You not know what you speak of
You have coldness because you want it there you block the warmth for you think its not needed but by doing it your killing your self
The day will come he may not be the lover of you dreams but he is a man that u can learn to trust and love
See not what he is in the out side but through his eyes and in the inside don't go by there looks and how they act go by what they are really like in thou soul
The lover will come sooner or later and your mother...well your moving out sometime or another so it really don't matter
There will be a time were yours will come and you will love it but it just take the time just as it is for everything
And it will be loving and passionate don't day other wise
By wishing alone you will live off of the wish that you know will never come live you live in a reality don't let wishing over come ye for it will then never let you go
I speak of letting your self free, let your mind speak, let you body take action, let everything inside you out so that you may feel better thou it is harsh it can make a difference...
Leave that man for he is like all the others don't throw you heart to him for he will take a bat and swing it to a home run were you can never find it.
Thou shall never be alone for she is not she has friends and her self...
She goes by yasha the broken female demon warrior.
By, Maru