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They Shall Never Know

Chapter Three- Breaking

It's been two days. Beastboy hasn't come out of his room once, except to eat late at night. He thinks no one hears him, he thinks we are all asleep, but I seem to have lost that precious ability.

I blame myself slightly, for his reclusion. It was me who caused his anger. Somehow Starfire noticed my depression, and yelled at Beastboy. I need to get better at hiding my emotions; I thought I was doing a good job. Apparently not.

They all tried to cheer him up, the other titans I mean. But I haven't, so here I am, standing outside his door. I knocked lightly.

"Beastboy?"

The door slid open and Beastboy looked out at me, dark circles ringed his eyes, and it looked like he had been weeping. He was glaring at me.

"What?"

"The others are worried, you should come out. Cyborg even offered to play video games one handed if you'll join." I said monotonously.

"Whatever, none of you understand."

My temper, hovering dangerously near the surface because of the recent events, rose even more. "Do you think you are the only one to ever loose someone? Terra was a traitor and a spy, get over it."

Beastboy's glare intensified, his temper surfacing as well. "How dare you? Terra was a better person then you'll ever be! You don't know anything! You've never lost anyone, and even if you did you wouldn't even care! You're just a heartless witch, hiding behind your powers! You've never suffered like I'm suffering!"

I lost it, he went too far that time, and I couldn't stop my fury. My eyes separated and turned red, I grew five feet in length.

"How dare I? How dare you? I have lost more than you could ever imagine! You are the one who doesn't know anything! You never saw your mother murdered in front of your eyes, protecting you! You never had the burden of being responsible for the destruction of an entire planet! You never had to hide your emotions, you could be happy, be sad, be angry. I don't have that luxury! You make me sick, pining for a girl that's dead!"

He was cowering from me now, but looking at me strangely as well.

"Raven? You're...crying." And so I was, crystal tears leaked from my crimson optics. Horrified I drew back, my eyes becoming normal as my hands flew to my cheeks. I threw one terrified look at Beastboy before I fled, not saying another word.

I made it to the same canyon I was in before I collapsed, staring at the tears in fear. "He saw…he saw me cry. I can never go back there now…" My powers broke free again, and seemed to delight in causing me pain. Sharp rocks flew at me at lightning speeds. I didn't see the boulder heading for my head until it was too late.

Was Raven…crying? I've never seen her do that, unless you count that gray-cloaked emotion of hers in her head. Suddenly I felt horrible. I've always tried to make Raven smile, instead I made her cry.

"My Gods, I've been a jerk." I sunk to the floor in front of my room, my head in my hands. "How could I? I was just so angry and…oh man."

"BB? What's up man?" Cyborg had walked by, and was looking down at me with concern.

"Dude, I really screwed up didn't I? I made her cry."

"Raven?" He asked in disbelief.

"Yeah, she insulted Terra, so I flipped. I said she'd never lost anyone and even if she had she wouldn't care."

"That's cold man."

"I know! She got so mad that she went all spooky and yelled that I didn't know anything. Apparently her mom was murdered in front of her and she's responsible for the destruction of a planet."

Oh no! This was not good. I arrived just in time to hear the last part. Raven had told me some of her past when we switched bodies, and it did not sound very pleasant.

"Please friends, we must find friend Raven! She is not well." I said.

"She's not in her room?" Cyborg asked.

I shook my head. "I fear not, friend Cyborg, as I was just there a moment ago to converse with her."

"Well where could she be then?"

"I shall go ask friend Robin! He will be able to help!" I said joyfully, flying off to find our leader.

I was training in the rec. room when Starfire flew in, calling my name. Unfortunately, she tripped over the barbells and ran right into me, causing us to tumble to the floor in a heap.

"Hi Starfire, what's wrong?" I asked calmly, trying to distract myself from the fact that Starfire was lying on top of me.

"Oh friend Robin! I fear that friend Raven might be in trouble! We must find her!" She answered, standing up with difficultly.

Instantly I was in full leader mode. "What's the problem?"

"Friend Beastboy made her shed the water of sadness and pain, we must help her!"

It took me a second to decipher the 'Star-speech' but when I did I gaped at her. "He made Raven cry?" She nodded somberly at me. "Let's go." I said, grabbing her hand and taking off.

I was amazed, I knew Raven wasn't doing so well but I couldn't believe she cried, especially in public. Something was seriously wrong. As soon as Starfire took off I checked my sensors. "She's in that canyon we met Terra in." As soon as I said the name I winced and looked down at BB, but he wasn't paying attention.

"Oh man, I really screwed up. I always seem to screw up. First Terra, now Raven. I can't do anything right."

I haveta admit I felt bad for the guy, even if he had been a jerk.

"It's okay BB, we'll find her, and help her out." I said, laying a big hand on his shoulder.

"Yeah but Cy, she'll hate me now, and I deserve it. I called her a heartless witch."

"Don't worry about that now, I'm sure everything's gonna be fine."

Oh how wrong I was.

That's it! Finally! I am free! Cackling evilly I emerged from my cage, taking on my true form.

"Hatred shall control you!" I boomed, wreaking havoc on my daughter's mind. As soon as she awoke, this pathetic world would be mine, and her weak friends shall perish.

That's it; I'm too tired to write anymore. But hey, I updated! I'm gonna try to be better about that.

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