Loving Kazuma Kuwabara
Hello everyone . This story is very special to me. It is for two reasons. One is because I was inspired by my best friend who made the poem you guys will read. The second thing is because it is based on an event that took place in my life.
I am told by my friends that I act like Kuwabara…but on this day I acted like Yukina. The reason I love Kuwabara so much is because of one guy. Ben. He is the real Kazuma Kuwabara. He wasn't liked by the teachers and they always looked for ways to get him kicked out one way or another. He was a punk, had an honor code that included never hit a girl, he wasn't considered the sharpest tool in the shed or a hottie. He was chubby, but very muscular at the same time and had the kindest eyes I had ever seen…..ok, I'm getting mushy hahaha.
So it was because of this guy that I love Kuwabara so much. He left the same year YYH came out, which is weird. I still love him and it's been about….I don't know maybe two or three years since he left…he wasn't my first crush….trust me I have many. But…he was the only one I still remember in vivid detail. He touched a nerve….and I guess…I guess whenever I hear something negative about Kuwabara it hurts because I actually knew him…kind of .
So yeah…that was a little insight about why I love Kuwa and stuff . Sorry about the mushy crap and all that jazz.
So I dedicate this story to:
Ellexis Theresa Rosuari
&
Benjamin Brain Brenner
(Aka Triple B Threat as I dubbed him )
Warning: They might seem a bit out of character, since it's an AU, so don't yell at me or anything .
Pairing: Yukina/Kuwabara
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho, nor do I own the poem that is in this story. The show is owned by a great man who writes very well, while the poem was written by my best friend who I love very very much .
Enjoy
Loving You Forever
She was ready to cry. How could this be? How could he do that? She watched him from where she sat on the grass, her back leaning against the brick wall of her school.
'It's just not fair…" she thought.
A few strands of her blue hair had some how made their way out of her pony tail and into her face. However, she didn't care at the moment.
She watched as he stood there, cigarette in hand, laughing with his buddies with out a care in the world. Like he wasn't leaving, like today wasn't his last day at school; not like he was going to be moving away tomorrow. No, he was standing there acting like he hadn't a care in the world. He, along with his friends, was obviously in denial.
The girl sighed.
Yukina was in love, but with not just anyone. She was in love with Kazuma Kuwabara, the second biggest punk at Charter Tech High School of the Performing Arts
((A/N Sorry, I have a disclaimer on that, because that was my high school hahaha))
He was feared by mostly everyone, except for her and several of the teachers. He was always in fights and always sent to the principle's office. He was a bad apple.
However, Yukina didn't think that about him. She had at first. She was actually frightened of him. He looked scary and his voice could scare a kitten. However, after being in a few classes with the punk, she found him to be a very nice guy.
They had most of their classes together. However, the class she really got to see him in was the Theater Arts class. She wanted to become an actress and perform for people. Kuwabara was there not only to act, but for the technical stuff, which he could have taken TV as his major, but had chosen acting instead.
Yukina sighed as she watched the guy she secretly loved leaning against the wall over by the MacDonald's ((A/N Disclaimer)) trash canisters. It was after school and her bus was the last bus. It was late, so far only by five minutes. The other kids from her bus where either at MacDonald's eating, inside the school talking, or outside playing hackey sack; however those were the guys.
Yukina didn't believe it. She just couldn't. Kuwabara was moving away. She thought it was a rumor, but she had heard it right from his mouth. He had told the kids in Theater class that he was moving and he would never see their ugly mugs again. She had to smile at that memory. He was such a comedian.
She looked back at him. He was the perfect guy, though he did have a few things wrong with him. First of all he smoked which was very bad and unhealthy. Secondly he drank, though she could understand that since his mother was a drunk and the stress would drive anyone into drinking she supposed. Lastly, he lived in the city. Now don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with living in the city, however, her mother just wouldn't approve of a guy that lived in the bad side of town.
Yukina wanted so much to tell him how she felt, though she was afraid and shy. She didn't want him to laugh at her or think badly of her. She had that happen too many times before. She had lost many guy friends that way and she did consider him as a friend. She thought about that.
'When did I start to like him?' she wondered.
It came back to her…
((Flashback)
Yukina was sitting in a chair. She was going to be in her first real play since she had come to this school. She was in many plays at her old one, but that didn't seem to matter too much, since it was at this school you could really make it as an actress.
