Disclaimer: I don't own shit.
Here I sit on the tree of InuYasha in the forest of InuYasha.
Gimme a break.
What did I do that was so fucking noble enough to earn me my very own forest and tree? I hate this tree and this forest. There is nothing left for me. The bitter winter wind blasts against me and I shiver. Cold doesn't bother me.
Being alone bothers me.
Everyone is dead, killed by Naraku. Except me. I'm here alone. The entire village lies in ruins. I was in this forest when it was attacked by Naraku himself. I killed him when I got back. With my bare hands. Then I buried the bodies I could find.
Now I sit on this fucking tree, in this fuckin forest, alone.
I was the only one allowed to live. Keade, Sango, Miroku, Shippo, Myoga, Kagome, all dead. Theres nothing to do, no where to go, no one to see.
So I'll wait.
For what, I don't know. I can just walk around and wait for something to happen. I have no strength left for emotions. No pain, sorrow, anger, or grief. Nothing.
I am numb.
I push myself off the tree and land in the snow with a "crunch". Guess I'll start walking. I don't know who I'll see, or who I'll meet. I don't care. I'll walk till I am dead.
I was strong enough.
Strong enough to survive. But I wasn't strong enough to save the ones I love. I've lost everything. It's all gone. I have no family. No one to turn to.
I guess I'll wait for the end.
Then I'll be free and I'll see Kagome again. Maybe we'll fall in love again and be together forever.
Maybe.
Or maybe I'll just rot in my grave while my spirit dwindles. There's nothing left for me here. Nothing left for me anywhere.
Hope death finds me soon.
Till then, I'll just walk.
Fin
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