She cried tears of regret, the painful droplets stinging her eyes. Why couldn't she save him. Her heart was torn in two from having to watch them kiss, but not being able to stop him...

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for it to go so far."

She felt him stir in her arms. He opened his eyes, and saw her sweet face.

"Kagome..."

"You remember me!"

"How could I forget you, your my Kagome."

Kagome's tears only increased, Inuyasha kissed them away. She whimpered slightly, and rested her head on his shoulder. She smiled as tears rolled down her face.

"Shh, don't cry."

"Do you remember what happened."

"Not really, its a little fuzzy. What happened to me?"

"Nothing, I got you back from Kikyo."

Inuyasha suddenly remembered Kikyo. The kiss...

"Kagome I didn't mean to, I mean I never meant to..."

"I know...I know"

Inuyasha wrapped his arms around her. She turned around and sat in his lap.

"I didn't even remember you. It was like..."

"She made you forget. She'll make you do that..."

"What do you mean."

"She has the power to change memories now. She made you forget all about me. She let me hear your thoughts..."

Inuyasha realized how heartbroken Kagome was. He couldn't do anything but hold her tighter.

"I'm so sorry..."

"Don't be, it was my fault for not saving you in time."

"How did you survive."

"Kikyo made you hear things. It was all fake, I was never injured except for my shoulder. I was right there, by the tree. She made it so you couldn't see or hear me."

"Why didn't you run away, she could have killed you."

"I would never leave you. Thats asking the the impossible."

"Oh Kagome..."

He kissed her cheek. She leaned back into his chest. This is how she wanted it forever...

Kikyo hissed...How could that girl injure her! Naraku said this body was indestructible...

"Naraku you will pay...For deceiving me..."

"Kikyo...You've returned to me. Did he fall for the spell?"

"Yes Naraku. He did..."

"Where is he then?"

"With the girl-child..."

"What!"

"She's a miko..."

Naraku nodded, understanding. He had no idea that the girl had that much power. I thought she was just a regular miko...but she's much more powerful than that...if she burned Kikyo...then she's more powerful than Kikyo herself...hmmmm how can I use this information to my advantage?

"Naraku... How do I defeat her if she can wound me?"

"I'll give you a barrier, if she can't get her attacks in, then your safe..."

"Hmph...I'll gladly fight her for that..."

"Don't forget he deceived you."

"He tried to twist my head around, saying you were the one who killed me."

"What a despicable man...I can't believe he would say such a thing about me!"

Kikyo eyed the demon carefully, she was not an idiot. She knew Naraku...She knew that he wasn't a good guy.

"Yes, I can't believe it either..."

"Ouch!"

Inuyasha bandages Kagome's wound. It wasn't too deep, but would take a week or two to heal. Kagome winced a little as Inuyasha tightened the bandage. He tied the knot and Kagome got up and stretched.

"God you take forever!"

"It was only 20 minutes!"

"It only takes 5!"

Inuyasha rolled his eyes. Kagome exaggerated the act and rolled her eyes and sighed.

"Haha very funny."

Kagome leaned down to kiss his cheek.

"I have to go somewhere Inuyasha."

"Where?"

"Its a secret, and you better not follow me."

"How come you didn't tell me..."

"Tell you what?"

"That your Kikyo's sister."

Kagome froze, how did he know...Did Kikyo tell him!

"Um, because then you'd be in danger...I'll explain everything once I return."

Kagome walked out the door leaving Inuyasha confused and angry...

I hope this is to ya'l standards of reading, I tried hard. OK I want to point something out because I told you I'm not a Kikyo basher. This isn't Kikyo(if you haven't caught on) this is Naraku's version of Kikyo, her soul in a body he created, he twisted her mind and she doesn't remember everything. So this isnt the Kikyo we all love and hate, its the same person, but tainted and really messed up. Ok toodles!