The school play was about American history in the music department. She was only in one scene, and she didn't have a line, but she didn't care. She was just glad she was able to be in a play.
The scene was supposed to be a 1920's night club and they were going to have one of the singers from the Vocal department sing a Jazz song. Every department was involved in the play, which made it a HUGE deal. It was the first time in Charter Tech's history, which wasn't a long one by the way, for all of the departments to get together and do something performance wise.
So there Yukina was, sitting in her spot, waiting to see what she was supposed to do. Kuwabara had a bad experience the previous year with a part he did. He played Tarzan, but was the punk version, wearing short jeans and a white t-shirt, and that was at the show! So this year he decided he would rather be a stage hand and help some of the guys work on the set.
The teacher, who really didn't like Yukina too much for some reason told everyone that they could improvise for this scene, since it was only a practice one. So if anyone wanted to dance or anything, they could.
Yukina was a bit nervous. She really wasn't a good dancer, except for slow dancing. However, jazz really wasn't slow dancing.
The music started and some of the guys took the other girl actors onto the dance floor and danced with them. A guy looked Yukina's way, which made her heart skip a beat. The guy was James and he was not only a great dancer, but a guy every girl was after! Yukina could feel her self flush as he walked up to her. He out stretched his hand, but not to her. Oh no, it was to the girl that was sitting next to her. Apparently he wasn't looking at her.
He took her out onto the dance floor and they two started to dance. Yukina felt left out. There weren't enough guys. She was the only one sitting there with out a dance partner. She looked down, sadly.
Kuwabara happened to glance over and had seen what the guy had done. Kuwabara knew James and knew it was very rude what he had done, however James wasn't a mean guy. He didn't know he was leading poor Yukina on. Kuwabara still felt angry at James for making it seem like he was going to ask her to dance.
Kuwabara snorted and handed the wires that worked the lights to the kid next to him.
"Take these will ya?"
Kuwabara walked onto the stage and up to Yukina, who was in complete shock. She looked into his beautiful autumn brown eyes with her big red ones. He gave her the most charming smile that could make anyone melt.
"Would ya like ta dance?" he asks, out stretching his hand to her.
Yukina blushed and gave a smile at him, nodding. She took his hand and was lead onto the dance floor.
Everyone had stopped dancing to see what the two would do. It was rare for Kuwabara to do such a thing, which made it even more interesting.
When the two got to the middle of the dance floor, Kuwabara took his left hand into Yukina's right and put his right arm around her waist. She did the same. She had thought they were going to have a romantic dance…
However…
He pulls her to his chest, a bit roughly, and since she was so short, her head just barley made it to his chest. He then started to do the tango, half dragging the poor girl across the floor! ((A/N HAHAHA! That REALLY happened!))
Everyone started to laugh, thinking it was hilarious. Yukina was too busy making sure that she wouldn't fall and have the guy literally drag her around the floor. They did that only for a few minutes before the bell rang. Everyone rushed out of the room.
However, Kuwabara didn't stop dancing. Yukina was starting to get a bit worried, since she was an excellent student and was never late.
"Uh Kuwabara? We got to go…the bell just rang…." Yukina said, muffled by being pressed to his chest.
A few seconds later, the music was stopped and Kuwabara stopped with it. He smiled down at Yukina, who blushed and smiled back.
"Thank you."
"Anytime." He said and ran off, almost tripping over the book bags that people had carelessly left by the door.
This made Yukina giggle, and also caused her to fall in love with the punk that everyone feared.
(End Flashback)
Yukina watched him. She wanted to tell him how she felt about him. She wanted him to know what she felt before he would leave and she would never see him again.
'Maybe I should tell him…but what if he laughs?' she thinks.
'I'll just not tell him…'
'Tell him!' her inner voice said.
'If you don't you know you'll regret it!'
Yukina sighed and looked up at the sky that was starting to become dark, like it does in the winter time.
A teacher stepped out of the school, wanting to make an announcement.
"Attention! Those students that ride bus1459 to the Atlantic county area will be here in a half an hour!"
Yukina then had a stroke of genius! She decided to write her feelings all in a note, and then decided afterwards if she would give it to him or not. Yukina reached into her book bag and pulled out a pen and piece of paper and a book to write on. She was going to tell him how she felt in a note.
