Heh, Thanks meh beloved friends for some funky inspiration. Yea, I'm actually writing this. Lol! Well, duh this is Eternal Souls Chapter Eight. I shall sing now. Singing sounds ubberly spiffeh. And alas, tomorrow I will know the truth about my boyfriend, it burns me inside to thinks He's going but maybe it's for the best. Ugh, just thinking about it hurts inside. Ugh, a spiffeh Kratos and Yuan story might cheer me up, lol! Yes, I am being extremely hyper right now. It's like two in the morning and I'm as spunky as ever. Especially seeing I'm finally out of humor writers block for FPOD. Lol, I love that abbreviation. Ok, maybe I should stop ranting before I fall asleep. Only writing stories keeps me awake. And I can stay up all night for my reviewers. I wish I had wireless internet. Sigh... Anyways let's get started! And meh beloved friend, no Yuan won't jump out the window, I'll save that for Sabbatical, LOL!

Nall: Finally, you rant so much I'm surprised someone hasn't killed you yet. Honestly, you don't go away. You pesky girl.

Me: I'd rather be hated for what I am then loved for what I'm not.

Nall: Such a cheesy line.

Me: Just cut it out you muse!

Warnings: (prepare yourself O.O) Shonen-Ai Fluffeh, suggestive Themes, Spoilers, Language. Also beware of my weird sentences and grammar. Beware all of those things and you'll be fine x) (crowd is in background chanting "LEMON LEMON") I FREAKING HEAR YOU CROWD... God...

"Kratos..."

I slowly became aware of the fact I was waking up. But still I didn't open my eyes. Just sitting in bed made everything feel better. The room felt incredibly cold this morning, like I had already ranted, I hated everything about the cold. Chattering my teeth in annoyance, I rolled over, eyes tightly shut and curled up, trying to warm up. At first it seemed like an abundance amount of pillows had collected on my bed to keep me warm but I pushed any worry out of my mind. Twitching uneasily, I felt the scratchiness of the blankets touch my skin. It was an odd feeling, but I also shrugged it off. Today was one of the first days Kratos hadn't banged against my door to wake me up, and I could lay here and relax.

Yawning again, I tried to fall back into slumber, but I just laid there, curled up in blankets and pillows, cold. I tried to pull the blankets around me tighter but they wouldn't budge. It was odd, the blankets always came on my tag command. Everything was odd this morning, and foolishly I ignored them. It had been a few moments before I opened my eyes and starred at the wall and the window. Strong rays of sunlight beamed at me, almost blinding me. Squinting my eyes, I tried to pull the blankets again, but still no leeway. Snarling, I grabbed them tightly and I couldn't have guessed what rolled against me along with the blankets.

"What the hell are you doing in my bed Kratos!" I screamed smacking the sleeping seraphim across the face and grabbed all the blankets and wrapped them around me. The dumb seraphim was wearing odd silk lilac night clothes and seemed in deep sleep. Twitching, I bent over and smacked him upside the head once more, this time harder.

"Ow! Yuan why did you do that, I was sleeping and," He stopped and just starred up at me. Slapping my hand across my own face in vexation, I just scowled back at Kratos. This had taken the whole idea of Kratos being a pervert to a whole new level. Kratos just in the bed with me made me want to smack him, yet again. Or perhaps kick him.

"Kratos, why the hell are you sleeping in my bed!" I demanded, holding the blankets around me with all my fight. Still, no reply came from Kratos. He just starred at me, with wide eyes. His face turned into a deep scarlet as he continued to watch me. Feeling uneasier, I grabbed the blankets tighter.

"I, don't know," Replied Kratos. I twitched, how could he not know why he had got up in the middle of the night and got in my bed. Just the the thought of sleeping next to Kratos made me sick to my stomach. Sure I loved him and would do anything for him, but this! The freaking pervert.

"How can you not know!" I hissed back. Kratos' face turned serious all of a sudden. That sent a shiver down my back as he eyed me. My heart began to race as my ear jerked, not wanting to know why Kratos was starring so intensely at me. Another moment passed with silence, I felt like shrieking out all the cusses I could but I wanted answers from him, even if they involved Moths. Good Lord.

