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For those of you that didn't figure it out, yes, that last one was Trigon, as I said too Kat, big red evil "rage will consume you" dude from 'Nevermore." Now…Onward!
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They Shall Never Know
Chapter two-Breaking Point
It's over, the whole Terra thing. I feel bad but…in a way I'm relieved. It's over now, done. Her death brought an end to this situation. It's over, we can move on now. At least, that's how it was supposed to be. Oh, it looks like we've all moved on. We all act like we did before she came, but each of us, secretly, still feels hurt.
I can feel it, an overpowering sense of sadness clings to the tower, and to my skin. No matter how much I scrub I can feel it, as if it's tattooed onto my flesh. I can't get over it. I fear I'm reaching my breaking point, I fear I'm going to snap. And so I have to let the pain bleed off, little by little. I'm forced to go out more and more often. I think Robin might have noticed, but he won't act on it, he fears me, they all fear me. Or in Beastboy's case, hate me. I-I think I'm going to go out now. My hands are trembling, I hope no one notices.
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I walked into the common room to find something strange, Beastboy was screaming at Robin, yelling something I couldn't understand.
"What's going on?" I asked in monotone.
"Like you care! You were probably glad she's dead! You never liked her anyways! Well you got your wish! I hope you're happy Raven! Oh wait, I forgot, you can't be happy! You don't 'do' happy! You're too busy being all mopey and creepy that you don't care about anything!!!!!!" He screamed at me.
Inwardly I winced at ever word, but outside I remained calm.
"What are you talking about?"
"It's Terra, Rae." Cyborg said. "We can't find a cure, there's no way to bring her back."
"Yes there is!!!!!! There has to be! We just didn't look hard enough, maybe we'd find it if Raven helped." With a glare at me he stalked from the room.
That wasn't fair, I did help. Secretly, when they were all sleeping, I researched for the cure, but I had yet to find it. I had not slept for weeks because of that! How dare he- No, I need to get out.
"Friend Raven, I am sure he did not mean-"
I cut off Starfire, "Yes he did Starfire, I am going out, I need some air." I said shortly, turning on my heel and leaving the tower, my mind was in chaos.
I returned to the same woods I always went to, it was no longer a woods anymore; the landscape was barren and desolate. It reminded me of me.
Fuming I turned to the same canyon we met Terra at. My anger cause destruction all around me, rocks flew and rocks melted, boulders came crashing down, in short, I was pissed.
"How dare he say such things?? I thought she was my friend, I did like her, I was not glad, and I can be happy! I can feel every emotion, I just don't to protect people, to protect him!" I continued my rant, not even caring when I felt my father's bonds loosen a little more. This time it was worse than before, I threw rocks with my hands and punched the canyon sides. Everything was destroyed, any life that had been there was now dead.
Finally I sighed and sat down to meditate, my cloak was torn and I was caked with dust, there was no way I could just walk into the tower without being questioned. That left only one option. When I finished meditating I quickly chanted my mantra and teleported into my room. The act took a lot out of me and I collapsed onto the floor, too weak to even make it to the bed. Closing my eyes sleep took me instantly.
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I have had enough! Friend Beastboy has taken it too far this time! He must be taught a lesson! I will not allow him to continue to say mean words to friend Raven!
I stomped up the friend Beastboy's room, too full of righteous anger to even fly.
I pounded on the door, leaving a dent. "Friend Beastboy! It is I, Starfire, and I desire to speak to you!"
The door slid open and Beastboy stepped out, glaring. "What do you want?"
"Friend I wish for you to apologize to friend Raven, you have said most hurtful things to her."
"What does it matter? She can't feel emotion, remember?"
I grew so frustrated with my friend that I did something I have never done before, except to my sister Blackfire. I slapped Beastboy.
He stared at me in shock, his hand going to his wounded cheek. "You are becoming most irritating friend Beastboy!" I said dangerously, my eyes glowing green. "How dare you think you are the only one that is feeling sad! Friend Raven was a friend with Terra too, she has also been hurt! It is you who is being selfish! You have not even noticed the change it Raven, we are all feeling 'the blue' but you are the one who is being insensitive!" Huffing I stood there with my arms crossed and glared at him. Inside I was appalled, I had never before struck a friend, nor have I yelled at one. But I fear friend Beastboy, how do you say? 'Had it approaching?'
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I was shocked. Starfire just slapped me, Star! Star never slaps anyone, or yells at them! Maybe I really had been selfish. No! They didn't understand, I loved Terra; she was the only one who understood me. None of them know what it's like to lose someone that close to you, they've never been betrayed.
"Me? I'm being selfish? She doesn't even try! Go yell at her Starfire, I'm not in the mood." I said. And then I retreated into my room. If they were gonna act like that I wasn't gonna come out except for food.
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My. God. Starfire just slapped Beastboy! I swear my jaw just hit the floor. I had been going to go looking for her. Because umm…well actually I just wanted to see her. But that's not the point. Once Beastboy went back into the room I walked up to her.
"Star? Are you okay?"
Starfire stood there for a moment, looking at the door, before she suddenly turned and buried her head in my chest. "Oh Robin! I feel the Rek-mas are coming! Friend Beastboy will not apologize for what he has done and Raven keeps going away! Oh this is not good, not good at all!"
Awkwardly I patted her hair. "It's okay Star, I'm sure it'll turn out fine."
"I do hope you are right friend Robin." She said, straightening and wiping her eyes, my hands still on her shoulders. "I just hope friend Beastboy will stop this behavior and act normal again. I miss the old Beastboy."
Sighing I drew her into a hug. "I think we all do Star." I murmured, letting her cry on my shoulder.
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I heard Robin sigh and sighed as well. This was getting overly dramatic. Give me a broken car any day, some things are just too hard to fix. Walking away I wondered if this mess could ever be fixed. "Wouldn't it be wonderful, if there was a spell that could make everything perfect?" I muttered to myself. But I doubted even that would work. You can't force people to be happy, Raven was proof of that.
BB sure was cold to her today. Was she just in the wrong place at the wrong time, or was there something else?
Man, I can't believe he said that! I mean, he of all people should know Rae could be happy. He was with me when we met Happy Raven. You know, when we went into Rae's mind and met her different sides. Lately Rae reminds me a lot of the gray cloaked one, the timid one. She's been such a recluse. I half expect her to start apologizing for everything.
I sighed again rubbing my head. Everything's so messed up here. "I need a steak."
Leaving a note I got into my precious car and drove to the nearest steak house, it'd be good to get away for a while.
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Yes! This was perfect! My bonds were loosening, soon they would be gone. I glared up at the yellow-cloaked girl who stood in front of me. "You know it's coming Knowledge." I told her, my voice sickeningly sweet.
"We will not let you win Rage." They didn't call me Trigon here. Perhaps it is because I am forced to take the form of Raven's red-cloaked side, the hateful, angry side, or perhaps it is because they are simply afraid.
"You will never win against me, I am Trigon!"
"You will never win Rage. We shall never give into you."
"Are you so sure? Where are your precious friends now? They hate you, fear you. They don't trust you. One even betrayed you. Doesn't that make you…angry?"
I saw Knowledge quiver slightly. "No."
"Lying doesn't become you, dear one."
"Try as you will, you can never control us."
"Oh?" I said quietly as I watched her walk away. "Are you so sure?" In a sing song voice I sang to myself, "Rage shall consu-ume you."
Ta da! You like? I thought it was rather good. Next time: BB finally realizes what a jerk he's been! But at what cost?
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