Chapter 5- I Love You

disclaimer: Do Not Owe Loveless

notes: none for now. Here it is...

Ritsuka woked up as he looked around and saw that he was in Soubi's bedroom, he yawned as he remembered what happened. He checked the time as it read: ten-thirty at night. The door opened as Ritsuka looked and saw it was Soubi, "are you feeling ok?" He asked as he put a glass of water on top of the drawer that was next to the bed.

Ritsuka nodded, Soubi sighed as he sat next to Ritsuka who looked up at him. "Something's wrong, what is it?" Soubi asked as Ritsuka looked down, "you know that I'm always here right? I care for you Ritsuka, I'm worried," he said as Ritsuka began to cry softly. Soubi rubbed his back for comfort as Ritsuka looked and saw there was kindness and gentleness within Soubi's eyes, "Soubi?" He asked softly as Soubi looked at him.

"My mother still abuses me. Everytime she looks away, I always hurt myself yea know?" Ritsuka said as Soubi looked at him shocked, Ritsuka sighed as he pulled his sleeves up to show Soubi the marks from the razor. "Ritsuka!" Soubi cried angrily as Ritsuka gulped, "I should be protecting you like Seimie said! Why are you doing this toyourself?" He asked.

Ritsuka looked down, "don't be angry. I was just depressed and lonely, I guess," he said as Soubi shook his head. "You should have came to me when your in trouble," he said as Ritsuka nodded, "I realize now. I'm sorry Soubi, I just didn't want to loose you if you found out about it," he said as he was trying not to cry.

Soubi sighed as he hugged him tightly, "you know how I am Ritsuka. I'm not like that," he said as Ritsuka looked up at him. He smiled, "I love you Soubi," he said as Soubi looked down smiling. Ritsuka rarely says that, I'm guessing his pretty hurt right now, he thought as the two of them cuddled against each other on the bed.

"What am I going to do now?" He asked as Soubi looked at him, "I'm going to let you see someone," he said slowly as Ritsuka looked at him shocked. "What do you mean?" Ritsuka asked worriedly, "a therapist. You can't keep cutting yourself like this," Soubi said as Ritsuka stared at him.

"You don't trust me?" Ritsuka asked as he was trembling a bit, "I do Ritsuka. It just that after all the insanity that's going on, you may be doing it again," Soubi said. Ritsuka looked at him, "I love you though," he said as Soubi nodded and hugged him tightly. "I know Ritsuka, it maybe wrong for some people cause of the age difference, but you still have to see a therapist," he said as he felt Ritsuka crying on his chest, "I'm scared though," he said as Soubi looked at him.

"I know Ritsuka. You want your brother to be happy don't you?" He asked as Ritsuka looked at him and nodded, "then do it for him. For us," Soubi said as he leaned in to kissed him. Ritsuka moaned as he deepened the kissed, it will be better my love, Soubi thought as the two just kept on kissing each other.

tbc..

me: short eh?

ritsuka: we'll be onto the next chapter soon

soubi: too many stories though

me: updates will be slower but it will get better

Seimei: review and update!