"Yuan.." He spoke in a whisper. My stomach lurched as he chanted my name. I felt like chiming back a rude comment but I remained silent, watching his eyes look at me. Feeling so uneasy with this whole situation I tugged the blankets tighter. If I tugged them any harder I swore I would cut off circulation. Shaking, I just watched Kratos. His night clothes were just so ridicules. He never changed at night, and that creped me out even more. "I want you"

Those words rang out in my head as I shrieked and fell against the cabinet in shock. My heart jumped out of my chest as Kratos spoke so fondly of me. Almost in fear, I tried to look at him , but just looking at him after saying 'he wanted me' was punishment enough.

"What do you mean?" I asked, fearing what Kratos wanted. Twitching, I stood up straight once more, with a staggering look at the fowl cabinet. Sighing, I looked back at Kratos who was still watching me. It was starting to creep me out. But every second that passed, I started to like it more and more. Which was considerably odd.

"You know what I mean, Yuan. Actually, I'm not sure if you do. Seeing I doubt Martel and you," He began. My eyes shut as he spoke. A cold shiver rang down my back as I felt like hollering at Kratos for being such a pervert. No, that wasn't the word to use, more like horny idiot. And to think I would call Kratos that! I just looked at Kratos as he eyed me.

"Kratos, what the hell are you talking about," Honestly I did know what he was talking about. But I didn't want to know. He knew me all to well, my strengths my weaknesses and everything about me and Martel. My heart suddenly thumped louder as I bit down on my lip trying to calm myself down. I was a nervous wreck just standing here, with blankets wrapped around me. Which that brought up another question. Why in the world was I only wearing blankets!

"Yuan, you know what I mean..." Was all he said. Gulping I watched him, just sit there starring at me. It pained me to yell at Kratos seeing I cared about him so much, but what he was saying was far beyond the care I thought I had for him. Sweating, I just watched him and stuttered.

"But Kratos," I began, sweat rolling down my face. This was such an awkward position to be with Kratos. I wasn't really expecting an answer from the seraphim but he seemed pretty fixed on his ideals. And that was starting to frighten me.

"But what Yuan?" He spoke, with a hint of compassion. Great, just great. He was questioning me. I had no set answer to my own question. But Kratos didn't seemed like the perverted Zelos, he actually seemed compassionate and caring. Shaking even more, I twitched.

"Why?" Was all I could come up with. Just skipping around the subject. Fighting on an empty stomach, but actually not eating Kratos' cooking before hearing something as sickening as this must be a good thing. Pushing a strand of hair out of my vision, I watched as Kratos looked intently at me.

"Why? Because Yuan, I love you," He spoke softly. Ugh, the guilt trick. But he didn't seem to be using it like most people would. It just seemed like the right thing to say at a time like this. I lowered my gaze down at the floor, he always seemed to make me feel bad. But at least he wasn't holding me, i completely lost control every time we got close, but to think Kratos wanted to get closer.

"Kratos, I know that. But why, er 'this'?" I asked casually. We had known each other for four thousand years now but it did seem awfully odd. But that question never was answered before Kratos got up, walked over, almost dream like and planted a kiss on my forehead and spoke softly.

"You don't want to?" He asked. I felt so nervous and uneasy, I wanted to scream "Damnit, of course I don't want to, but he had the dulling effect on me. I couldn't just say no to him after everything was had been threw. The good the bad, and now this. I sighed and looked at him.

"Whatever," I simply said. I felt like running far, so far away from Kratos and his odd ideas of enjoyment, but my legs were numb and all I could see was the caring seraphim beaming at me. Whatever was meant to be, I would let faith run it's course. Whatever that may be. I sighed and heard Kratos reply briskly.

"No really Yuan, if you don't want to, I understand," He muttered looking away. Had I offended him? I seemed startled that he would actually ask if I minded but at the same time I felt let down. Gulping, I watched Kratos turn away and lean against the cabinet, what seemed like disappointed.

