after writing the Lawn mower song and Distant Worlds and later Transculent Devotion I was in the mood to go back to my all time favorite story i have writen, Eternal Souls. My friend and nife keep telling me to put lemons in this x3 My friend was like writing lemons to me and then she drew a pic of Yuan and Kratos making out O.O It was awesome, then she got me to Like Fruits Basket x3 Shigure is mine! Shigure You Perv! (smacks him and bursts out laughing) erm anyways; I only read the first manga -.-; my friend said she'll let me read her twelve. Yesh!

My inspiration for this chapter? My confusion in real life. Yea, two guys, one broken heart -.-; Erm whatever, I won't bore you with my petty problems. If you wanto hear them or see Yuan fan art go to my Xanga page (link on bio) screename; Katandshadow. The layout is so spiffeh; and yes It's under construction. (i really hope my computer doesn't freeze when I put up these stories cause that's the only reason i'm going on this early in the day. Lol, anyways, onward to the Kratos/Yuan stuff. THey are so made for each other O.o Seriously, duuudeee.

Nall: You going to be ok right? No more mental break downs?

Me: Nope

Nall: Good cause I doubted neither Yuan or Kratos or even Drew Carey wanted to go in a hottub with you. Of all people.

me: Asshole..

Nall: Bitch x3

Me: Bastard (stuck up face)

Nall: Slut

Me: O.O That is going to far, so shut your vile mouth before I shut it for you! No vulguar language in my little author notes thingies that are starring at me. Ugh! I'm lactos intolerate and I had a freaking glass of milk. Death I tell you.

Warnings; Yuan's strong Language (as You can tell from Nall's and I's outburts x3) Some Shonen-ai; Spoilers ; Suggestive Themes (thought like saying that )

"I am so sorry!"

Clenching my teeth, I slammed the shower door on Kratos' face simply outraged. It was early in the morning and for once I woke up beforehand to get ready for the up-coming day. Actually, more so to beat Kratos to the bathroom seeing he always uses all of the shampoo. Well, it was my turn this morning to beat Kratos at his own game, until he walked into the bathroom, half-asleep, and being the dumb ass he is, walk right into the shower when I was in it. This moment didn't last for two seconds before I completely flipped out and smacked Kratos upside the head until he woke up fully.

Let's just say it wasn't a pretty sight. Never had I seen Kratos scamper, yes scamper, away from me. Jackass. He never looks where he is going or anything. Just barges in thinking the whole world will stop for him on his command. Basically, I think he knew I would.

"Damned Pervert," I hissed clenching the shampoo with my left hand. Running it through my hair uneasily, I just scowled at the wall, still furious. This wasn't my idea of a good morning. And for Kratos just to walk in on me in the shower. Just the thought disgusted me. Looking down, I noticed I had clenched the shampoo bottle so hard all of it's contents were gushing out onto the floor. Grinning, I continued to waste it, as a brutal payback.

"Oh, poor Kratos. He has no shampoo," I couldn't help but snicker in laughter. Of course it wasn't cruel-intended. More so a joke, or something to make him know how mad I was that he didn't pay attention to his surroundings.

"You used all the shampoo!"
I shrieked and jumped up, startled and banged my head against the shower head. Might I add that hitting your head against a shower in shock doesn't feel good at all. Starring blankly for a few seconds, I cracked open to the door and saw Kratos standing in the bathroom, like a druken zombie. Usually I didn't loose my cool, ok I admit I'm short-tempered but this time It was a really good reason.

"Why the hell are you still in here!" I hollered, glaring at Kratos, head sticking out of the shower. Right now I wanted to wring his next for being such a pervert. Just calling Kratos a pervert was shock enough. Most of the time he respected other people's privacy but never, and I mean never, mine.

"...You used all the shampoo on me!" Was all he could yell back. Water dripped off my hair and landed on the bathroom floor as I scowled deafly at Kratos. How could he talk about shampoo when he was standing in the damn bathroom when I was taking a shower. Dumbo.

"Oh forget the freakin' shampoo! Get out!" I hissed bitterly. I was trying a threat, but what good would a threat do when I was in the shower. Kratos was really starting to act too much like Zelos. The bisexual giglo from hell. Yep, a perfect description for Zelos and now Kratos.

"That was my shampoo Yuan. I told you that," Kratos spoke coolly. Didn't he take a frigin clue! I was in the shower and awfully disturbed at the fact Kratos was attempting to gawk at me. That was just, so unlike Kratos. What had I done to him. Shaking my head, I squinted my eyes in fury.