Yukina slowly walked up to the punks that were taking drags by the trash canisters. It had taken Yukina fifteen minutes to write what she felt, and had taken five more minutes to finally convince her self to give it to him.
She slowly approached Kuwabara and his three friends, who were also punks: Yusuke Urameshi, Kurama Minamino, and Hiei Minamino, who was Kurama's adopted brother.
When Yukina reached he punks they were laughing and talking. She stood there, her head bowed and waited. It was not polite to interrupt someone when they are talking, so she decided she would have to wait until they were done to give him her note.
Kuwabara sensed someone behind him and turned around. He saw Yukina, with her head down and her hands in front of her. The other guys stopped talking and watched with interest.
Yukina heard them stop talking and decided it was now or never.
"Hello Kuwabara-kun…."
"Hey Yukina-chan." He said, smiling at her.
Yukina blushed.
"Ummm….I heard that you are moving away."
Kuwabara's smile disappeared, as well as the smiles on his friend's faces.
"Yeah…gonna live with my dad and his girlfriend down in eastern Japan." Kuwabara said.
"Oh…well…I'm going to miss you and….well….here.." she said, her hands shakily handing him the note she had made, a bit wrinkled and a little wet with her sweat.
Kuwabara looked at the piece of paper and took it from her. He opened it up and was about to read it when Yusuke, Kuwabara's best friend, peeked over his shoulder.
"So what does it say?" he asks.
Kuwabara pressed the letter to his chest and moved away from his prying friend.
"It's none of yer business Urameshi! She gave it to me!" he shouted, glaring at his best friend.
Before Yusuke could protest, Kurama set his hand on his shoulder.
"Let him read it, alright Yusuke?" Kurama said, giving his friend a warm smile.
Yusuke snorted a fine and pouted.
Kuwabara sighed and looked at the note.
To Kazuma Kuwabara,
How many nights do I have to wait here?
A thousand more kisses till you're near
When the moon goes around the sun
And the earth is having no fun
Will you dream a dream for me?
Will you swim across the sea?
It will be just you and me
We were surely meant to be
Where are you now, mars?
When I look up to the stars
I see your shining face
Why did you leave this place?
You're not coming back to me
Or swimming across the sea
Not even a last kiss good night
Now the stars are out of sight
Someday I will be able to see you
Right now there's nothing I can do
You wouldn't want me to wait here
But I will sill love you forever, dear
I will really miss you Kuwabara-kun. I will never forget you, as I hope you surely will not forget about me. You have been such a great friend and everything. I hope for the best in whatever you do. Please keep in touch. My e-mail is That isn't a real e-mail, I just made it up, so don't try it.))
With all my love,
Yukina
Kuwabara's eyes were moist as he read the letter, not like he was about to cry, no; like he was touched. He folded up the piece of paper and carefully put it in his jean pocket. He then looked at the blushing Yukina, who was still standing there, with her head down.
Kuwabara smiled that charming smile of his and shocked Yukina by bringing her into a hug.
"Thank you. I will never forget you either Yukina-chan."
Kuwabara then lifted her face and gave her a chastise kiss on the lips, causing the girl to blush even more. This had also earned a few snickers from his friends, who loved the scene.
When they broke away, Yukina's face was beet red. She looked up at him, who was also smiling and gave her that grin that would make anyone's heart flutter.
"ATTENTION. BUS 1459 IS HERE!"
Yukina jumped. That was her bus.
"I got to go! I will miss you Kuwabara-kun!" she got out of his arms and ran to the bus. He smiled after her and waved a sad good bye.
That was the last time she ever saw her first true love again.
So if you couldn't tell…that last part was made up hahaha. He never kissed me, though I wish, however, he did pull me into a hug and then I left. My bus was late, but it didn't come at that time. I felt kind of weird since he had his friends with him….my best friend is probably rolling her eyes because she's probably heard this and the other story like a zillion times already hahaha. . So I hope you guys liked an actual event that took place in my life! Oh and one of his friend's DID ask him what it said, and Ben DID tell him to mind his own business; that it was his note, and not his. . I did give him my e-mail, however, he told me he wasn't going to have a computer where he was going…so I've never heard from him again. So my story ends sad….sadder then this one…
Anyway, the next pairing is….
Keiko/Kuwabara
Until next time!
Bye!