"If you really want to Kratos," Was all I could force out of my mouth. Twitching, I watched Kratos whip around. At first I thought he wanted it but then suddenly seemed depressed and shook his head.

"No... it's ok Yuan, I understand," And he left the room and closed the door softly.

I was left standing in the room, alone. A pang of guilt suddenly overwhelmed me. I released, once Kratos had left, I really had wanted it. Which I found really disturbing. I really cared for Kratos that much that I was willing to. But my attitude got the best of both of us and had offended Kratos. Sighing, I got dressed and sat down on my bed and looked out the window, now guilty.

"What do I do?" I spoke limply. What I wanted to do was just sit here and wait for Kratos to come back and wrap my arms around him, and just hold him for the rest of our lives. That's all I really wanted from him and me. Complete Bliss.

Sighing, I got up and walked down to the kitchen. Stepping on the last step, I stopped, startled. The steps weren't creaking like they always did. Had Kratos really fixed the stairs knowing how much they annoyed me. I then felt even more guilty, I couldn't give Kratos the one thing he wanted since Anna died. Lowering my head, I walked into the kitchen and glanced over to where Kratos was. He was in his usual lilac clothes now. Much more fitting.

"Kratos, I'm sorry, I was being an ass," I complained sitting down next to him. Glimpsing up at me, Kratos sighed and shook his head in protest. Auburn hair flipped about when he shook his head and he seemed so helpless.

"No Yuan, I totally understand. You don't have to apologize," He answered. I didn't want him to say that. I was starting to want him to ask if I was ready. But after my odd display earlier, I'm sure he would never ask again. That bothered me so much. I never thought before speaking.

"Kratos, I wasn't thinking," Protesting, I took Kratos hand trying to cheer him up. No response, he just held his hand in mine weakly. Eyes darted at me, it was really pathetic how much he loved me. But who was I to call him pathetic? After all these years that he could have just left, he was still with me.

"Yuan, you already said no," He spoke looking down, now ignoring my attempts to cheer him up. Squinting my eyes, a tad frustrated, I straightened up in my chair, tilted my head to look at Kratos and spoke softly.

"Kratos, I never said no." I leaned over and placed a gentle kiss upon his lips and waited for a re action. No response at all. He was taking too long, and It was annoying me, either he was going to act like himself or I would ignore him.

"Humph," He spoke in response and exchanged the gesture, wrapping his arms around me. Laughing a bit at his casual 'humph' I continued and then spoke, almost shaking.

"You know, I just can't say no to you," I spoke embracing once more. Kratos seemed cheery, finally. His response was long waited between breaths. Well anyways, his hair as screwed up again, I took full guilt for it. But whatever. I didn't honestly mind anything at the moment. All I wanted was Kratos, all these unsolved feelings I had for so long towards him could finally be solved once and for all. Did I really love him? I was starting to find out.

"I was hoping you were like that," He spoke cooly holding me close. All I could do was smile meekly at him again and laugh.

"Anything for you Kratos..."I spoke as he ran his fingers through my hair, trying to comfort me even more. I wanted more, and I knew he did also. And that's just what happened.

And the rest happened at a quickened pace. It was complete bliss, and at the end I was staring at the ceiling, almost falling back asleep. Shaking I yawned and spoke softly.

"I'm going to take a nap," I yawned and began to drift into a sleep. But before I could drift into deep thoughts, I felt Kratos run a hand through my hair and kissed my forehead and ran his hands through my hair.

"Sweet dreams, Yuan..."

Author's Note;
You happy now you crowd? (crowd cheering and throwing balloons in the air) Wow, that was so hard even though I left out all the spiffeh parts. ha ha ha! Email me at if you want the full version. Which I have, and staring at, Mwahahahah! lol! I feel like a weirdo! Anyways, meh beloved reviewers, hate me if you must, but come on, I didn't put that much in so you flipped out, but they knew each other for 4,000 years or more so come on, lol! I am so odd. and flamers, enjoy your little games. Ha ha Ha! I keep squeaking every time I read Kratos and Yuan Tales Of Symphonia stories. man, there needs to be more! Good Gosh! Lol, anyway, please review.