"Shut the fuck up about the shampoo and get out of the damn bathroom and leave me alone!" Hissing cruelly, I starred at Kratos, water still hitting my back. This was such a waste of water and a well deserved shower. Still waiting for a reply, I actually waited a long time before Kratos actually spoke once more.

"Next time use your own shampoo," Kratos replied. He still didn't get that what he was doing was so wrong and disturbing beyond words. No words could express the discomfort I felt with Kratos in the bathroom with me. I just wanted to torture him to death because of this.

"I'll use whatever shampoo I want! Why are you still here! Do you enjoy staring at me or something you fucked up weirdo," I scowled. My temper had flared. Usually we never got so tense around each other but why the hell was Kratos still in the bathroom. He hadn't meant he was sorry. For all I knew he knew I was in the shower. That just made even more pissed.

"..." He didn't reply. I was fearing that. I just starred at Kratos, with the most seething look I could possibly conjure up. Still no reply. The water was starting to get to cold. Too cold. I hated cold, hot I could deal with, but I hated the cold. Reaching out for the temperature control with my left hand, I flipped it to hot, not taking my eyes off Kratos. After a few minutes the water turned sheer cold.

"Cold!" I hissed jumping up startled and slammed the shower door, now oblivious of the oddly perverted Kratos. I flipped every lever I could but the water remained as cold as ice. Perfect, just perfect. Glaring at the shower, I cursed it under my breath then reached my head out from the shower to look at Kratos once more.

"What did you do to the shower," Annoyance filled my voice. The water was so cold it felt like I was going to freeze. Just perfect, in a shower with freezing water while Kratos just stares at me, as if I wants me to come out. A bitter taste came over my tongue as I gagged and banged my head against the wall.

"Nothing," Kratos replied, now seeming angry. Yea sure riiight, like he didn't do anything to the shower. Liar. Just a damn perverted liar. That's all he was. And to think I always respected Kratos' respect for others. But this just destroyed all value he had in my eyes.

"Just get out! Leave me alone! I don't need you starring at me, and this water is freakin' cold," I hissed, chattering my teeth. I was expecting no response or just a stubborn look, but he seemed stunned. Ugh, why couldn't he just leave. Just leave the room and leave me to my misery now?

"? Do you need a towel?" He asked. A duh! Of course I needed a freaking towel. Looking at him with a obvious look, Kratos pulled a towel from the counter, which I found odd seeing I didn't put it there, and passed it over to me and turned around.

Finally, some respect. Sighing, I shut the water off and wrapped the towel around me and just leaned against the shower bitterly. What the hell was Kratos up to. This topped everything stupid he had ever done in his life. I mean, Kratos, a pervert. Stalker was more like it. Kratos the Stalker, what an odd ring it had to it.

"Are you done yet?" I heard Kratos ask. Right, I'm sure he didn't want me to be done. Sighing I got out of the shower and brushed past him, still furious and slammed the bathroom door behind me, almost breaking down yet another door in our house.

"Kratos,"

Clenching my teeth, I got dressed and went outside. It was a nice day to say the most. I would probably have invited Kratos on a day to just enjoy ourselves and explore the land, but not now. Right now I didn't want to think of doing anything with that seraphim. Twitching, I sat down next to the river and sighed.

"Why is he acting so unusual and perverted? It's just not like Kratos," I yawned and looked at the river as I sat next to it, watching the cascading waves completely burrying the stones. Closing my eyes I just listened to the sound of the water. It took my mind off of Kratos. Took my mind off everything that bugged me.

It was a few minutes before my ears twitched. At first thinking it was Kratos, I rose my hand in a 'rude' gesture and didn't turn around. Sighing meekly, not hearing a reply I turned around and blasting through my ears was Martel's song. I just starred at the house, shaking immensely.

"Martel?" I asked, almost in a whisper as the song played in my ears, echoing the river. These certain occurrences were happening more often lately. She had found a way to communicate with me when I wanted closer, or comfort. And it worked. Her song, her scent, anything about her relaxed me.

"Why is Kratos acting so odd?" I asked, almost speaking to the air. Her scent played like flames in my nostrils then abruptly left with a jolt. The song stopped and I heard footsteps. Glaring at the river angrily for Martel's departure, I whirled around, standing up and starred at Kratos walking over.

"Now what do you want!" I hissed once more, clenching my fists. He seemed startled that I was still furious. Well, of course, I'm sure anyone would be angry with Kratos just standing in the bathroom observing you. The sour taste on my tongue returned.

"Yuan I have a good reason for what happened," He began. A good reason? Man did I want to hear this excuse! What, did an evil moth fly into the house, bent on world destruction and it was heading my way. Ignoring my drifting thoughts I gazed back.

"Well, go ahead. What's your superior excuse?" I spoke raising an eyebrow. I was expecting a quizk response but silence came from the seraphim. His ruby eyes just starred at me. That bothered me even more. Why was he looking at me? What the hell was on his mind.

"..." He still didn't say anything. Well, he had no excuse. He was just being a pervert. I felt like smacking him or flipping out but remained silent, still awaiting his ingenious excuse.

"Well, there was this moth-" He began. What the hell. I felt like kicking him for saying that. It was my joke guess, but had he really stuck with the most absurd excuse for starring at me in the shower? A moth, riiight, and like I said, it was bent on world destruction.

"Beant on world destruction," I spoke coldly. Kratos seemed stunned. At first I thought it was a stunned as why the hell I would say that, but he turned a scarlet red. Oh my lord. He really was going to use that excuse of me.

"How did you know?" He asked, not even joking. Crossing my arms, I watched Kratos look nervously from me then to our surroundings, the river and the quant forest that surrounded us. Just a small forest, it hid us from the outside world.

"You used that on me when we first met," I spoke, almost without thinking. It was true. At Meltokio I had asked Kratos why he was unemployed and he had joked that a moth had taken over the war lords beant on world destruction. My stomach suddenly felt, my anger towards Kratos was gone, again.

"You remember that," He asked stunned, almost in a laugh. I still didn't find his actions a laugh but I just remained starring at Kratos. He gave me a gentle smile, then seemed guilty. Ugh, my worst fear, Kratos just was acting perverted because he wanted to. Terrific, I was living with a pervert.

"Yes, I do remember," I spoke softly. Looking sorry he walked over to me. Ok, now he was a little too close. At least I was thankful he had awoken in the shower before he did something really stupid. But then, of course, my mind drifted of suddenly. What would he have done if he thought it was a dream. I began to shake nervously.

"I'm sorry... heh," He spoke wrapping his arms around me. My first reaction would be to smack him upside the head, like I always seemed to want to do, but I just melted in his grasp. It was like will power was lost every time we got close. And that honestly scared me. I couldn't even get the courage up to smack him when he held me. I shook my head and waited for him to continue. "There was no excuse for what I did, well except for the moth, but you ruined that one." He spoke and smiled at me.

All I could do was smile back at him. I completely forgot how enraged I was at him and just held him closely. Never did I want to let go. I closed my eyes and bent my head against his shoulder. Almost in a quick response he laughed and stroked my hair.

"See, no harm done..." He was obviously nervous, and embarrassed from his odd display of behavior earlier. Rash behavior even from Kratos. I didn't really care what he had to say, as long as he didn't let me go. His embrace was so warm.

"Right," I spoke, not even knowing what I said. He had that effect on me. He didn't always have it though. First time I met him I wanted to kill him right then and here in Sybak. But that would be rude. And I wasn't wanting to show my screwed up side to Martel. Although I bet she knew how protective I was over her, and now how protective I was over Kratos.

"Mhm," He chimed and kissed me slightly. I couldn't he stand there anymore. I just held him onto him. I was completely lost. So strong but so easy to break down when it came to him. I was so angry and pissed at him, but yet I yearned for him. What a mess I was getting myself into. A mess that would slowly turn into something I'm not sure I can handle. But for some reason Kratos seemed awfully ready. I sighed and just closed my eyes once more. Man did he make me forget everything.

Author's Note:

Ya Damn Kratos! You didn't tell me Yuan was in the shower! x3 I would have teamed up with you and dragged him (sighs hopelessly). Heh, poor Yuan, being stalked in the shower by kratos x3! And erm anways, I kinda hope you liked this. I ain't much of a lemon person, and NO i did not make this a lemon O.O Still not sure I can actually right those. Especially seeing half my reviewers dis-approve but the other part wants it. Anyways, Yea. Review? And You can tell their relatonship is still growing. Mwahaahah! And my love for the pairing is growing along with it. Growing Alot. (thinks back to sleepover at thoughts about whip cream) heheh. Ok Review Reply time!

nife: This was as close to a lemon as I could get, I do find Kratos' curiosty towards the unknown spiffeh x)

Raven- Like I said, (puts to chapter) here's more for ya fangirl.. Yesh so kawaii x))